Milgram Agere

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Master Post

About me: Hello, I might make this longer later but for now I'll keep this short. You can call me Ocean. I'm nonbinary (Bun or Doll neopronouns). And I'm Haruka kin. My favorite Milgram characters is in order

Mahiru Shiina

Shidou Kirisaki

Kazui Mukuhara

Haruka Sakurai

I personally ship 0507 and 0206

Post's Links

General Posts

Blog's Introduction Page

Haruka's Stuffed Bunny (I stuffed animal I made - her name is Pani)

Requesting Item System Babble

General Agere Headcanons

Milgram Agere dynamic Headcanons

Character specific Headcanons

Mahiru Agere Headcanons

Kokoto Headcanons

Fuuta CG Headcanons

Haruka Stims and Self Soothing Behavior HCs

Stories

A Haruka story about Amane set after Shidou's but before Mahiru's death

A Shidou story with the concept that hes a Regressor -> truama CG

Art

Pani and Haruka

Posts talking about controversial opinions

Addressing Amane

My reply to "Kazui Should be a CG"

Why did I vote Amane Unforgivable in Trial 1 and 2

A request for Haruka taking care of Amane

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I was having thoughts again whehehe

Okay so. I don't really remember fully how the requesting items system in milgram worked but I like to imagine that the people who tend to be less open (like. Shy???) about their regression ask Shidou to request little gear to Es for them instead

I mean I thought about this w Kazui in mind specifically but I could see maybe Fuuta or Amane doing this too (Amane just tells Fuuta and Fuuta asks Shidou for her)

+Es secretly adding stuff for themself🥹

Btwbtw adding onto that^ do u have any Es hcs👀 me personally I'm a big fan of little es and cgs 050607

Currently I'm not working with Es because I'm waiting for more information and understanding on how Es mentally works.

My twin kins Kazui and headcanons him as a regressor - so since they matter to me more then anyone else in the whole world XD I pretty much will only make Little Kazui content since there are so many other places and people who makes CG Kazui content.

Fuuta is alot more CG then alot of people really realize. In the time line - he checks up Haruka, he trades food Shidou (Shidou doesn't like Nattou - Mood man XD - and Fuuta gives Shidou his boiled spinach), He tells Amane that she should be eating her meat since she still growing (I HC that he gives her some of his veggies since she doesn't eat her meat), He is also one of the few people who goes to Muu and Haruka about how Haruka is doing when he stops eating.

Funny enough Fuuta's favorite people are Haruka, Muu, and Amane in that order - so i could see him putting in requests for any of those three if they didn't know or where to shy to make the request themselves. I personal think example Haruka never puts in requests himself, and its often either Fuuta, Shidou, or Muu putting in requests for items for him.

Kazui never puts requests for his own little items. He doesn't even hint at little items he might want. All his little gear comes to him as gifts from Shidou (and others gifting him things). He keeps most of the little things he's collected under his bed besides a small blueberry mothman plush keychain Shidou gifted him, and a blue boy bunny (named Banni) that Haruka made for him for one of his birthdays. Both items are very special to him.

On the topic of the item request system

(since this is a thing we know it is because Muu put in a request for a Crepe cake and got one) In order of who i think makes the most to least requests it goes

Muu, Shidou, Fuuta, Mahiru and Yuno, Mikoto, Amane, Kotoko, Kazui, John, and Haruka

Muu has requested the most things. She tends to make requests for herself and Haruka. But out of everyone i feel like she makes the most requests in general. She does like sharing though.

Shidou, he makes requests for medical supplies, cigarettes, items anyone has asked him to request if they are uncomfortable asking themselves, items he thinks others need or want (he no longer does this for Amane after she made it clear that She would not accept anything from him), and gifts for Kazui.

Fuuta is the person who has had the most requests DENIED XD (boy keeps asking for internet connection or a tv or a game system). He will also put in requests for Haruka or Amane.

Mahiru and Yuno are tied for 4th since they tend to request at the same rate as the other. When they start dating they start to put in requests for courting gifts for the other, or items so they can have dates.

Mikoto makes requests pretty regularly (Alot of the times its cigarettes and lighters) he also has a tarot deck and he has to keep making new requests for journals and pens since they keep going missing or he fills them to fast.

Amane is pretty good at putting in her own requests and for the most part they do get fulfilled. She's had some of them denied if they can bring harm to other inmates. She can be rather secretive about what she requests though.

Kotoko tends not to put many requests in. She'll however sometimes put in requests for afew new stuff for when shes in her wolf headspace or for Amane since shes grown a fondness for the kid. She'll also requests random nonfiction books to help keep up with whatever Amane is studying or has shown interest in studying.

Kazui primarily just only feels comfortable with ordering cigarettes and matches. He's tried requesting alcohol but this request has been turned down. He doesn't feel comfortable to ask for any little gear though.

John doesn't really make requests that often, instead he tends to just take Mikoto stuff. But he does sometimes put in requests for candy.

No one fully knows if Haruka doesn't know how to put in his own requests or if he doesn't want to be a bother or if its a mix of both. He is the only prisoner who has never put any request of his own in. He doesn't even really ask others to put in requests for him but he is very grateful when someone gives him anything.

Delivering items that X has requested for someone else

Fuuta will just leave whatever he order for someone in front of their door (He is not doing mushy feelings)

Shidou will hand deliver most items when the person is alone, for Kazui though he'll leave the items in Kazui's room when the man isn't in his room since he knows Kazui is uncomfortable with himself.

Muu will just give the item to the person but with most people she'll expect lots of praise and gratitude. Haruka is different because thats her baby brother and its her job as his new big sister to look after him.

Kotoko will wait to give Amane anything until after they do their lessons for the day. Often as a nonchalant whatever. She favors giving food gifts claiming they worked hard on studying so they deserve a treat. If its a physical item - she'll have requested multiple and claim to Amane that they gave her more then she needed and thought it would be wasteful just to give the extra back - or she'll claim that X thing was to small for her but it might be better for Amane. And brush it off as keep it if you want, or throw it away - I don't care.

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Blinks wetly at you… do you have any agere thoughts about haruka’s stims and self-comforting behaviours… i love imagining haruka sucking his thumb that boy needs a paci STAT!!!

I have so many thoughts bout Agre Hruka.

However as requested i will focus on Stims, and Self Comforting Behaviors. He shares many of these across all headspaces as a permislider regressor.

AGERE HEADCANONS AROUND STIMMING OR SELF COMFORTING BEHAVIORS

Stuffed animals are a big go to item for self comfort for Haruka at all age ranges

Drawing is his most common self comforting activity. He can literally spend hours drawing quietly by himself and its a good way to get him to calm down if worked up

Everything will end up in his mouth. He tends to prefer his hands or clothes but is learning to accept pacifiers and teethes. If hes feeling rather young its not uncommon to suck on who ever he's with clothes, fingers or hair.

Shidou is trying to redirect Haruka from digging his nails into his palms by using squishes and small stuffed animals.

