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I will never falter. [Indie Lisa Lisa RP Blog. Contrary to my URL I'm serious. Sort of.]

[anterosdaughter]

Mistress Lisa Lisa … I owe you so much. Especially in times like these.

…I know it’s a sudden request. …Would you mind watching Vitalia for a few days? …Three– no, four at most. I have to make a quick trip out of Italy. I’m afraid the travel may irritate her. …She’s still so little– so young.

And her mother has to do something potentially very foolish.

[milfshades]

I should be the one telling you that. After all, you’ve taken care of my son more than I ever have.

-- Go. Do what you have to do.

And give him a good slap on behalf of his mother.

[anterosdaughter]

…I’d like to agree with you. …But that’d be dishonest of me. I respect you too much to be dishonest with you any more.

It was my fault this time. It really was. And I’m not so sure I could fix things. …Even if I could come into contact with him now– even if I were to find some way to find my way back to him … I’m not so sure what I have to say could fix anything at all.

…This is incredibly embarrassing. I’m sorry to simply spill my feelings out to you. …Especially so rudely. I haven’t seen you in so long. I’m afraid Vitalia keeps me very busy. Despite his insistence, I do still work. …I just no longer bring Vitalia to work with me. So I haven’t found much time to– …Augh. I’m sitting here and making excuses to absolve myself from any fault. …That’s what got me into this trouble in the first place.

…Do I try and move on from here?

[milfshades]

[There was a brief silence as she listened. Honestly, both of them were still so young-- they were still so foolish. A small sigh escaped the elder woman.]

You and him are similar. Both of you are incredibly stubborn, and only when you realize that you’ve done wrong... it turns out to be too late.

If you know you’ve done wrong-- and you want to fix things. Then do so. It doesn’t matter how. If you have the will to try and fix your mistakes.. you’ll find a way.

Words that are needed to be said find the right time to appear to the person who needs to say them.

And Caesar. I’ve told you already. You’re like a daughter to me. You are always free to come to me.

I had a child once, I understand.-- Or rather, I still have a child to deal with. 

Whether you want to move on or not. It’s not up to me. 

[anterosdaughter]

…Ahaha, yes, it has– …Ahh.

Gone. …Back to America then.

[She clenched her fists slightly, resisting the urge to grip at her own chest in anguish. He left. He meant it. He really left. And she didn’t get a chance to try and stop him.]

Ah. Silly me. He must’ve told me and I just forgot. …Hah. I’m benefiting, aren’t I? I am…twenty euros richer…

[milfshades]

....... That dim-witted son of mine.

[Although Caesar hid her pain, it was very much obvious to the woman who’d taken care of her that she was hurting.]

I’m sorry Caesar.

[anterosdaughter]

Ah– erm– … Mistress Lisa Lisa. I’m sorry. I’m dropping in really unexpectedly…

[Caesar looked around, expecting to see some sign of Joseph. …Like a giant mess.]

…I…came to bring Joseph his– …

[Shit. She hadn’t planned this out well.]

I owed him twenty euro. Is he here?

[milfshades]

-- Ah. Caesar. It’s been a while.

[A smile formed on the older woman’s lips, disappearing as the younger inquired about her son’s whereabouts.]

--.... Joseph........ 

He’s gone.

I thought..... I thought you were aware of this.

[milfshades]

It finally stopped raining.

[dominaredioarchieve-deactivated]

“Even after all these years, I, DIO, can still recognize the scent of your blood.”

A chuckle builds in his throat as he approaches, nails grazing against the wall. How could DIO forget any of the humans present in the engine room that night? Why, were he to think back, her squalling would still be heard loud and clear amongst the roaring flames. How interesting that after all these years they’d meet once again- ripple user and vampire.

“You were the infant who’s mother died aboard the ship-  mere inches from me. You were saved by that aging hag, Erina Pendle- no- Joestar, were you not?”

[milfshades]

“Whether I am or not-- it doesn’t matter.” If hateful looks, the person in front of her would be long dead. Lisa Lisa-- no, Elizabeth Joestar was face to face with the person responsible for her husband’s demise. 

