rabbit - hearted.

SEA OF BITTERNESS / SEA OF SORROW

[misersea]

im so close to being done with finals which means i’ll Actually have time to write here soon but if you’d like to plot or smthin in the meantime, my discord is sunny d! alright!#6788

[sunbruiser]

back on my fallout shit lmao

[memetaped]

the foxman taken from the 1977 gary paulsen book.

it’s strange, how things happen and they don’t turn out like you think they will.

i’m sorry we fought.

a little sleep and you’ll be as good as new.

aren’t you going to eat?

you’ve got to live.

and that’s a kind of love. having somebody do that for you.

because it’s snowing. hard.

you’re awake. how do you feel? 

drink it hot so it gets down.

thank you for saving me.

you’re still here.

it’s nothing to worry about. you go to sleep.

i was afraid.

there isn’t much time to be a kid out here.

you rest for now.

don’t die.

kind of cut my arm. a little.

damn, it seems like yesterday.

but life has a way of pulling the rug out from under you just when you need it least.

i fought sleep as hard as i could.

you can’t stay here, you’ll die.

there was beauty then – beauty and love. then it all went to hell.

i’ll stay as long as it takes, as long as you need me.

just double-checking to make sure there isn’t anything wrong.

i know, i know. it’s all right now.

what time is it?

you’ll spend the night.

don’t worry – it’s all over now.

go away. leave me alone.

it seems like everything they call growing up has to jerk your guts out and just about wreck you and i’ve never been able to understand why that’s supposed to be good for you. 

it just sounded dumb to me.

which made what happened a lot harder to live with, i can tell you.

sometimes it would be nice if life just kept happening the way it’s happening, if things got to a good place and just stayed there, didn’t change.

they have to try or it was all for nothing, and nobody likes to do something all for nothing.

this place gives me the creeps.

it’s dumber than falling in love and freezing your ears until the lobes almost fall off.

i think it’s sad. that’s what i think.

always ask the second question. don’t just ask why, but why why? 

i figured you’d need a colorful picture to look at – cheer you up.

so nothing. never mind.

i just wanted to see you, i guess, talk to you.

we’re about the same age but you act a lot more grown up. 

there was no way to tell it was going to happen the way it happened, no way to stop it, really, even if i’d known it was coming.

i was thinking of a time and place that you couldn’t understand and should never have to understand.

[misersea]

Maren.. we gotta save this dog gone wasteland.

          ‘  tá brón orm  …  erm  ,  an bhfuil aithne agam ort  ?  ‘

[phantomemes]

feel free to change things  ( such as pronouns )  as needed !  music link

G U E S T   R O O M

“ i’m better off on my own ” “ i wish i never let you sleep in my bed ” “ i’ll never get over you ” “ i’m pretty sure that all of this was my fault ” “ you know how to make me feel all alone ” “ just fucking find another way to heal ” “ i’m sick of feeling so betrayed ” “ i thought i’d mean something to you ”

S A I N T S

“ your story isn’t adding up ” “ your religion is a lie ” “ why don’t you throw me to the wolves ? ” “ you’re not so innocent ” “ you’re standing here like an angry god ” “ you’re no saint  ,  you’re no savior ” “ you only follow rules if others follow with you ” “ that doesn’t sound so holy  ,  only playing victim ” “ keep your judgement for someone else ” “ i’ve had enough ”

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“ welcome to the room i hide in ” “ i’d invite you in but i’m trying to get out of here ” “ the windows know my pain  ,  they feel it ” “ get out of here ” “ you’re still ringing gin my empty head ” “ i can’t let go of you ” “ i don’t know why i can never leave ” “ all that i’m left with are memories ” “ i guess i want your ghost as my company ”

R E V I V A L

“ i’m afraid that i’ve gone vacant ” “ i don’t have time for your equations ” “ i swear i’ll try to save this ” “ i start to despise myself ” “ you say i put you through hell ” “ you never knew if you could feel the way that i do ” “ we aren’t gonna make it ” “ we’ve both been changing ” “ maybe we should find ourselves ”

V A C A N T

“ i’ve been waiting for you to get your mind right ” “ you’ve been running from yourself for a while ” “ you think that if you burn down you’ll be fine ” “ maybe i’d forget all the times you lied ” “ i hope that you choke on your vacant teeth ” “ i know that you’re empty ” “ you don’t even look the same with your brand new eyes ” “ you drained the light out of yourself and now you can’t see ”

E U P H O R I A

“ you talk a lot of shit for somebody who’s sorry now ” “ i’m a habit that you miss ” “ this is everything i wanna say  ,  but can’t say yet ” “ you’re looking for someone to blame ” “ i gave you all my blood ” “ i’m still waiting for your love ” “ thanks for calling me on my birthday to say i was wrong ” “ i hope you swallow me ”

G R A V E S

“ every time i see you i light up inside ” “ truth is casting shadows all over me ” “ you walk through your house like a ghost ” “ i hope you lie in your bed thinking of me ” “ there’s a hole inside my chest you can’t see ” “ my heads a burial ground of your memory ” “ you can take whats left with you ” “ i can’t keep holding on ”

[misersea]

don’t they know  ———

                             it’s the end of the world ? 

[wordsnquotes]

I aim to be lionhearted, but my hands still shake and my voice isn’t quite loud enough.

Michelle K. (via wordsnquotes)

[misersea]

just a lil heads up i have a big ass essay i realized just this morning i need to get done by friday so activity may be very very sporadic / nonexistent for this week! im sorry!!