When happy he'll bounce on his tippy toes.

He'll rub his chin on his stuffed animals and people he likes primarily as a stim behavior but also because bunnies claim things. (Bunnies are one of the few animals he likes cause he relates alot to them. But he still prefers stuffed animals over real animals.)

He loves watching Aquarium or Under the sea videos. He finds watching ocean animals peaceful.

HIS GENERAL STIMS

All of these are stims I personally do. italics are canon stims from the series

Chews on everything (Fingers, clothes, whatever is in his hands)

Finger and Knuckle Sucking

Nail Biting

Rocking and Swaying

Spinning

Headbanging

Walking on tip-toes

Bouncing

Digging his nails into his palms

Redirected stim of squeezing small plush toys

Scratching

Petting Fabric, Rubbing his face against different fabrics

Stomping his foot

Hair tugging, and fidgeting

Hand flapping

Fidgeting with the belts of his uniform

Deep Pressure hugs

Being Squished and laid on

Finger Drawing

Echolalia

Hmming

Making abstract noises and sounds

Curling into himself

FAVORITE SENSORY OBJECTS

Small stuffed animals

Weighted blankets

Chewelry, Pacifiers, and Teethes

Liquid Stim Toys

Bubbles

Swings

Stress Balls

Ocean light Projector

Ocean Videos

Yoga Ball

Newton's Cradles

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Okok i know u hc Shidou as a caregiver but. Do u think u could hear me out on regressor Shidou…..more specifically in the time period between the car crash and the start of milgram….i like to imagine that he does regress but when milgram started, and he was around more people, he gradually eased back into a caregiver role if that makes sense

Yeah that just about sums it up I think

I heard you out. And i have this offering of food for you.

Haven't had a dream in a long time. See, the life I've had. Can make a good man bad

Its a Shidou story. Where he is mostly reflecting on his past in the real world... and his future in Milgram.

Featuring Regressor Shidou to Truama CG Shidou in a 2,226 word oneshot.

Incluiding fun tags like -

Shidou misses his family…

but maybe Milgram offers him a chance at a new one?

Shidou's little side was laid to rest with his wife

But Shidou's wife gave Shidou a spiritual transplant - Now hes a CG

Its sad but its the food I'm offering you weary traveler

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Pani's introduction

I came up with a name for the plush bunny i made inspired by Haruka's.

Story lore wise he missed his old stuffed bunny and made this smaller version in Milgram.

I wasn't sure what i was going to name her, i wanted to look into some basic very in simple japanese maybe but my friend suggested looking at the lowest level of Japanese for bunny and misspell it too make another word.

My maybes were Pani based on the loanword Banī (バニー) a a simple enough English word that Haruka could have heard to before and used it as a name for his plush even if he mispronounces it.

or Usagi-i, or Sagi based on Usagi (うさぎ)

Pani won because it was the cuter sounding one. The way I would say its pronounced though is Pan-nee

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i’m so happy to have ran into this blog! i read your mahiru headcanons and they gave me so much comfort ^_^ i was wondering if you could give your opinion / head canons on CG and little fuuta?

OMG Sure. So tech i do currently HC Fuuta as a big brother CG after reading all of the portal interactions as well. So currently i don't really have any little Fuuta headcanons. But I do have some CG ones.

CG Headcanons

Fuuta has never been an older sibling. And in his real life he never really big brother-ed anyone since he was rather antisocial IRL

This changes in Milgram when hes forced to interact with others people. Specifically Haruka, and Amane. While he first found himself taking Haruka under his wing as a little brother. He is closer to Amane.

He's not really the kind of CG who coddles. If he sees someone who he deemed as a little sibling trying to do something stupid that could get them hurt - he'll just grab them to prevent it from happening.

He can come off as a bit aggressive but he is working on not yelling so much even when he's trying to protect them or prevent them from doing something because how Amane or Haruka reacts to harsher tones can vary alot depending on the day and headspace.

Preaches about internet safety.

He is often trading food with the two of them. Giving Amane his veggies in trade for her meat - and trading food that he knows Haruka will finish for food Haruka won't eat. Unlike alot of the other CGs he doesn't really care for fighting kids to get them to eat stuff they don't want. As long as they are eating thats good enough.

While Fuuta prefers to leave Kokoto to help Amane with her school work - He'll always help if she requests it.

Fuuta knows about Precure and like to encourage Amane's special interest in them because 1. They are Badasses who kick ass and fight evil. Whats not to love 2. He supports Amane having more interests then just her parents' religious 3. He likes talking to them to Amane. He's not the best artist but he'll draw little pictures of different series he had watch and writes their stories for Amane to read. He doesn't really share them with anyone but Amane not wanting to get teased for it - but he keeps doing it because she always gets so excited to read the next issue. When he runs out of canon ones he knows - He starts making up his own Precure series while telling her these are just his made up ones since she likes the stories.

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Can you write either a story or headcanons for Haruka taking care of Amane?

.... XD I'm sorry, Hon. I only HC Haruka as a regressor... I mean I even marked him as a premislider. If anything Amane would be the one taking care of Haruka as the older little. I also don't really think Amane would appreciate Haruka being in a position where he was meant to look after her.

I think Amane would kick who ever implied that Haruka was going to be in charge of her.

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may you share your kotoko headcanons? i’m curious

Right now i don't as many for Kotoko then i have for some characters but her is what I'm leaning towards for now.

CG Headcanons

Shes a big sister cg only to Amane even when Amane isn't regressed.

She doesn't come off as the warmest person but Kotoko and Amane get along rather well and she is one of the few people Amane won't preach too. But no one knows why.

If she's with Regressed Amane and Haruka comes around to spend time with Amane - she will tolerate Haruka but if Muu is with her she'll send Fuuta to keep an eye on Amane because it gets too "annoying" to stay

Wolf Petre Headcanons

Doesn't care if her howling wakes everyone else up

Happiest when given a rotary chicken or rare steak.

Best way to get her on her good side is through good food.

Can be rather protective of Amane, growling at people she doesn't like getting near her cub.

She annoy growls at Haruka for calling her a Doggie but won't do anything beyond that. She however gets wolf pride whenever Amane corrects Haruka of her wolf status since wolves are way cooler then Dogs in Kokoto's opinion.

Likes attacking Mikoto's uniforms until John comes out to entertain and play fight with her.

Den building under furniture

Has a stuffed wolf from Shidou. She pretends not to care about it lives on her bed or under it when she's created a den there.

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So this isn’t hate (promise) but I’m just curious; what made you vote amane unforgivable on trials 1 and 2 before she had committed her post trial 2 murders?

So I've been watching the series again with a friend who hasn't seen it but was really fond of Amane's design. So I was able to process why I was so turned off by her at first. Which funny enough this friend helped me realize a different way of thinking about her that makes me really like these traits about her.

