A Happy Kinda Sad

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@antoniasanha​ @hoodlab​ @nitevisi00n​ @parkesprint​ @viramoxxx​ @findpeaceunderwater​ @baedisaster​ @dat-ass-x​ @sexy-sasha-x​ @crimsxnrxse-blog​ @maximumstudentcollectivenic-blog​ @cryxinglxghtning-blog​ @ohsosimpleandstupid-blog​ @vintageoldfashionstyle​ @xxxxxxxx1333444​ @1111111111111fdfdfjhj​ @whxsk-y​ @hide-behind-the-pen​ @youreallvaginas​ @lazyhalfbakedpotato​ @perfl0lx​ @kisses-anonymous​ @westonkay​ @wemaynotknowthequestions​ @abovetheuniversum​ @antonias-blog​ @lauragudeloh​ @tvd-obsessions​

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@antoniasanha​ @hoodlab​ @nitevisi00n​ @parkesprint​ @viramoxxx​ @findpeaceunderwater​ @baedisaster​ @dat-ass-x​ @sexy-sasha-x​ @crimsxnrxse-blog​ @maximumstudentcollectivenic-blog​ @cryxinglxghtning-blog​ @ohsosimpleandstupid-blog​ @vintageoldfashionstyle​ @xxxxxxxx1333444​ @1111111111111fdfdfjhj​ @whxsk-y​ @hide-behind-the-pen​ @youreallvaginas​ @lazyhalfbakedpotato​ @perfl0lx​ @kisses-anonymous​ @westonkay​ @wemaynotknowthequestions​ @abovetheuniversum​ @antonias-blog​ @lauragudeloh​ @tvd-obsessions​

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shit don’t feel the same when you’re out of town.

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Johannesburg by  elsa bleda

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my heartbeat has been stopped.

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My Reasons for Losing Weight

For My Health

To have better skin

So I don’t sweat profusely

So I can walk up a flight of stairs and not feel out of breath

So my back won’t hurt

So my knee won’t hurt 

So my doctor will never say, “you really need to lose some weight” to me ever again

So I don’t have to worry about arthritis or other illnesses that accompany obesity

For Vanity

To feel better about myself

To look good in tight clothes

To be able to wear shorts in the summer

To be able to go into any store, and buy the clothes I like, not just the ones that fit

To not feel awkward about going clothes shopping or shoe shopping

To be able to order clothes from a catalogue without worrying if they will fit

To be able to wear something that doesn’t say PLUS on it

So my pants won’t wear out between my legs while the rest of them are still in good shape

So I can look in the mirror from the neck down and like what I see

So I can wear tight jeans

I want to wear underwear that looks sexy

So I can show off my legs

So I can go into public and not feel like people are judging me

So I can wear tops without worrying about the dents from my bra showing trough

So that my boobs stick out more than my stomach – not the other way around

For a Better Quality of Life

To be able to use a public toilets comfortably

I want to be able to read the scale by just looking down, straight down

So I don’t get those indents on my thighs from the arms of the chair I’m sitting in

So I can cross my legs

So I can get up from the floor in one smooth move and not a grab and hold on to something move

So I can sit on a bar stool and I’m actually sitting ON it, not on it and around it too

So a regular towel goes all the way around me 

So my socks pull all the way up

So I can hug my knees to my chest again, and it’s comfortable

So I can fit into the cinema/stadium/airplane seats comfortably

So I can bend over comfortably to tie my shoes

For My Self-esteem

So I can go swimming without being self-conscious

So I don’t worry about chairs breaking

So I don’t have to ask for the additional seat belt on an airplane

So I can dance without being self-conscious

So I can go on rides at amusement parks again and not have to experience the embarrassment of having to get off because I don’t fit

So I don’t have to worry about the maximum weight before I using things

So I don’t feel awkward when people start talking about losing weight

So no one can ever call me “a big girl” ever again

So I’m not embarrassed to have my picture taken

So I can say my weight out loud

So furniture doesn’t groan when I sit on it, or wear out long before it should because I’m too heavy

[freshmoviequotes]

The Doom Generation (1995)

[4am-playlist]

I think I'mma keep to myself these days. 
Thinking I'mma focus on my health these days.
And I left a bunch of people in last year, 
claim they been around for the past year. 
And I’m asking for receipts like a cashier.

Kehlani (via 4am-playlist)

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