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that’s right, michalina’s back with ANOTHER introduction post! and this time, it’s REALLY yellow…

and also, available in another language!

wersja polska po podziale!! :D

(updating to put some userboxes by @osc-userboxes hehehe)

#call me michasia please call me michasia please PLEASE #introduction

i really gotta write that damn video

#or at least record the easy one first #urghhh #would anyone want to read my stupid fics with me on call? idk if the fic video idea would work well if it's just Me #misia has a stupid thought

ii-ship-wheel

Random II Wheel Ship Day 16 (Polyship Friday!)

OJ x Apple x Bomb!

#bomb and his cluster c cuties #i fw this actually #bombjay AND apple? sign me up!!!!!#reblog!

since i've graduated, shout out to my classmates in S2 that singled me out and treated me weird for giving my brain the perfect conditions to develop my personality disorder even faster. my self esteem will never recover

#i always blamed my drop in mental health on one specific event #but looking back. the way i was treated because of my Other disorders that drastically affected how i socialised #definitely played a part in the dpd development #S2 was fucking weeiiiiiird. the only class i felt happy in was german because i had my friends there #(games too but also we did Hockey and i notoriously Did Not Like Hockey)#i had a friend in my set class but he missed a lot of school and also he was kinda. toxic?#but also whenever he would be off i would be MISERABLE because my set class was full of people who hated me #and i couldn't talk with the people who tolerated me because i only sat near them in music #i was just. frustratingly alone #it was stressful and distressing and scary but i didn’t know Why at the time #i just knew i couldn't handle it and that i hated my classes with my set #my classes with my form were. fine? i guess #history was probably the best of them all because i sat next to a girl i liked #and she actually liked me. i think. so that was good #latin was fine because my teacher was genuinely the most supportive guy ever???#and the people who sat next to me were. entertaining. i guess #also i ROCKED at latin (even though i found it boring) so it was the only confidence boost i had #but yeah. otherwise my classes sucked #i mean. i guess i can't really blame them #like. this was during puberty. i was in the most formative years of my life. and so were they #but it's not like they knew i was developing a personality disorder #NONE of us did. did any of us even know what a pd was?#besides my ex-friend who had been diagnosed with aspd as a kid #(this friend is the reason i get upset when people say you can’t have a pd if you're under eighteen. yes you can????)#so yeah.#maybe if they knew i would live the rest of my life with a crippling inferiority complex and the inability to prioritise myself #or look after myself. or do anything by myself. and require the constant approval from others to actually go on #they maybe would've backed off. or gone easier on me #idkkkk. whatever #misia has a stupid thought

i always feel so left out, but when i make an attempt to include myself i always cringe myself tf out and assume everyone is Judging Me for how i've decided to join in

#i'm always saying something wrong. i'm always interacting wrong #part of this may be the autism and how i've kinda been conditioned by people #misia has a stupid thought

yimpyapologist

resisting the urge to ask close friends "do you hate me" (it will make me look like an obsessive freak)

#i feel the urge to ask such questions all the time #but then i don't because it's like. people don't like when you do that! they will end up hating you for it!#so it's like. yeah #reblog!

misiahasahardname

minimini daughter or polsat jimjam son

misiahasahardname

i'm minimini daughter but fuuuuck. polsat jimjam does kocha, uczy nas

#POLSAT JIMJAM ŚPIEWA TAŃCZY GRA #POLSAT JIMJAM BAJKI OPOWIADA #JIMJAM... TO ŚWIETNA ZABAWA!!!!!!#reblog!

minimini daughter or polsat jimjam son

#misia has a stupid thought

ballwizard

i'm the normalest guy on the planet btw. #normalboy #normalcore #boynormal #normalguythings

#me trying to ground myself after cringing myself into a spiral of self hatred #reblog!

saturn-leia

doomed yuri

#okay man. yeah okay. okay. okay man. yeah. okay whatever. whatever. what even ever #reblog!

flowergolfdaily

252

I’m back to promps and I’m , trying to make them relatively quality okay yay

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #SCREAMS SCREAMS SCREAMS #why are they so #why #they're so #awww awwww awwwwwwww #cutems #i love them #rotates #reblog!

rouxls kaard is lowkey sexy

#you know what that means!#*pulls out comically oversized needle of estrogen*#misia has a stupid thought

jeffheadcannons

May I request Transfem Aro Pen? Friend of mine stumbled onto idea suddenly, and quite like it

So tall. She takes up all the post . Ugh/silly

#awww awwwwww #love transfem pen #the transgender community has forgiven pen bfdi!#(golfball has also given her pardon)#reblog!

tacomicfujoshi

dont even have to look at the blog name when i suddenly see tacomic sloppily making out on my fyp

JDHFHHEHFGSHFHDGJDHSJSJDG

#i see tacomic or Vintage ii art on my dash and i'm like. ah. it's dear mutual fig #reblog!

misiahasahardname

nellie, cousin bud and tere were all supposed to be transgender. we can probably gather why this never happened…

#day 27 #reblog!

Who's your favourite host from bfdi? (I know different seasons have different names like how season 5 is called the power of two or tpot so when I mean bfdi I mean any version)

two!! :D

#i don't talk about bfdi as much as i do ii #but i would be willing to if i had the time #ask answered!

artist i like made a cool jax animatic i thought you’d like

OH MY FUCKING GOD?????

genuinely evil. and fucking beautiful??? thank you for sharing

#GODDDDDDD. WHAT THE HELL.#ask answered!

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