Amane comes off as someone who believes herself to above others, with a attitude that felt higher then you and bit of a know it all. And that kind of character has always been a issue for me (I disliked Hermione Granger in the Movies so much that i have a hard time watching anything with Emma Watson because of this dislike XD). I'Il also have a hard time with pushy religious people who tries to force their views and opinions on others in the name of their religion. Magic was the only other first trial, I didn't really understand. Which didn't really give it any help. And even though I didn't fully understand Half - it was a stronger song and Kazui unlike Amane seemed more innocent to me. Which is why in trial one I voted her guilty.

In Trial 2, Amane just really creeped me out. At the start of the 2nd trial it was stated she was hostile towards Shidou. She also became even more religious which bothered me in her Voice Drama. Then she tried to attack Es with Scissors stating she would kill Es. And that to me made me double down that Amane was a dangerous. And then at the end of her voice drama she mentioned how Shidou was "violating" their rules and gave him a "warning". And we had already seen her attempt to stab Es. Since Kotoko had already attacked other inmates - She came off as someone who was not only not remorseful but a danger to others. I didn't think she'd end up killing him but I didn't want something bad to happen to him.

My friend almost right away while watching her voice drama stated that she was "Very autistic". Which helps me see her personality in a new light. And while I don't think I am in the wrong to have view her guilty my views on her as a character has changed and is still in development as i rewatch the series with my friend.

I will admit though while the first trial was due to my own personal bias against characters like her personality wise - and not really understanding Magic. I feel like voting her guilty in Trial 2 was still completely reasonable based on what knew about her current behavior. I mean we had JUST had two characters severely injured and Amane was showing herself as a threat. In the first trial i voted Mikoto as guilty since he seemed like a threat to the others. I voted Kokoto as guilty in the 2nd trial since she had proven to be a danger to others. I was treating Amane like i was treating all of the prisoners.

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Haruka's Stuffed Bunny

So as Haruka Kin, and a huge bunny lover (Most my stuffed animals are bunnies) I decided to try my hand at recreating Haruka's bunny

I don't have a name for her yet. Her dress a solid one piece (its not a jacket because making clothes is hard and this was easier. My camera made it look my black but its dark blue. I'm not really good at making patterns so i free hand her. Shes wonky and not perfect but I did my best XD

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Milgram Agere dynamic Headcanons

Decided I wanted to babble about my HCs for their character dynamics.

01. Haruka Sakurai | Permaslider and Trauma Regressor

Age range: Haruka is a Permaregressor but his permanently regressed but his age range does slide. His oldest is 10/11 - his youngest is 6 months old.

Main CG(s): Shidou and Muu who isn't a CG but she does act as a Big Sister Little too him and she takes care of him alot

Secondary CG(s): Big Bro Mikoto and Fuuta Thoughts on the other CGs:

Friendly with Yuno but that is Mahiru's Mama

Kotoko has little patience for either Haruka or Muu, so they don't spend much time around her.

Relationships with other regressors: He's close to and friendly to all of them on varying levels often getting along BETTER with them when they are regressed.

Muu is his closest relationship (hes her best friend and Favorite)

Kazui is like a big brother too him and he's rather close to her.

Mahiru is like a big sister too him but she's more of Muu's friend. He has a harder time understand some of the stuff they talk about when Muu and Mahiru are on the older side of their age range or when they aren't regressed. And sometimes they can be overstimulating when they try to team up against him.

He gets along best with Amane when shes regressed - he struggles with Amane when shes not regressed due issues on both sides.

Haruka has a really hard time telling the difference between Mikoto and John but Haruka is one of the few people John won't drive away enjoying his company even if he has to repeat that he's John alot.

He is likes when Kotoko is in her wolf headspace but Kotoko gets really annoyed that Haruka calls her a doggie when shes a wolf not a dog.

02. Yuno Kashiki | Trauma Caregiver

Main Regressor(s):

Mahiru (and Mahiru is her girlfriend)

Secondary Regressor(s):

No. She doesn't like Cging most people. Mahiru is the exception

Thoughts on the other Regressor(s):

Haruka and Amane are the only two that she doesn't really mind when regressed because they aren't to different to her when they aren't regressed and she doesn't treat them differently from how she treats them when they aren't regressed.

Not a big Muu fan when shes regressed and she's the one she tells off the most because shes not going to let Muu walk over her baby (Mahiru)

Kazui - she respectfully doesn't acknowledge his regression. He's uncomfortable with it being acknowledged. So she turns a blind eye when Kazui and Mahiru are being little together because Kazui isn't the kind of little who needs a lot of supervision and she trusts him to look after Mahiru even little.

She really only interacts with John in passing - never one on one. Really just sees him sometimes when he's with Kazui regressed in the medical ward bugging Shidou. She'll get them snacks if shes getting Mahiru something or scold them if their playing starts disturbing Mahiru but besides that shes not interesting in taking care of John and John isn't interested in her taking care of him.

Kotoko in wolf headspace is one of the ONLY times she likes Kotoko. Even though Mahiru forgives Kotoko she hasn't forgiven Kotoko for all the pain she put everyone else through.

Relationships with other CGs:

With Fuuta they are indifferent to each other. Primarily getting along the best when Mahiru is on the younger side of her regression since Fuuta is closest with Mahiru when shes around 10 or under. Yuno finds him a bit annoying most of the time.

Shidou and her are rather close. Her relationship with him got even better when Shidou started dating Kazui and started backing off of trying to help Amane directly himself. She found their arguing bothersome and since he can't just disconnect his feelings about his own children when it comes to Amane - She'd prefer it if the two would just stop interacting.

She doesn't have much of a relationship with Mikoto but she can tell when he's Mikoto around Kazui vs when he's John around Kazui. She even more hands off with Kazui when its Mikoto with a regressed Kazui.

She would NEVER allow Kotoko around her Mahiru when Mahiru is regressed. She's never seen Kotoko CG anyone besides Amane and she doesn't care too. She would fight and accept death if it meant protecting Mahiru from another attack from Kotoko.

03. Fuuta Kajiyama | Big Brother CG

Main Regressor(s):

Amane

Haruka

Secondary Regressor(s):

Mahiru (Not as close as Amane or Haruka but he counts her as a little sister - he mainly likes to interact with her when shes regressed to 10 or younger because her whole love love BS is more tolerable then)

Thoughts on the other Regressor(s):

He actually doesn't mind Muu, he's gotten used to her due to how much Haruka is with her. He does at times find her treatment of Haruka annoying though.

He has never been around regressed Kazui. Sometimes he gets a glimpse of the older man regressed when he goes to visit Mahiru but if Kazui is regressed he'll leave when he notices Fuuta.

He doesn't mind John but he's not really around John much when he's little. John doesn't really pay attention to CGs but Fuuta can always tell when John is interacting with Haruka and not Mikoto despite the fact that Haruka struggles with it (and at times John will just give up trying to correct Haruka)

He doesn't like Kotoko in any of her headspaces. He's still bitter about the attack and thinks shes a dangerous animal in either form.

