[mintdippeddaisy]

I haven't written much, but it all starts again now..

[perfectquote]

“I don’t want you to save me. I want you to stand by my side as I save myself.”

— Unknown

[surqrised]

“Go and love someone exactly as they are. then, watch how they transform into the greatest truest version of themselves. when one feels seen and appreciated in their own essence, one is instantly empowered.”

— Wes Angelozzi

[bnmxfld]

“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis / The Clearing

[weltenwellen]

Adonis, tr. by Khaled Mattawa, Selected Poems

[written-w0rd]

Salma Deera, Letters from Medea

[hauntedomens]

richard siken , dirty valentine

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[thickness-protection-program]

We can't ibuprofen our way outta this one boys

[weltenwellen]

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[trueshredguitar]

i love that post thats like “never trust how you feel about your life after 9pm” that shit changed my life. every time i feel bad i look at the clock and i’m like Aha It’s 10:26 PM You Cannot Fucking Fool Me

edit: if you want to tag this with some variation on “but i feel bad during the day,” read this to understand what i’m really saying here. also, please stop putting triggering content in my notes

[elizabethanism]

Egon Schiele | Sunflower

[kennethtompkins]

Serge Vasilædiuc

Sunflower

Hope everyone is having a wonderful Sunday, Easter, Passover, Ramadan and weekend. Enjoy 🙂

[mintdippeddaisy]

I had a dream last night. Super weird and I have to share it. Please let me know what you think the dream meant? Prior to explaining I need to inform you, there was this time I was dating my ex and he was driving and we were out on country roads, it was a really good day. So I took my shirt off and was shirtless in the car - not something I've ever done before and it was the best feeling ever. He wound up getting angry with me and telling me to put my shirt on, I kept saying no (stand your ground ladies). Eventually I put it on once we got to the city. This was one of the times that I realized what I wanted and needed was not him. Anyhow. Onto the dream. I had a dream I was with my best friend from a while ago, and she was driving a convertible and I went to take off my shirt. But under my shirt that I took off, was a long sleeve shirt. I left my ex two months ago, and I have zero regrets about doing so. And that dream I had last night is making me realize how much he had his claws dug under my skin. It breaks my heart that there was a shirt under the shirt I took off, it's like it took away that freedom feeling I got when I did it in reality. But I will get there again, I will dream that again, and I will take off however many shirts I need to until I am fucking naked ok brain?

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[portraitoftheoddity]

Thinking about how my mom tried to “seduce” my dad when they were in college together by sneaking oranges into his backpack, because she grew up food insecure and feeding someone/sharing food was a big deal with her upbringing with a lot of emotional meaning–

and meanwhile my poor dad is just convinced that he’s been haunted by some citrus poltergeist because why the fuck are there always oranges in his bag he swears he did not put there???

[seaoflove]

https://evelionheart.medium.com/on-the-intimacy-of-the-mundane-863f9efb3c39

[trustonlystars]

I wanted grief to stay. I didn't want time, people and my own perceptions to walk me into the next chapter of my life while I wasn't ready.

- trustonlystars | Jannie F