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mentally ill tw ed vent, suicidal gw: dead

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[konoko]

[konoko]

[milkgs]

Bro i just wanna die

[konoko]

Koromo Rotation - Garment Rotation by Tomobe Kinuko

[konoko]

[konoko]

me rn

[dizzociating]

my trauma didn’t make me stronger it made me addicted to escapism and terrified of facing reality

[livingfortherainydays]

[merisms]

would you happen to know any articles or studies on the correlation between eating disorders and trauma/ptsd?

There are honestly a ton of these--eating disorders are all highly comorbid with PTSD and traumatic experiences in general. In fact the tie is so strong that a lot of current research focuses on how trauma affects specific ED-related behaviors instead of just whether they cooccur (eg, the recent small study on how purging is more frequent in people that experienced both childhood and adult age traumas https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S1471015320303457 ).

One of the ideas behind restrictive eating/excessive exercise is that people engage in these activities to be able to regain control over some aspect of their lives in situations/experiences where they had/have no or very little control.

"Furthermore, 33% of women with bulimia, 20% with binge eating disorder, and 11.8% other eating disorders met full criteria for PTSD (Mitchell et al., 2011). On average, approximately one in four people with an eating disorder has symptoms of PTSD (Tagay et al., 2014). Males with PTSD are also significantly more likely to develop an eating disorder than males without PTSD (Mitchell et al., 2012)."

Eating Disorders, Trauma, and PTSD

Getting to the Root Cause to Treat Eating DisordersEating disorders are rarely solely related to abnormal or disturbed eating habits. In fac

https://chrysaliscenter-nc.com/the-connection-between-ptsd-and-eating-disorders/

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/abs/10.1002/erv.2634

[konoko]

[haybaeden]

its overwhelming.

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[corpse-angel]

I’ve almost died a couple times, but of course I’m never lucky

[monachopsis-people]

[hearttattack]

why is starving yourself so fucking boring bro

[milkgs]

Craving abuse