A broken doll

"Even if I’m a failure or a good-for-nothin’, I’m Oshi-san only doll" Mika Kagehira || Ensemble Stars rp blog || Fashion Designer || Loved by Kitkat

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❛❛ wait , did you just say you love me? ❜❜ - From Ponz

meme: soft caring sentences || accepting  @magicalheirponsol

Mika jolted up at the question, hands moving up to cover his mouth at once, his little black ears appearing and immediately dropping down, whole body cowering lightly as if he had come back to being chased down the allies. Stupid, stupid Mika! He kept talking without thinking! of course Ponsol would be grossed out by hearing ‘i love you’ from some worthless trash mutt like himself. What was he even thinking? That they could be something? That there was any chance for them to be mates? When Ponsol was in a completely different level? In a world of his own?

“ ’m sorry... i wasn’t thinkin’! I know it’s... cheeky of me... b-but... I won’t do anythin’ out of place, I promise... so don’t... throw me out, please?”

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❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

meme: soft caring sentences || accepting

“‘s that so?” he mumbles against her neck, arms tightening around her small waist, cuddling her closer to his body. Winter is right there, and the windows are completely tarnished in white “Then I’ll warm ya’ up"

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soft caring sentence compilation

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜ 

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜ 

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜ 

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜

❛❛ wait , did you just say you love me? ❜❜

❛❛ i’m so happy! ❜❜

❛❛ is this a gift for me? ❜❜

❛❛ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! ❜❜

❛❛ i love you. ❜❜

❛❛ wow … your smile is breathtaking. ❜❜

❛❛ let me take you out on a date. ❜❜

❛❛ so what will it be tonight? ❜❜

❛❛ you know , you’re really cute. ❜❜

❛❛ shh … don’t cry. ❜❜

❛❛ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? ❜❜ 

❝  i’m here for you.  ❞

❝  let me help with that.  ❞

❝  i’m here.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna hurt you.  ❞

❝  if they do it again, you tell me.  ❞

❝  i’ll protect you. ❞

❝  i’ll make sure nothing bad happens to you.  ❞

❝  let me take a look…  ❞

❝  i’m a phone call away.  ❞

❝  you should have called me.  ❞

❝  here, sleep.  ❞

❝  if you wanna talk, i’m here.  ❞

❝  hey, shh, it’s okay.  ❞

❝  i’ll never let you go.  ❞

❝  you’re with me now.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna take you from my side.  ❞

❝  i’ll do what i have to.  ❞

❝  i need you to stay here, okay? i got this.  ❞

❝  it’s safe here.  ❞

❝  i’m fine, let me see your face.  ❞

❝  we’re gonna have to keep ice on that.  ❞

❝  i like seeing you smile.  ❞

❝  you’re so beautiful.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ❞

❝  i miss/missed you.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

❝  i’m on your side  ❞

❝  i’ve got your back, okay?  ❞ 

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“Mika-Chaan!”

“Waaahhh!” the sudden tackle made him stumble on his own feet, all of his effort going to recovering his balance. It took a moment before he could react properly a small smile as he stares into the blond blue eyes “Naru-chan~ how ya’ doing’? Did somethin’ happen?”

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album art for valkyrie and switch unit cds!

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‘how do i interact with you’

write me a starter. send me an ask. punch me in the fucking face i don’t care just write with me

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Mn, i wonder if i should reblog a meme to get things started over here...

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Fixed Mika’s blog a bit, but now it’s late so imma sneep. Goodnight everyone.

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alexandraxsuoh

  Hewwo, hewwo, im going to be around here a bit if...

//Nyah! ♥ Can I?? The multishipper in me can resist to Mika ;w;

Of course you can~ come get the good boy~

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magicalheirponsol‌:

Ponsol chuckled and caught Mika in his arms. “You saw me earlier this morning.” During the time they were apart, Ponsol was working at the floral shop he ran. “I missed you too. Once you are more used to shifting, you can work with me.” That was to motivate Mika to practice harder. 

A whole day felt like a lot for him! He quickly rubbed his face against the other’s chest, as if trying to get his scent on himself.