[tiffsmemes]

everything here is beautiful taken from the 2018 mira t. lee book.

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

everywhere we go, we rebuild.

i’m sorry you’re sad.

six words. some days one. some days none.

it’s just the ER.

you need to get better.

i miss you, too.

jesus christ. are you hurt?

we spent two days together in the hospital room.

you need to eat. you’re so thin, ___.

there is your home. there is your family.

you said. over the phone.

please take care of yourself. your health is important.

until you feel better. only until you feel better.

it’s none of your business.

guess what? i was crying, too.

this hospital is bullshit.

it’s a doctor’s office. no police, no guards.

please, you need to be more careful. you could have burned the whole house down.

this room makes me uncomfortable.

i don’t trust hospitals.

___, this behavior, it’s dangerous. i’m worried.

doctors don’t know anything about how i feel. i want to go home.

when one hurts, you all hurt.

you got a bed, your meals, the meds – all inclusive, baby. it’s the fuckin’ holiday inn.

[misersea]

‘  this place gives me the creeps.  ‘

█ ▌ ❛  the foxman —— acc. / ◜ @toasterdad​ ◝

             hands  fidget  in  adjusting  their  grip  once  again  on  her  gun  ,  eyes  scanning  the  shadows  for  any  violent  visitors  .  all  that  meets  her  senses  ,  however  ,  is  the  creaks  &  groans  of  an  old  building  settling  itself  ———  no  signs  of  life  besides  the  two  of  them  .  just  barely  does  her  guard  drop  once  it  seems  the  coast  is  clear  ,  muscles  relaxing  &  less  ready  to  jump  into  action  .  ‘  it  ,  uh  , could  definitely  use  a  bit  a  remodelin’  …  ‘  a  toe  of  her  boot  nudges  some  of  the  debris  ,  covered  in  dust  ,  that  litters  the  floor  . ‘  let’s  not  stay  here  any  longer  than  we  have  to  ,  yeah  ? ‘

[misersea]

cottonbelles‌.

@misersea

【 💣 】— “Hey kid,” a woman leaning against the Old State House calls to the young lady; she was tall, tanned, and had brilliant blue eyes, and those eyes could tell right away that this kid was too clean-looking to be a normal Goodneighbor street-urchin.

      “You lost or something? You don’t look like you should be drifting through Goodneighbor on your own. You come from a Vault or something, kiddo?” She didn’t seem to be aware of how old the girl was, though, assuming her for a younger teen than an eighteen year old– age was a tricky thing sometimes.

                  heart  was  already  racing  before  she  even  made  it  through  the  town  gate  ,  the  road  here  so  dangerous  &  tricky  ,  but  despite  being  in  what  could  be  considered  somewhat  safe  walls  ,  the  fear  that  made  her  heart  beat  so  fast  didn’t  disappear  .  a  voice  calling  out  to  her  ,  however  ,  only  caused  her  to  jump  slightly  &  the  stranger’s  attention  did  little  to  help  her  anxiety  .

                  ‘  o  -  oh  ,  no  ,  i’m  not  lost  . . .  just  need  to  restock  &  this  was  the  closest  place  .  ‘  gods  ,  was  she  terrified  that  this  was  a  trap  of  some  kind  &  perhaps  the  slight  shake  to  her  voice  betrayed  those  worries  .  shoulders  shrug  at  the  last  question  ,  fingers  idly  wandering  over  the  grooves  &  dents  &  scratches  of  the  pipboy  on  her  arm  .  ‘  something  like  that  ,  i  guess  . . .  ‘

[villainsmemes-deactivated202503]

GENERAL

“Can you walk?”

“How did this happen?”

“What the hell happened?”

“I hit my head.”

“Did you hit your head?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Don’t close your eyes, stay awake!”

“Come on, stay with me!”

“No no no no no!”

“You shot me!”

“I didn’t mean to shoot you!”

“You stabbed me!”

“I didn’t mean to stab you!”

“Take the knife out!”

“Don’t take the knife out!”

“It was an accident!”

“That/this wasn’t an accident!”

“That looks broken.”

“I think my leg/arm is broken.”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Am I going to die?”

“You’re not going to die!”

“Calm down!”

“Don’t panic!”

“I can’t help you if you don’t let me!”

BLOOD

“Are you bleeding?”

“Don’t move, you’re bleeding.”

“Is that blood?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Why do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Damn, I got blood on my shirt.”

“Don’t move, you’re losing blood!”

“I won’t let you bleed out!”

“You have blood on your face.”

“I swear to god, if you get blood on me…”

“What’s your blood type?”

“Why in the hell would you need to know my blood type?”

WOUNDS

“That cut is nasty.”

“You have a massive gash in your arm/leg!’

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t move, you’ll only make it worse!”

“I’ll get some bandages.”

“You’re going to need stitches.”

“That looks infected…”

“Did you get bit by something?”

“There’s no exit wound, the bullet is still in you.”

“There’s an exit wound, the bullet went through you.”

AFTERCARE

“How are you feeling?”

“How does it feel?”

“It’s still not healed, but it’s getting there.”

“Let’s go home.”

“I just want to go home.”

“Let’s get you into the bathtub.”

“We need to change your bandages soon.”

“Get some sleep, okay?”

“You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

“I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

“You’re going to be fine. I promise.”

[misersea]

don’t they know  ———

                             it’s the end of the world ? 

[misersea]

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