the thing ppl don’t understand abt a4ar3kcia is that it’s not about food, it’s about eating. i love food. i just ate a 500 cal smoothie bowl and loved every second. but now, i feel guilty for eating that much and I know I can’t eat the rest of the day.
i don’t wanna be like this. i love food. but i hate eating. it makes me feel like shit.
i can eat one great meal a day, or i just don’t think about food.