Relationships with other CGs:

He really doesn't care about Yuno - She doesn't really CG anyone besides Mahiru and its easy to put up with her when he's visiting her. Like her though he finds Yuno annoying most of the time.

He appreciates Shidou even if he still finds the man pathetic sometimes but he views him as a good person. Though he really only spends time with Shidou when he's visiting Mahiru or getting a check up.

He's on pretty good terms with Mikoto (likely the closest person he has to a peer despite being complete opposites and they bicker alot)

He very begrudgingly puts up with Kotoko for Amane. He still thinks she is nuts and doesn't like her despite once thinking they where similar. But, he knows that Kotoko is good for Amane.

04. Muu Kusunoki | Age Regressor

Age range: NA (I don't know yet)

Main / Secondary CG(s): She doesn't really have a specific CG preferring even regressed be in charge of herself or being with other littles. She will tolerate whatever CG Haruka is around.

Thoughts on the other CGs:

Yuno, the CG she finds the most annoying.

Fuuta, Doesn't mind him but doesn't like it when he tries to scold her for the way she treats Haruka. She doesn't like that he claims she bullies or bosses Haruka around.

Shidou is likes the most even though she doesn't view him as her CG… He's kinda like a Aunt, that is nice to you but will scold you if you are misbehave around him.

She fine with Mikoto, sometimes he treats her like a big brother to him but respect her enough not to baby or cg her as much as he looks after Haruka. Making him most likely her 2nd favorite CG Haruka spends time with.

Kotoko has little patience for either Muu or Haruka, so they don't spend much time around her.

Relationships with other regressors:

Haruka is her favorite (shes the only one she would consider a sibling - Haruka is the baby sibling she always asked form her parents but never got).

She does really like hanging out with Mahiru and will sometimes ditch Haruka to play with Mahiru instead.

Everyone else is just playmates friends.

05. Shidou Kirisaki | Caregiver (type varies for little)

Main Regressor(s):

Kazui (and Kazui is his boyfriend)

Haruka (After shifting his mommy issues off of Muu, Shidou found himself as Haruka's new Mama)

Secondary Regressor(s):

Mahiru (as her primary doctor she spends a lot of time in his care)

Thoughts on the other Regressor(s):

Muu is a good kid, sometimes she needs to be warned to be more careful and scolded to remember to let others have a say but for the most part its easy to have her around either because of Haruka or Mahiru. She's content to view him as a Auntie figure.

He'd love to look after Amane but shes rather rejective of him and his attempts to reach out.

John, a bit of a menace but one of Kazui's only peers when regressed (often being slightly older little then Kazui). For the most part they don't need alot of strict CGing besides sometimes with rough housing and Shidou is working on teaching Kazui (and Haruka) emotion regulation skills that both lack.

While Kotoko is not someone who cares for CGs he does try to make sure they have supplies and food that would fit her taste when in wolf mode. He has more then once threatened to clip her nails if she keeps clawing at others and herself

Relationships with other CGs:

He spends the most time with Yuno who spends alot of the time near due to Mahiru. He's rather fond of her and grateful for all her help. He however does try to make a point to make sure she remembers to take breaks and take care of herself too

He is always thankful when Mikoto is willing to look after Kazui when he can't. And he is generally like Kazui not in headspace friends with Mikoto.

Out of all the CGs he is most likely the most thankful however to Fuuta and Kotoko for being able to reach out hands to Amane that she refused to accept from him.

06. Mahiru Shiina | Age Regressor (and Disabled Regressor)

Age range: Toddler to 13 years old

Main CG(s): Yuno (and Yuno is her girlfriend)

Secondary CG(s):

Shidou (since she spends a lot of time with him due to her need for medical care)

Fuuta (the two got close after Kotoko's attack)

Thoughts on the other CGs:

Indifferent to Mikoto but friendly

Can't regress around Kotoko (she is pulled out of headspace if Kotoko is to near)

Relationships with other regressors:

She likes everyone and would love to be close to all the others no matter who they are.

07. Kazui Mukuhara | Closeted Regressor, Trauma Regressor, and Age Stunted

Age range: Non-specific age range Age Stunted in his teens to early 20s

Main CG(s): Shidou (and Shidou is his boyfriend)

Secondary CG(s): Mikoto, because even when regressed around Mikoto the other for the most part pretends there is no different in his friend the main difference in their relationship is that sometimes Mikoto will tease him about being the young when when hes regressed.

Thoughts on the other CGs:

He doesn't have any issue with them (even being awkwardly close at times with Yuno) but not comfortable enough with most of them to let them CG him.

Relationships with other regressors:

Kazui has the largest soft spots for Haruka and Mahiru viewing them as little siblings.

John is actually the only little he views as a peer and close friend when both of them are regressed at the same time.

Muu is that annoying kid your younger brother is a friend too so you have to be nice to her.

He'd like to be closer and friendlier to Amane but she hates Shidou and has a strong dislike for him due to his closeness to Shidou and Mahiru

He doesn't like Kotoko even when shes in her petre headspace. But he thinks shes better in wolf mode and oddly LESS aggressive when she's a wolf.

08. Amane Momose | Trauma Regressor

Age range: Normally Toddler to 8ish years old

Main CG(s): Big sibling CGs, Kotoko and Fuuta

They look after her even when shes not regressed but they do it in a way that doesn't piss her off.

Secondary CG(s): No. Thoughts on the other CGs:

She can tolerate Yuno but has a strong dislike for Mahiru so they don't spend much time together

Indifferent to Mikoto

Hates Shidou

Relationships with other regressors: they vary a lot if shes regressed or not.

She can not stand Haruka unless she's regressed (Haruka doesn't like being around her much unless she's regressed as well) so they only really interact when Fuuta is looking over both of them

She finds Muu rather bossy and annoying but fun to argue and mess with regressed or not.

Amane hates Mahiru in all headspaces and will avoid the woman unless Amane is threatening her.

She has a strong dislike for Kazui as well and avoids him in most headspaces.

Shes the only regressor who is rather close to wolf Kotoko when regressed. Kotoko when in her petre headspace still views Amane as a member of her pack. Leaving her to favor being near Amane if she isn't in the mood to (play) fight with John. One of the only issues is that Wolf Kotoko likes to lick Amane or lay in spread out on Amane's lap much to Amane displeasure.

09. Mikoto Kayano | Big Brother CG

Main Regressor(s): John… Its complicated

Secondary Regressor(s):

He primarily friends with Kazui not treating him really any different when Kazui is regressed around him besides casually making jokes about now whose the young one.

He also big brother Haruka but he will keep a eye out for Muu.

Thoughts on the other Regressor(s):

He'll help Amane if she comes to him but he's not pushing for a relationship she doesn't want. He respects that shes not interested in being treated like a kid and since he has a hard time not treating her like he'd treat his little sister that he didn't get to see much when he moved away from home he tries to keep distance from her to not upset her with his behavior.