Her blood boiled, not just for George but for her fallen parents-- the Joestar family who she had married into, and everyone who had met their demise due to this man.

Even her own foster father.. this man played a part in Straizo’s betrayal.

“What matters here is the fact that your presence is unwanted-- here and any other part of the world. And for my family.. I will bring it upon myself to send you back to whichever depths of hell you came crawling back from!”

[slainbythesunandstars-archi-blog]

      [ ☀ ] – “Oh, will you now? We saw how well that ended for you last time. There is a monumental difference factor here now, might I also add.”

[milfshades]

“You mean in our last encounter? If I recall, you used underhanded tactics. As one would expect of an individual without honor.”

“If you ask me, it’s traits like those that make someone a lesser being. Regardless of strength and abilities.”

[anterosdaughter]

That means a lot to me. I haven’t been anything like a daughter to anyone for a very long time.

[Lisa Lisa was right, as always. Leaving would only put Caesar at fault. …She’d have to wait out this discomfort…and risk her pride being destroyed if Joseph picked Suzie to remain with romantically.]

You– …Of course you know. …I was foolish to leave his name out of the story.

…I’m sure you’ve…felt this feeling. This desperation. This feeling that…you don’t know what you’ll do without this person. Though I shouldn’t be selfish. Your situation differs from mine. I’m not losing the person I love to tragedy. Only to his own choices. It’s…not a nice feeling either way.

…I’m being very selfish. Because I do not know that I could be mature enough to manage a platonic relationship with Joseph. Not now. Not after what I felt.

…It’s even more selfish that I thought about running off…and finding another man. Maybe somewhere out there is a man who could actually be my husband despite my child being from someone else. That would…feel like a real family. A husband caring for a child with his wife. …That sounds…better than two friends caring for a child they…mistakenly created…

[milfshades]

You have no need to worry then. Because you will always be a daughter to me. Regardless of my foolish son’s actions.

[Setting the cup down after a sip or two, she moved closer to the other-- giving her a pat in the head as a motherly smile spread on her lips.]

I’ve been alive long enough that I know what love between two people looks like.

...... I still feel that way every day. Except.. it’s not desperation anymore. It’s emptiness. It turns into something else over time. And you’ll always feel that way without the person you love.-- Although.. the person you love, it’s not exactly the term I would use. People have many loves Caesar, but you only have one soulmate. And George was mine. That hole can be filled with many things-- but it’ll still be there, albeit smaller than before.

People can prepare themselves for such things.. Harden their souls and their hearts. But even then, you could prepare yourself for that moment-- and it will still hurt.

Caesar. Love is about overcoming hardships together. Being soulmates is about sticking by each other even through the most difficult of times.

[The older woman knelt down, bringing both hands to cup the younger’s cheeks as she looked directly into her eyes.]

Is Joseph your soulmate? Once you answer that question-- you’ll know what to do.

[slainbythesunandstars-archi-blog]

      [ ☀ ] – “How utterly disappointing but typical you should think he could get rid of me.”

[milfshades]

“Disappointing? I’ll make sure to make things exciting for you when I finish the job my son couldn’t then.”

[milfshades]

dominaredio 

“It’s you.” Her eyes narrowed as they took sight of the individual before her. Lisa Lisa did not know him personally-- but she knew enough of him. That man Erina had spoken of, who Straizo admired and hated, the person who’s face was on those burned portraits in the old Joestar manner along with her father-in-laws.

“Dio Brando.”

[anterosdaughter]

…I thought I should ask…given that it’s not related to hamon training at all.

[As she motioned, Caesar hurried to the table, taking a seat as quickly as she could.]

…Ah. Thank you. …Where to begin? …Mnn. It’s related to a man. This is…a man I have feelings for. …We’ve been romantically involved. Today, I chose to tell him I was pregnant and the child was his. …Before I could tell him, he told me he’d been romantically involved with another woman and that woman was with child.

…I tried to break things off cleanly, but broke down and explained my own situation to him. He sort of…ran off. I suppose to think things through.

…I’m not sure what I should do now. Is the best thing to just…go? I could just leave. Nothing is really…tying me down to this place.

