Hey!! Can I request Jokubas x reader, where the reader is a friend of one of the bandmembers and they meet for the first time, and they both develop a crush on each other. So the rest of the band has to deal with two pining idiots who don't want to confess their feelings in fear of "messing up their friendship". And they try to convince either jokubas of the reader to finally confess.
Sorry if this is too detailed, I just had this scenario in mind.
Love your writing and thanks in advance
Just Confess!!
Jokubas Andriulis x reader
wordcount: 2.4k
warnings: reader drinks, reader wears makeup, they're both idiots.
a/n: i return!! uni has been kicking my ass lately but i got this done!! i am very sorry for the 3 month wait š
Dividers used in this fic made by @saradika-graphics
It had been a week since Emilija had extended the invite to drink at a random bar in Vilnius with her bandmates. A full week. It was way too late to cancel now, despite the sinking nervousness settling in your stomach. So here you are, in your room, clothes scattered across your bed and floor like a category 5 hurricane was striking through it. Fiddling with the eyeliner pen, you contemplate, looking at your reflection as if you had wronged yourself in your sleep.Ā
Just as you get the last bit drawn on your eyelids, your phone buzzes.Ā
Once.
Twice.
Once more.
You check it.
> hey
> you still coming? Everyone is here
> except for Jokūbas
Naturally. You reply. Youāve heard many a tale about his tardy behaviour. You check your appearance in the mirror, deciding that if you nitpick any longer, youād never leave the flat at all. With that thought, you headed off, bidding your cat farewell for the next few hours and locking your door behind you.
The warm air hits you immediately as soon as you step in from the outside. The noise hits second as a small round of applause from Emilija hits when youāre finally spotted. You slide into the short stool at the end of the table, the punishment for being late being the uneven legs it has. You glance at all of them each. The three of them look back before JokÅ«bas makes the first move at introduction, hands flat on the table as he leans towards you from the edge of the 4 person booth.Ā
āIām JokÅ«bas, to give you one name to a face.ā
āThe one thatās always late?ā you echo back, causing a chorus of laughter to erupt from everyone. You immediately think about how you would like to see his eyes crinkle like that again when he smiles. Youāre immediately shaken out of it when Alanas and Lukas soon introduce themselves thereafter.Ā
The night flows very easily over the few hours that youāre there, nursing the same drink order between your hands as you try to keep up with their natural dynamic.Ā
Thatās when you least expect it. When youāre most comfortable. Thereās a knock into your back from a random person as your hand is bringing the glass to your lips. The liquid spills all over your nice top, and you donāt even register it until the wetness clings to your skin and the most insincere sorry is muttered behind you before the presence disappears.Ā
āAre you okay?ā
āWhat a dick-ā
āWhereās the napkins-ā
āGuys- guys, iām okay- iāll just- thank you-ā
Napkins are shoved into your hands as you try to quickly dab yourself dry of the mishap, more upset about possible staining and not being able to fully have the drink you paid for.
āGosh, some people these days, I swear-ā You hear Lukas scoff.
You try your best to get rid of most of the excess, the liquidās colour clinging onto the fibres of your shirt for dear life. Just when you give up dabbing and patting at the fabric with useless napkins, a jacket is draped over your shoulders to keep you a little warmer because you have no change of top. JokÅ«bas is now in a signature black tee, tattoos on display for all to see. You see as his muscles move when he grabs another napkin to wipe up the small splotches of drink that splattered on the table.
āThank youā¦ā
āNo problem, really- youāre gonna be colder now with the- .. yāknow-ā
You flush a little, trying to school yourself a little. I canāt be feeling this on the first meet. Especially for your best friendās bandmate, just because he showed you the slightest bit of kindness. With a curt nod, you try to circle back to the original conversation, but a single look from Emilija has you feeling all too aware. She knows what you just felt, and sheās ready to tease when the opportunity arises. You shook a look back saying donāt and she laughs in jest into her drink. Youāre sure that the others catch it too, but you pay no mind.Ā
The rest of the night goes on smoothly, even when you have to abashedly apologise under your breath each time your knee or foot bumps into JokÅ«basā, a flutter in your chest each time contact is made. After a bid farewell with hugs all around, you all exit the bar, feeling jokÅ«basā warmth linger longer than the otherās touch, even if youāve known Emilija years longer than the mere hours you did for the rest.
The walk home feels emptier than it should, half dried shirt feeling a bit wrong against your skin, no more conversation, teasing or laughter hitting your ears. The absence of a jacket deepens it in your gut and you wonder why you were ever nervous in the first place when jokÅ«-.... When everyone was so nice to hang out with. You force that correction in your mind, trying to reject that fleeting feeling for someone youāve met once.Ā
The key turns in your front door and you can hear your cat howl from behind it as you enter.Ā
āGosh theyāre sickening-ā
āYeah, like get a room- fuck- you know theyāve hung out with Benas without us-ā
ācriminal.ā
Alanas looks on in shock as you animatedly talk to JokÅ«bas while queuing for the bar. He laughs with the same crinkle in his face, which makes you forget to step forward when a space in front of you clears up. With a gentle touch, he guides you forward, hand just above your elbow. A giddy feeling arises in your chest, all warm and flooding through your ribs. You would want to see him in this lighting again, you think, where you can see a twinge of pink on his cheeks. The yellow light stays dim enough that the others donāt notice, but you do. Of course you would. You stare- well- you look at him enough to tell when something changes, cataloguing each part of him in your mind to think about later and almost scream into your bedding about.Ā
āThis queue is taking forever, huh?ā He leans in impossibly close, tips of your shoes knocking together on the hardwood bar floor, hand tracing ever so gently up from your elbow and landing on your upper arm, teasing his fingertips almost under your short sleeve. You can only muster a nod, swallowing thickly. You can almost feel the gawk from the other two from all the way over at the table at the absolute brazenness he has at getting close enough to you that there is barely a breath that you two wouldnāt share in this moment. A few shattered glasses sound out behind the bar and you tense only slightly, but JokÅ«bas feels it; of course he would. His thumb just barely traces a few lines before gently ushering you both forward, closer to being able to order. Selfishly, you both think that you wish this queue was longer so you wouldnāt have to return to the table just yet. You love the way his hands are just present enough to feel weighted but comforting on your skin. He canāt help but want to linger longer, feeling the way you tremble by chance when his touch finds itself lingering on your forearms, your hands; pinkies just hovering over each other every time youāre both sat in a booth at a bar.Ā
God, youāre both fucked.