He doesn't spend much time with Mahiru but he'll help out or look after her if Shidou is busy or if Yuno needs someone to physically help Mahiru.

Relationships with other CGs:

Hes cool with Shidou even helping out with Kazui is Shidou is worried about him but busy giving someone medical care.

He's on friendly terms with Yuno and Fuuta.

But… the vibes are weird when he's around Kotoko

09. John Doe (Kayano) | Vent Regressor

Age range: NA (I don't know yet)

Main CG(s): Mikoto but it's complicated. He doesn't want to listen to anyone. Secondary CG(s): No, he views most authority figures as things to rebel against.

Thoughts on the other CGs:

Yuno - Boring

Fuuta - Fine... Annoying. But, Fine.

Shidou - He's fine. Sometimes a bit annoying when he and Kazui are rough housing

Kotoko - Better as a wolf.

Relationships with other regressors:

He is rather mellow around Haruka,

John doesn't mind being around Kazui even enjoying spending time with the man when regressed unlike Haruka (regressed or not) doesn't struggle telling the difference and will call him by his name.

He likes playing with Kotoko when shes in petre headspace.

He has no interest in Mahiru, Muu, or Amane.

10. Kotoko Yuzuriha | Wolf Petre / Big Sister CG

Main Regressor(s):

Amane (Regressed or not, she views the kid as a little sister)

Secondary Regressor(s):

No

Main Cg(s):

None

Secondary Cg(s):

The closest thing to that would be Mikoto and Shidou who makes sure she is fed and has supplies she needs when in her petre headspace.

Relationships with the Regressor(s):

Amane is pack.

John is good for a play fight.

Doesn't care about anyone else

Relationships with other CGs:

Doesn't care or bother with them.

[milgram-agere]

Tried my hand at writing a story

After getting hate for my view on Amane and getting into a fight with a close friend of mine about Amane. I started writing a Haruka story to vent my feelings about the character. But as I wrote... I found my personal distaste and hate for Amane dying down. I still view her as unforgivable in the main timeline for her actions post trial 2 - but as I wrote the story the more I found some of my harsh feelings towards her soften. With that being said, I have decided due to this story I am no longer rejective to the idea of working with Amane in the future but I still don't yet plan on taking requests for Amane content because I want to work with this character at my own pace.

Alittle bit about this story - Haruka is our main character, set after Shidou's death, before Mahiru dies, and before he starts refusing to eat. The story is bittersweet. And is meant to be canon compliant. Think a missing character interaction scene.

I don't write very often and I thought I would share it here before risking posting it on AO3. I would appreciate any thoughts on the story. I got very emotional while writing this and I don't normally share this kind of stuff but I thought why not share it. Maybe let people see inside my brain.

EDIT: I also posted it on AO3

I know it's over, still I cling. I don't know where else I can go, over.

Story below the Keep Reading

As Haruka sat against his bed he let his thoughts drift. Muu hadn't been visiting much since Shidou's.... death. She and Yuno had been taken turns visiting Mahiru. They didn't want her to... pass away without someone being by her side. Kazui's been taking turns too. Everyone seemed worried about her. He wanted to visit her too... but he couldn't. It made him feel all icky and sad inside when he saw her.... when he thought of Shidou.

The others tried talking to him... but he didn't know how to word how he felt. So he slipped into the strange but familiar routine of fading into the background. Everyone else; even Mahiru wasn't angry at Amane... but she didn't even seem sorry for killing the Doctor or Mahiru. Even Fuuta was on her side even though Shidou helped him after Kotoko's attack. To be forgivable didn't you need to be sorry for what you did? He still had nightmares of the little girl he hurt, he still wake up clawing at his chest or hands around his own throat. But Amane believes what she did was right... that the doctor was bad... that Mahiru was bad... but they where good people.

Amane was bad but no one cared. They would just say that she was a child, that she couldn't help it cause the world hurt and told her things that confused her... every says she couldn't be blamed... But she was the one who took Shidou away... who was making Mahiru suffer. The one who was causing Muu to cry at night because she doesn't know how to help Mahiru.

Haruka didn't understand why Mahiru wasn't mad at Amane. It was likely cause she was nice to everyone – even him when everything got to much and everything got to much and his chest felt like fireworks blowing up and everything was too loud and too quiet all at once. The day after Shidou's body was taken away he visit Mahiru for the last time. He asked if she was angry at Amane but she said no. That she was just sad... she wasn't even sad that she was dying. She was sad because she liked the doctor and knew that in another timeline they could have all been friends if Amane hadn't been hurt so much by the world. She tried to tell him that she wasn't scared of dying because she would reunite with her beloved in heaven. She smiled at him even though he could hear the pain she was in. She tried to tell him that Shidou wouldn't want him to be angry with Amane either but he left before she could continue. He couldn't help but feel like if he stayed he'd slip into an ocean that he'd not be able to swim out of.

They were nice to everyone even her. Amane was the one who was always mean to everyone. He didn't understand why mean people never seemed to be punished. Not kids in school that made fun of him because he was stupid, Not the teachers who yelled at him for not trying hard enough as he fell further and futher behind, Not his mommy or daddy when they decided he was to broken to bother with... He tried so hard to be good and nice but everyone only rewarded him when he was bad... but he stopped. He knew right after he had been bad bad bad. He repented he stopped hurting animals and he never tried hurt anybody else. But Amane didn't seem sad at all. Shes starting her own religion... Haruka didn't know you could do that but he had heard her telling Fuuta about it. Fuuta had told Amane that Mahiru was asking to say goodbye to her but she called Mahiru and Shidou sinners for seeking and providing medical treatment... She called their deaths divine punishment. He knew that divine meant it was god will but... Haruka didn't think god would have wanted Shidou or Mahiru dead.

Haruka stood up and walked to his door quietly. He didn't know what time it was but the hallway was quiet as he opened his door. Look around the large circular hallway he walked passed the halway door that led to the dinning room, past the strange old door room, carefully past Kotoko's door, past Mikoto door, and stopped standing at Amane's door. He had never visited Amane before.

Even before she killed Shidou the two avoided each other like.... things that didn't like each other. She always had a harsh word to hiss under her breath whenever he messed something up... and because she made him nervous.... he messed up a lot around her. But... He needed answers. He needed to understand why she did what she did. He needed to understand WHY Shidou and Mahiru had to die?

Knocking on the door softly he got a sharp go away... but he walked inside her room anyway. The cell was rather similar to his... but then again all of their cells were rather similar if you thought about it. There was a coldness to her room though that could have stemmed from the girl herself. She glared at him with her eyes. She sometimes reminded him of a shark when she looked at him like that. He had seen sharks at the aquarium before. But they never looked as mean or angry as they do in movies. 'aparently sharks where actually rather misunderstood according to a documentary he saw on a channel all bout animals. It made him pause for a moment... but then he opened his mouth nervously “U-uh, can...” his words tumbled out of his mouth clumsily and quiet... but in the soundless room under Amane's glare it felt way to loud.