[milfshades]

Caesar. You’re like a daughter to me. Anything that is troubling you, you can come to me about it.

[She lit herself a cigarette-- listening attentively to the younger girl’s words. This man-- it was without a doubt her son. After all, it was apparent how she felt for him and vice-versa. As Caesar continued however, she burnt out her cigarette. Pregnant? This was certainly an extremely difficult situation.]

.......... I see. Well, if you ask me-- that man isn’t a man at all. He’s a boy. Truthfully, a woman would be mad.. as she has the right to. She has all the right to hit, slap-- berate that man. He’s an idiot.

However, if this man caught your interest.. then I’m sure he’s not completely hopeless. 

You want to leave? Go right ahead. But if he’s making the effort to want to be there for the child-- then it’ll make you seem like the one at fault.

In the end.. the choice belongs to him. And in the end, that man is going to have to decide which woman is most important to him.

Of course, whether that woman forgives him or not-- it’s all up to her. 

[Lisa Lisa stood up, making her way towards a cart placed by the table which held a glass of wine. She took  the glass in her hand and walked towards a further corner, turning her back towards the younger female.]

I’m not going to defend Joseph. He’s my son-- but just because he is I am by no means going to take his side. However, he’s been without a family. As have you. The last thing he would want is to be without a family again.

If you want to hate him Caesar-- by all means. But don’t let your hate for him keep you from giving that child you carry a chance to know both it’s parents.

[milfshades]

slainbythesunandstars  

"Joseph didn’t send you flying high enough it seems.”

[anterosdaughter]

…Master Lisa Lisa. I know it’s a bit late. I didn’t intend to come by but…I’m…experiencing a problem.

[Caesar was being uncharacteristically sheepish. …But the entire day had thrown her quite off balance.]

It feels strange to trouble you…but you’re the only one I trust for advice on this. …May I ask for your advice?

[milfshades]

It’s fine but-- my advice? Caesar, you know you don’t need to ask. Regardless of what you need I’m always here to help you.

[The elder woman made her way towards a table nearby-- motioning for the other to sit in the seat across from her.]

You seem a bit off today. Sit down.

[milfshades]

anterosdaughter 

Caesar-- I didn’t expect to see you today. Did you need something?

[symphony-of-horrors-deactivated]

..Master.

…Please don’t think ill of me. Please don’t think of my actions as perverse or too forward. …Please don’t shove me away.

[After his little bit of rambling, he put an arm around her shoulders, giving her a very slight hug. Caesar craned his neck back, keeping himself at a safe distance. She was real. Entirely real. He couldn’t see her again.]

Thank you for always being kind. Tough— but kind. I’ll appreciate it forever.

[milfshades]

Perverse or forward? What do--

[Her words were cut off however, once Caesar had brought himself to slightly hug her. For him to do something like that... it was obvious he was far from okay. Especially with words like that.]

Caesar..... I... appreciate your words but.. they worry me.

[symphony-of-horrors-deactivated]

…You might…catch it.

[This was the closest he had been to a human in a long time. It didn’t help that it was a woman— A beautiful woman. The touch would’ve be reassuring…if it wasn’t overpowered by a vicious hunger.]

…R…ight. I’ll go to bed then. Sorry if I’ve worried you. I know I don’t get sick often.

[milfshades]

Let me tell you something. I've lived a very long time and in my fifty years of living I have rarely contracted diseases. I'll be fine.

You worry about yourself.

[Letting out a sigh, she began to gently push the blonde into the direction of his quarters.]

You're my student. I always worry about you. Now go to bed.

[symphony-of-horrors-deactivated]

…

Sorry. I’m a little sick. So I’ll keep at a bit of a distance. I hope you don’t mind.

…Just the sickness, I think. You know how the body can mess with the mind.

[milfshades]

You're sick and you expect me to keep at a distance? Obviously not.

[On the contrary, she steps closer and brings a palm to his forehead. His skin was... incredibly cold. Was it perhaps due to the weather?]

.... Mm. Instead of walking around you should be resting. Being too active won't do you any good.