ā-ffā¦ not evenā¦ not even drunkā
āOkay, okay, lets just get you in, hm? Whereās your keys, bug?ā
Your heart flutters more violently than normal, unable to hide your fluster when you let out a noise that gives you away. He pretends not to notice it as his arm stabilises you from moving to your shoulder down to your waist; watching you rummage through your jacket pockets.
Bug.Ā
It shouldnāt fluster you much, but it does. You had saved a small snail from being crushed on the pavement when you had both elected to go try this new cafe in town. Even though you had argued that snails arenāt in fact bugs, but molluscs, the name stuck.Ā
You pull your keys out finally, fumbling with them in your fingers in your drunken state. His fingers wrap around yours, stopping your hands from almost juggling with them to find the key among all the keychains you have on them.Ā
Jesus! How many do you have??Ā
He thinks to himself as he finally finds the key in the sea of trinkets attached to the centre ring, sliding it into the keyhole and unlocking your door. As soon as you both step foot in your flat, you bend down immediately to your very cranky cat that is begging for your attention, almost as recompense for you leaving for so long. You can hear him locking your door behind you, taking off his shoes.Ā
Respectful. A keeper.
You shake the thought off as quick as you can, pressing rough kisses to your catās head, enough that a slight bit of worn lip gloss clumps the area of fur together as she meows in appreciation for all the attention sheās getting. Youāre eventually coaxed to sit on the floor for a moment as he slips off your shoes for you, rubbing a circle on the inside of each ankle when he does so so softly.
You eventually find yourself sat on the edge of your bed, hands braced either side of yourself as you come to grips with how drunk you actually feel. The dim light is already dampening the future headache youāll have in the morning as punishment for not hydrating properly. JokÅ«bas steps through, all kind faced and soft looking as he sets a glass of water on the cluttered nightstand. He sits next to you, tapping your shoulder to make you look at him, which so obviously works with how gone you are for him. His hands gently take your chin as a damp cloth with makeup remover on it wipes on your face. You whine as its colder than you expected to which he laughs in response, shushing you in a soothing way.
āShh, cāmon now. Youāll hate both of us if you keep this onā¦ there we go.ā
You only grunt in response, allowing him to continue. A frown tugs at your lips as he disappears back into the bathroom to rinse and hang up the cloth. When he comes back through, he finds you still in the same position he left you in.
āWhatās with the frown, bug?ā
ā... lay.ā
āWhat?ā
Without further response, you pull him down into the duvet, curling up, face in the pillow, in the most spine bending position possible. He thinks that it canāt be comfortable, so with very little internal struggle, he settles himself next to you, pulling the duvet over you both. He swallows thickly at the way you naturally curl into his side, drawn to the familiarity of him and his warmth. He hates how he adores the sight and feel of you there just feeling entirely correct. Itās so perfect to him that no puzzle piece metaphor could ever describe the way you complete him. His hand goes to your hair, stroking the back of your head and separating the strands with his fingers. Only when he hears the whistle of your breathing through parted lips does he pull his phone out with a free hand, turning down the brightness straight away to avoid waking you. His thumb presses against the screen, opening the band group chat, desperate to confess his internal conflict.
(seen by all)
With a sigh, he sets his phone on the nightstand and settles into you finally, legs intertwined and arm draped over your waist. He noses against your hair as he finally drifts into slumber.
You wake with a hefty exhale, mouth feeling dry and limbs all stiff. You just settle into the sheets again, ready to shut out the entire world again as you remember your behaviour last night around him. You assume heās already left, thinking the noises in the kitchen are your cat poking around into where she shouldnāt be; on the kitchen counter. You decide to leave it until the kettle flicks on.
Cats canāt use the kettle. Is he still here?
With the chance of him being a prince charming and being in your kitchen, you reluctantly release yourself from the haven that is your warm bed, scouting around the bed for your slippers before padding to the kitchen.
āMorning. How are you feeling? Has it caught up to you yet?ā
āMm-mmā¦ was i embarrassing last night?.. I didnāt mean to make you stay..ā
A beat of silence follows, but before he can reply to brush it off, you continue.
āMaybe I did, actually. Uhm,.. not in that way, I just like.. Being close to you..ā
He stands there stunned for just a moment, his only thought being holy fuck. Before you can backtrack, he rounds the counter and takes your hands.
ā... bug.. Are you saying what I think youāre saying?ā
You nod, muttering a quick āi like youā before your brain can hesitate for you. His heart thrums against his sternum, pulling you in for a hug, tight enough that you can feel his pulse almost.
āAre you serious?ā
With another affirmative nod from you, nervousness tangling in your stomach, he pulls back from your neck, leaning into your face enough that your noses bump together. Without meaning to, you both laugh at the mishap, finally closing the gap, lips pressed to one anotherās like a finality. His hands go to your waist and yours to his shoulder.Ā
His phone interrupts you two, ringing out in the kitchen like an ice bucket over your heads.
āFuck, itās Alanas. Its band practice today-ā