“I said go away.” She stated harshly. Her voice crackled oddly and she seemed.... tired even though she was smiling.

“No. I-I...” Haruka closed his eyes taken a deep breath he brought his hand to the hair clip Muu had gifted him. He thought of how confident Muu always seemed to be and attempted to mirror her confident to confront Amane “Mr. Kirisaki was always nice to you... He was always nice to everyone. Mahiru was your friend....” He trailed off as he opened his eyes... glancing at her; the girl was no longer looking at rather she was holding her pillow tightly with her back turned to him on her bed... trying to pretend he wasn't there. He sat down on the ground pressing his back against her bed he looked away from her. He was used to people pretending he wasn't around.

“You know... I'm not that smart. All my life... I've always been out of step. Falling behind. Everyone else says we should forgive you and not hold what you did to Mr. Kirisaki against you....

Mr. Mukuhara says he wouldn't want us to punish or be upset with you.... But... I-I am....” He paused for a moment knowing Amane wouldn't respond to him but he needed a moment to organize his words and thoughts.

“Mahiru isn't even mad even though she's in lots of pain. She tries to hide it. Tries to smile and keep a light tone but... you can hear it when she talks. Her smile doesn't reach her eyes. Her eyes are always cloudy as if shes holding back rain because she doesn't want others to be scared for her. Shes says shes not scared.” Haruka mumbled towards the end as he started to fidget with his necklace.

“You are a show off, you are mean to people who don't agree with you, and you are always acting like your better then everyone else. B-but...” Haruka took a deep breath “even Muu says I gotta forgive you. I wanna listen to Muu... and if everyone says we should forgive you... I should be-cause I wanna be a good boy.” He glares at the floor angry that he was the only one angry with Amane, angry at himself for even struggling to forgive her.

“Why did your god hate Mr. Kirisaki? Why does he want Mahiru to suffer? Why is your -” Pain blossoms across, he moves quickly away from the bed. Turning to look at Amane he sees her with a book that she must have used to hit him

“DON'T TALK ABOUT THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!” Amane shouted with an anger that surprised him.

He stared at her and watched her chest rise and lower as she's breathing deeply and slowly. He couldn't tell if she was trying to calm herself down or prepare herself to attack him. Either way he couldn't bring himself to care. “I-I think maybe you don't understand. Everyone walks around you as if you are fragile and needs protecting. But you hiss and bite anyone who shows you kindness.”

Amane is standing on her bed, but she doesn't look that big even as he is below her on the ground. He's used to seeing the world like this though. Everyone felt and seemed like they where so high above him. But... for once things felt different. He laughed quietly pulling his legs against his chest, he rest his chin on his knees “I don't get why you hated Mr. Kirisaki, it would have made me very very happy if anyone looked at me the way he looked at you. Like you were something meant to be treasured... and protected. Muu says that children are meant to be loved and protected. That no matter how different they are... good mama and papas love them.” Amane is covering her ears but he doesn't stopped “But not everyone gets good mama and papas. Muu says my Mommy wasn't good to me-”

“Don't talk about my parents you, Heathen.” Amane hissed

Haruka stayed quiet in thought, as he started to finger draw on the floor “I didn't like it much when Muu said my parents were wrong either. B-but what they did wasn't fair to me. And w-whatever yours did to you... That wasn't fair either.” Haruka mumbled “What you did to Mr. Kirisaki and Mahiru wasn't fair... I don't think I'll ever understand you or your god... and I don't think I can forgive you for what you did to them. But I hope when the time comes and you do meet your god, they hold you with loving arms and you find peace in his hug” Haruka stood up “I-I don't know whats out there b-but... I hope I never meet your god because he seems like a very mean person.”

Taking a few steps towards the open door he looked at Amane one last time “Mahiru told if we were in another timeline she thinks we all could have been friends... I really hope I'll wake up in that timeline one day and Shidou and Mahiru and me would be able to be your friend. Maybe in that timeline you would be willing to open your heart to others. I can't forgive you in this one.” Haruka walked out of the door but as he turned to close the door he smiled softly at the annoyed girl

“But I really do hope I get the chance to get to know you in another life. Maybe things would turn out differently and we could have been friends? I don't think either of us had to many of those. And... I think if I hadn't been scared of you before... I-I would have seen sooner we where more alike then I knew” Haruka doesn't give Amane time to reply before he shuts the door. He didn't know if his words would have caused the girl to become upset or angry with him but either way he didn't want to stay to find out.

He quickly made it to his room keeping a eye behind him in case Amane decided she needed to confront him... but she never came. Taking a breath as he sat on the floor against his bed he pulled a stuffed bunny he had made from his pillow. It wasn't fair that Amane was still here but Shidou wasn't and soon neither would Mahiru. It wasn't fair that Aamane's mama and papa hurt her. It wasn't fair that his mommy and daddy hurt him. It wasn't fair that Kazui's didn't accept him. It wasn't fair that Muu's classmates hurt Muu. It wasn't fair that Mahiru was in pain. It wasn't fair...

It wasn't fair to the firework girl when he killed her. It wasn't fair to the animals he hurt for him to do that... He had accepted what he had done was wrong. He knew it. That's why he stopped killing after the firework girl. Its why he woke up every night gasping for air.

He thought about how he answered that he wanted to stay in Milgram forever during one of those written interrogation questions sessions that Guard-san forces them to do despite not really liking doing it much. He was getting better at writing though... Muu had been helping him with his handwriting and spelling. And even now he doesn't think his answer really changed.

Muu tries to get him to go eat in the dining room but turns her requests down. He didn't want to be here any more. Nowhere made sense to him and he's always the wrong one. Muu says they need to practice forgiveness because if they show that they can forgive others it would be easier for them to be forgiven... He wants Es to forgive Muu but... he doesn't want them to forgive Amane... and maybe he shouldn't be forgiven either... Maybe it would be better if he wasn't. He didn't belong back in the real world... there was nothing out there for him... and maybe he would be more useful to everyone if he wasn't around. He did tell the warden that he'd starve himself if Muu wasn't found innocent and... If he couldn't practice forgiveness maybe he could find redemption down a third path... one of his own choose.

He wasn't sure if god existed anymore... maybe it did... maybe Milgram was god? He didn't want to die but maybe if in this timeline he did... maybe whatever runs Milgram would allow him to wake up in a different timeline... One where things could have gone differently. One with a better ending for everyone.

[milgram-agere]

007 should be a CG he'd better taking care of the other prisoners as the oldest hes literally papa all them bout 005 are his kids

Hi~! So I'm not saying that Kazui (07) couldn't be seen as a CG and there are many blogs out there that will happily make content with Kazui as a CG to the others. I personally think he has alot of interesting potential at exploring concepts of age regression like bias against gender and age and the belief that certain character types should automatically be seen as CGs.

