mimstudies

[fractally]

don't worry about me when I say this but I think in a way being hunted for sport would be a relief. my nervous system would be like, wow. finally, a proportional reaction

[tekunoraizu]

FUCKKKKKKK what if something bad happened and I forgot to worry about it

[mim1026]

Day 1/30

I finished 95% of my work I've literally not been happier in a while.

Also, today is Tuesday and Tuesday is orange. Tuesday is orange and Wednesday is pastel yellow.

Anyway, I am finishing my nightly phone call with my boyfriend and he's a certified pookie.

P.S. Cats are very mafia coded.

[mim1026]

I have a super important exam in 32 days so I am back where I belong :D

[mim1026]

Day 3/100

Finished all my tasks today and I didn't have to use my distraction sheet. 9 hours today. (One day I'll get to 10, one day)

Also very very moody because periods.

Did my budgeting for the coming month today (shaken to the core)

P.S. Dairy is my biggest enemy and this is the lowest human evolution has dragged us to.

[mim1026]

Day 2/100

Yes I cheated. Today is technically day 4 but I'm trying to get ahead of it. I did finish all my tasks for today and I followed my routine almost to a T. Got in 9 hours of solid studying. Do I feel good about it? No. Am I self sabotaging at times? Yes.

But I was watching B99 today and I saw a clip where Captain Holt said he liked monotony. I guess I'm trying to fall in love with monotony too.

My skin is breaking out because my periods are coming. I'm excessively irritable and moody and I still didn't let that dictate studying. That's gotta be something I guess.

Anyway, the pink octopus was a gift from my boyfriend and I live vicariously through it.

P.S. Red dragonfruit is very very good, I will hear no two cents about it.

~ Mim.

[mim1026]

Day 1/100

Had a goal set for 7 hours so I'm guessing this isn't quite as bad. Yes 100 days of productivity and what not but who's gonna get me out of the afternoon passive studying wave that hits. Istg I cannot function without music in my ears after 2pm. Passive studying really is the bane of my existence. Anyway, I finished half of my to do list so and I reached about 70% potential today so I'm guessing from tomorrow I'll have three tasks organised according to priority (I read in a self help book that that's the ideal way to do it but I've always been overconfident about the fact that I can do more. Spoiler alert : I can't) I'll do better tomorrow.

P.S. having the distraction chart does help a ton.

[mim1026]

I'll be starting a study blog on here, more like a 100 days of productivity challenge. This is simply a way to keep myself accountable, at least as accountable as possible. My goal is just to finish my tasks and hit a minimum 7 hour study goal so I honestly hope I can do it. I'll post every night before bed. This is my time to take it seriously and I can feel it in my bones that I'm not putting in the effort in my preparation as I need to. I hope I make myself proud, as soon as possible.

~ Mim

[harshstudymotiv]

there will never be a perfect time. you will never be 100% ready. the stars will never be 100% aligned for you to study.

so stop waiting for the perfect opportunity, because every opportunity is perfect.

[mim1026]

I should tattoo this on my head ig

[somerabbitholes]

susan sontag, as consciousness is harnessed to flesh