back in *that* hell again

Nikolaj || He/Him || Ger/Eng Posting mainly my oc stuff and hetalia apparently II go follow my pokémon account @frozenpearblossoms !!

[mintoxhitsuji]

Hoooo boy.

Getting dragged back into the deepest pits of hell (hetalia) sure as fuck wasn't on my 2026 bingo card but here we go.

I formally want to apologise to everyone following me because I will be insufferable about it

[rotten-rabbitx3]

Big Update

This is probably the hardest and worst post I’m going to have to make right now. I won’t be giving a lot of detail cause this will be long. My spouse and I have been keeping ourselves afloat in our current rent house for over a year. During our time here, we had our roommate get violent and leave (loss of income from this), my spouse had to get two surgeries and be out of a job for 10 months (so me as only income), with our rent and bills adding over $2500 a month. Because of all of these bad things, we have been put into medical and credit card debt (had to be used when we only had one income). Our credit is not good, we can’t save any money because of how much we have to pay for everything each month, and our lease is up in May. Our car is old, and going down. My job is far which kills our car quicker, and I haven’t been able to get a different job in hopes of better pay, my spouse hasn’t either. We are so lucky and thankful to have jobs, to have a roof over our heads, and yet we’re still going to lose it all just because it feels impossible to live right now. Everything is too expensive. Nothing is enough. Everything we’ve worked so hard for only for it to crumble In ONE YEAR. I am begging, PLEADING, for any help. We just need enough savings to move into a new, much cheaper place in May. PLEASE, if you can spare anything, we’re desperate.

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[rotten-rabbitx3]

Anyone who donates more than $5 gets a sketch !!! I’m doing one character only for quicker turn around <3

If you donate, please DM me with what you’d want!

[rotten-rabbitx3]

Big update! This is our last month in our current rent house! We’re looking for a new, MUCH cheaper place, but we still don’t have enough savings for any place we’ve seen or toured. Currently we have $600 saved up (yay!) but we’re going to need about $1500-$2000 it seems for the deposit and first months rent of any new house, duplex, or apartment. Any help would be really appreciated, and again I will totally draw for those who donate more than $5! If you donate, leave a note saying who you’d want drawn, or send me a dm!

Thank you to everyone who continues to support me. I really love you all!!

[mintoxhitsuji]

Starting with art fight prep today so I hopefully am done until the start. I still have no idea who to put in this years roster ;;

On one hand, the 6 mains have to be in there, but I want to add as many new faces as possible. I have too many ocs I fear sob sob. I rotate the selection every year, yet I want to give a nice variety. Maybe I need to do the cardinal sin of uploading 99 characters + a link to my toyhouse ( o´ｪ｀o)

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[mintoxhitsuji]

『Liquorice』

»After the mysterious murder in Palm City's most prestigious neighbourhood, Roseways, a young detective named Liquorice, starts running their own investigations!

Liquorice himself is a bit of a stern and no-nonsense character from the outside, but really, they just put up a huge wall between them and the world around him. In reality, he is silly, very witty, and snarky but also incredibly dumb in an endearing way.«

Liquorice, my beloved <3

Played around with this piece a bit and I had so much fun qwq I did a third of it on paper (they were supposed to be an ACEO card but the paper didn't cooperate at all), a third on my phone and a third on my pc :D!

Turns out I love lining in Clip on my phone!

If you want more info about Liquorice, here are their Unvale and Toyhouse pages!

[mintoxhitsuji]

might fuck around and put stuff into the q again so this account won't die again :v

[mintoxhitsuji]

I'm back?

I think? Anyhoo, have my MTNN oc Amyg. Made him out of sheer boredom and now I am obsessed with him :,D

[mintoxhitsuji]

I miiight have ordered the entirety of the Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro manga-

I feel a sense of mental peace now.

[mintoxhitsuji]

Hello tumblr community

Please give me pride flags that I can turn into kandi stars! Thank you!! I need some freebies for an upcoming convention!!

[im-ond]

Sometimes you gotta scare your followers with a random Neuro Nougami sketch. Boo.

That one's for you @mintoxhitsuji

[mintoxhitsuji]

Huh??? A post??? From me of all people???

Yes. I am back!

This time with a picture of my current cos plan, my oc Collin :D!

[frozenpearblossoms]

General life update:

Still in the hospital, but in the open ward now. I've been here for 3 weeks now and honestly, some things happened:

Most of the people I've been hospitalised with left

I feel alone but a little more hopeful

I will move out of my abusive household after this is over :D

I might get on another ward which is pretty nice. Currently I am still in the acute ward, but as soon as a bed on the psychotherapy ward frees up, I'll be transferred to there!!

Started to plan a new cosplay, this is more for my oc page followers! Might post a pic of him later :○

And yeah, that's about it!!

[mintoxhitsuji]

Just some updates y'all

[youareagoodperson]

thank you Canada 🇨🇦

[the-gimmick-hospital]

FUCK YEAH GO CANADA!!!

[avillainousthingholdspowerhere]

@daysleftofsecondterm

[daysleftofsecondterm]

Call the neigbours if you need to the next 1,097 days

[frozenpearblossoms]

Update

(Tw mentioning of hospitals, talk abt real bad mental health)

Currently in the hospital again. Probably for several months. My mental health got so rancid that they had to put me into the closed acute psychiatric ward.

I am so sorry for the silence and all the broken promises. I am not doing great whatsoever.

But I am safe now. Safe from my abusive household. Safe from my attempts. Safe from being on the brink of life.

I will try to post soon again, but not sure how well that will work out

-Nikolaj

[mintoxhitsuji]

Just so you know what is going on

[mintoxhitsuji]

It's coming.

[pundabear]

Good nighty, NEW DI... 🌙✨💕 (decided to crosspost some stuff maybe)

[mintoxhitsuji]

Felt cute, have deleted procreate now for realsies. Literally saved my ipad because that app... whoo wee.... that app size was scary.

Anyhoo. We'll go back to the usual content later. I haven't drawn much lately because of real life shit that is going on. But now where I have been at my friend's place for a week I feel quite okay again.

I'll try to draw more in the next weeks, maybe even stuff that is oc related and not just that one rareship I have been obsessed with since 2023.