That's what I personally plan on doing in my blog. I hope you find the content you desire elsewhere

And that anyone who like me wished to see more Agere Kazui content finds its here ❣️

[milgram-agere]

Addressing Amane

Topic 1 - My views on Amane being Guilty/Unforgivable

I don't believe her actions in the real world was unforgivable. I acknowledge that she had a rough life but not just this ask but in comments I've had people imply her being abused automatically make her innocent. If she had only murdered IRL I wouldn't care and even view her as Innocent. But, she doubles down in the concept that killing Shidou and Mahiru was right.

Just because you find yourselves willing to forgive her doesn't mean everyone should or that everyone who doesn't is; a shitty person.

Just like I accept and understand that not everyone will find characters like Haruka as innocent.

Topic 2 - Requests for Amane content

While I appreciate being sent asks at this point in time I have no desire to make Amane content. There are a lot of blogs out there that I'm sure would be happy to fulfill your request. I especially don't feel like making content of her and Shidou together.

The conclusion

In the future asks about requesting for Agere Amane content will be most likely ignored. If I personally feel like making Agere content for Amane - that will come at my own pace.

Any messages sending hate to me about my feelings on Amane will just be deleted. Hate won't get people to change their mind. Let people come to things on their own time, and accept sometimes people don't change their minds.

[milgram-agere]

Stares at u like this

OMG Love~! I will use this as an excuse to babble about some Mahiru Agere Headcanons though (Hope you don't mind)

Mahiru Shiina Agere Headcanons

General Agere

She tends to regress for comfort

Due to her age range (Toddler to 13 years old) it can vary alot what kind of mood shes in when shes regressed

Has a large stuffed animal collection

She love dress up and playing pretend

When regressed the type of kiddo who can happily play with anyone

Sympathetic Crier

She loves sharing food with friends often to the point where when little she needs to be given two portions or she'd only end up eating half her food since she'll end up giving away half her food while sharing

Fairy tales are her favorite interestingly even ones with darker endings don't upset her and she has a wide range of knowledge about random facts behind fairy tales. One of her favorites is The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Andersen due to belief that it was written as a love letter to a man after hearing about his engagement to a young woman since he sent the original story to the same man who was implied to be his former lover.

Even when shes not scared of bugs or rodents - even finding alot of them cute.

Her favorite Sanrio character is My Melody

Post Canon Trial 1 Agere

After the attack she ends up being primarily a wheelchair user. Even after healing the attack leaves her ambulatory wheelchair user and struggles with chronic pain.

She started using Pacifiers alot more after the attack to self sooth. They also help with the nightmares.

She spends alot of time regressed during her time after the attack

Fuuta and Mahiru actually bounded in the medical bay. Fuuta is actually rather protective of Mahiru

Yuno

Yuno and Mahiru start getting closer as she was bed bound but their relationship was a slowly developed from friends to something more. Yuno actually becomes Mahiru's CG before she becomes Mahiru's girlfriend.

Mahiru has assigned her the favorite Sanrio character Kuromi. While Yuno is indifferent to most Sanrio characters - she develops a fondness for Kuromi because of Mahiru.

While injured and on bad pain days; Yuno will often help Mahiru with any of her self care that she needs help with.

Mahiru is Yuno's gay awakening. She didn't really realize she wasn't straight because she thought it was normal for you to find your female friends more attractive then boys or men. And it was easy to pretend to be whoever others wanted her to be when it benefited her so she never really gave things like her own sexuality a thought. She never felt love the way Mahiru described it. But the more time she spent with Mahiru the more she found herself feeling warm even when she was just thinking about Mahiru. It takes her longer to realize that she was in love with Mahiru.

Mahiru always knew about lesbians (since she did attend a all girl middle and high school) but she never really felt feelings for anyone before her previous boyfriend that she fell in love with at first sight and Yuno. It took her time to accept that she loved Yuno not because she was a girl but because she felt guilty to her previous lover for falling in love with someone else. She would have been content to just be Yuno's best friend as part of her still cling to the past but the more time she spent with Yuno and the more Yuno developed feelings for her - the harder she had accepting just staying friends with Yuno.

Shidou

Shidou puts in requests for a cute blanket for Mahiru's hospital bed to help cheer her up, and it becomes one of Mahiru's biggest comfort item.

Mahiru views him as kinda like a cool uncle.

Mahiru regressed and not is a huge shipper. She thinks Kazui and Shidou would be totally cute together. She is actually how they end up together.

Shidou starts carrying stickers and candy since Mahiru is less pouty when she gets rewarded for being a good girl after he handles her medical care.

Haruka

When Mahiru was in a condition where others could visit her, Haruka gifted her a stuffed bear he made. Its not the best and its kinda small only being alittle bit bigger then her hand but Mahiru loves it and she claims its her favorite plush. Its not very soft being made out of one of Haruka's spare uniforms. Yuno is the one who manged to get her hands on a orange ribbon to tie around it's neck. She's named the plushie Niunai (Which is Chinese for Milk)

Haruka is still rather close to Mahiru, often bringing her drawings when he visits when shes still bed bound because he didn't want her to feel abandoned even though she couldn't come hang out with everyone in common areas when she was hurt.

While she does give him attention (which makes him very happy) he never had the chance to develop a mother view of her because by the time he took Es' suggestion to stop holding back and behave as he liked - she was already hurt. He does like how bringing her gifts make her happy and gets her attention but he's happy being adopted as her "little brother". He never had a sibling but Mahiru is a very nice big sister.

Fuuta

At first the two didn't get along primarily because Mahiru avoided him having gotten a vibe that he was a bully. But due to being forced to spend time together right after the attack happened while they healed enough for Shidou to have them continue their recovery in their rooms since they didn't need full time medical care - they were forced to get to know eachother.

Fuuta was awkward at first not really used to having many IRL friends but he develops a respect and fondness for her after seeing her continue to fight to keep going despite how injured she had been.

He won't admit it but there were times where he was struggling with the fact that he was likely never going to regain his eyesight in his left eye. He mentally told himself that if Mahiru was still fighting to find a will to live than he should too.

While he claims that hes not friends with anyone in Milgram - he's views Mahiru as a friend. He respects that she has a lot of mental and emotional strength.

[milgram-agere]

His name isnt john smith it’s john doe 👍 though ppl often use john kayano

Thank you so much TTuTT I'll be honest once I got done with Kazui I was so tired. I just call him John. I have fixed this in my previous post and even added the (Kayano) last name~! Cause I didn't know about that one. I saw most tags using John Milgram and thats how I ended up tagging him in that post LOL

[milgram-agere]

Welcome to Milgram Agere

I've been in a creative rut but Milgram has sparked creative spark in me that I haven't had in a while. So I wanted to try my hand at running an ask blog to get ideas and share ideas for them~!

I really like the concept of exploring alternate routes the story could have also taken if votes were different.

I do personally prefer Forgivable or Unforgivable over Innocent or Guilty - so when talking about voting and judgment I will likely use those terms.

Basic Agere Type and Age range HCs

+ Personal feelings about the character

01. Haruka Sakurai

Type: Age Regressor - Specifically Permaslider and Trauma Regressor

Haruka is a Permaregressor but his permanently regressed but his age range does slide. His oldest is 10/11 ish based on how old I think his younger form in his music videos look. But he regresses to as young as about 6 months (making him the youngest regressor in Malgram). He normally however hovers around toddler to young elementary schooler age range.

Personal Feelings: He's prob my 4th favorite prisoner. But he is technique the one I kin so I have alot of personal thoughts about him and I tend to use him as the POV character due to this.

02. Yuno Kashiki

Type: Caregiver - Specifically Trauma Caregiver

Yuno isn't someone who ever wanted to be a caregiver. But she ends up naturally bonding and becoming Mahiru's CG and Girlfriend.

Personal Feelings: She's a great character very solid. One of my OTP Milgram ship is 0206. They where just so sweet together.

03. Fuuta Kajiyama

Type: Caregiver - Specifically Big Brother CG

I changed Fuuta from a Trauma Flip to a Big Bro CG because tbh i was only coming up with big brother Fuuta ideas XD Something about him when he's not cult brainwashed gives me big brother vibes.

I personally feel like he would be Amane's primarily CG because I don't think Amane would be comfortable with most of the other CGs.

Personal Feelings: I liked him and I had a tendency to vote him forgivable but I wasn't to thrilled with how his 3rd trial character dynamic ended up becoming. I also don't know if Amane is personally a vegetarian or if it is a part of her cult to be vegetarians; But, since Fuuta's favorite food is stated to be Ramen and Meat - if he had to stop eating meat to be a part of Amane's cult, I 100% believe he is the kind of persona that would drop the cult due to not wanting to stop eating meat.

04. Muu Kusunoki

Type: Age Regressor - Specifically NA

TBH I am still working out my thoughts and ideas for Muu. I do know she'd be a Regressor but I don't know what kind or age range yet. I'm still working out my feelings on the character and her story.

Personal Feelings: My feelings on Muu had gone back and forth a lot. I'm still personally working on what version of Muu I think is the most true to her. She isn't a character I dislike thought to be clear though~! She's just complex.

05. Shidou Kirisaki

Type: Caregiver - Specifically varies depending on who he's taking care of.

He tries to keep his distance at first but he just has so much CG vibes to me. I can't see him as anything but a CG. While I do ship 0507 but I believe that he will also CG any little in need. His caregiver style varies to whatever the little needs. For Kazui he's a fatherly caregiver the other needs. And I do have a soft spot for the concept that he ends up becoming a Mama CG to Haruka.

Personal Feelings: Shidou is hands down my 2nd favorite character. He would have been my favorite if my first favorite didn't some how grabbed my brain and refused to let anyone else have a chance to beat them. He was such a good character. He's amazing.

06. Mahiru Shiina

ITS THE GIRLLLLLL, 👋Hi girl.

Type: Age Regressor

Mahiru is the sweetest regressor you'll meet. Her age range is toddler to 13 years old. While not a CG she is happy to be big sissy to younger littles. She loves love of all kinds and is happy to share that love. When she gets into a relationship with Yuno she does become a bit of a Mama girl for her girlfriend. I do have some disable HCs for Mahiru I would be happy to share and explore with all of you.

Personal Feelings: If you couldn't guess from her introduction, Mahiru is actually my favorite Milgram character in the series. I tried so hard to kin her instead of Haruka but Haruka was sadly the one I related more too. I voted forgivable for Mahiru every time.

07. Kazui Mukuhara

Type: Age Regressor - Specifically Closeted Regressor, Trauma Regressor, and Age Stunted

Like his sexuality I like the idea that he is a regressor but he suppresses it and hides it from most people due to society pressures and fear of being judged. I think it would be really interesting if he ends up slowly really opening up about his little side up with Shidou. While he wouldn't be a traditional CG I do think he would take up a big brotherly role to some of the other littles and try to mask and be an adult that others could generally rely on. I don't think he'd have a very specific age range personally.

I personally view his age being stunted in his teens to early 20s due to having to hide large parts of who was and force himself in a life path that involved content lying. There are multiple times were Kazui has made comments about or had the vibe that he felt immature for his age.

Personal Feelings: He's my 3rd favorite Milgram character. He is my sister's favorite character so that makes me like him even more.

Edit: My reply to "Kazui should be a CG"

08. Amane Momose (EDITED)

Post about Addressing Amane

Type: Age Regressor - Specifically Trauma Regressor Age Range: Normally Toddler to 8ish years old

Her primary CG would be Fuuta and Kotoko, while she struggles with Yuno due to her reminding Amane of her mother - and she has a strong dislike for Shidou. Kotoko and Fuuta even when Amane is regressed doesn't treat her like shes a dumb kid but looks after her and she finds their harsher attitudes and tendency not to sugar coat things to most things as comforting and they are easier for her to understand then others.

Personal Feelings: I have complex feelings about her now and while i don't like her actions in canon timeline I don't hate her now. Shes imo is still unforgivable in CANON timeline but my feelings on her no longer limits my belief that I can make timeline stories where I don't hold these feelings against her. She is the my least favorite character in canon timeline. I don't forgive her what she did at the end of Trial 2. My dislike with her has nothing to do with her crime before Milgram.

Requests for Amane agere content will be ignored since I want to take that kind of content at my own pace. I will also just delete asks that just tries to call me a bad person for not liking her or viewing Amane as unforgivable.

I do plan on making positive content for but at my own pace. But having written a story involving her; My feelings on her have soften a bit. I don't fully know where she will end up falling in everything at I ask not to be rushed. I still find her actions in canon timeline as unforgivable but I am more open now to writing alternate timeline content with positive deceptions of her.

09. Mikoto Kayano / John Doe (Kayano)

Type: I marked Flip in the group picture since they only had one slot -

Mikoto's Type: Caregiver - Specifically Big Brother CG

John's Type: Age Regressor - Specifically Vent Regressor

Like Muu and Kotoko I am still working on my thoughts on these two.

Personal Feelings: I like them, will admit I do kinda like John more the Mikoto but they both are good characters. At first I was kinda indifferent to them but after a while they did grow on me.

10. Kotoko Yuzuriha

Type: Petre and CG - Specifically Wolf Petre and Big Sister CG

Kotoko is a Wolf Regressor and Big Sister Regressor. I don't know how social she'd be with the others but she would act as a big sister to Amane in a similar way where she is nice to Amane but in a way that doesn't put Amane off. Her more cold nature and indifference to age makes her someone Amane feels safe around because she Kotoko's logic makes sense to her.

Personal Feelings: I really liked them in the first trail. Then I developed effy feelings about her after her attack but by the end of trail 2 I couldn't bring myself to hate her. I don't like what she did but I do understand her reasons. She is one of the characters that is hardest for me to find ways to integrate with the group though.