“I’ll work hard so I can help ya!” he smiled widely before looking to the side, as if trying to guide the other’s eyes there “I tried cookin’ dinner today! I reckon it ended up rather okay! And I didn’t cut myself!” he was very proud of himself. Considering he’d only learnt how to use a knife rather recently, he was doing a very good job.

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Hewwo, hewwo, im going to be around here a bit if anyone wanna rp with mika-chan

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@magicalheirponsol​

“Ponsol-kun!! I’ve missed ya’ lots!” the wereboy throws himself at his husband with a bright smile, his fluffy tail showing behind him and wagging wildly from side to side.

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Cospro rights!!

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Cospro rights!!!!!

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Family gathering

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magicalheirponsol‌:

Shugarl chuckled quietly at that. “Before I was cool and sexy, is it?” At the very least he knew he was aesthetically pleasing to his lover. That was always something to find comfort in. “We can look them over together whenever you wish to.” He thought it may be harder for him to show some of the albums because they contained photos of his previous litter, but Shugarl was already resolved for this. 

It may hurt, but he’d do his best to look past it. “I can imagine. You met my mother, so it’s only fair that I meet yours. I will try my best to have her accept me as your mate.” Shugarl murmured quietly, touching his nose with Izumi’s. An Eskimo kiss, if you will. 

-

Ha, only Mika would listen to the stories and think that they were fun and cool rather than embarrassing and funny. It was good though, as it showed that Mika wasn’t very judgmental– but that was expected. 

“Don’t feel guilty about starting late. We all are different and that’s fine. There’s no shame in that.” Ponsol spoke in a consoling matter, trying to cheer Mika up. “What matters is that you have a heart of gold and I love you.” He added. 

“As for when you can call my mother… maybe after a few days to a week? That should be fine.” 

Izumi giggled when Shugarl repeated his words. If Shugarl could embarrass him by calling him gorgeous then he could call him cool and sexy, right?

“Someday...” he repeated himself, clearly not wanting to delve too much into thoughts of what that eventual reunion might entail. Closing his eyes at the contact he smiled and returned the gesture with a smile “But let’s not think about that now... I’d rather just feel you close to me right now”

-

Mika seemed to blush rather visibly at Ponsol’s praise, a silly laugh coming from his lips as he held on tight to Ponsol’s hand.

“’kay! I’ll do that!” he agreed, happy that he wouldn’t have to wait too much before talking with her again. He was getting better at using the phone and this seemed like a good chance to practice that! To think he’d have someone to call! Amazing!

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Family gathering

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magicalheirponsol‌:

Shugarl gave a wry smile. “That was you who wanted to see all my embarrassing baby pictures that badly.” He taunted. Don’t think that he doesn’t know about how his mother essentially lured you into visiting her by offering to show you more embarrassing pastimes of his. “Of course, I would like to see what you looked like when you were young. I wish to know all about you.” He answered seriously this time around, nuzzling Izumi gently after their shared kiss. 

At Izumi giggling at the compliment, he smiled subtly. “If you blush, you’ll look all the more alluring, I see no problem,” He said as he allowed Izumi to cling harder to him, nuzzling his neck. He wrapped an arm around Izumi’s thin waist and enjoyed the company. 

Considering Izumi never brought up Shugarl meeting his parents up himself, Shguarl was going to bet that they weren’t all too thrilled to know that their son had decided to devote himself to a canine. Cats and dogs are basically opposites from each other, and so it was hard for many of them to get along. Not only that, but many canines had wolf blood in them, and so many were too concerned about lineage. It may have even been the reason why Mika was abandoned, sorry to say. Well, as long as they didn’t demand him to break up with Izumi, he could handle some harassment form the in-laws. “…I love you too.” 

-

“Don’t rush it too much. Take your time and learn properly. The more comfortable and confident you can be, the more stable your abilities will be.” Though the ‘confident’ part was where the issue lay, he suspected. Stressing yourself further by rushing things wouldn’t help anyone, and it could even deter one’s progress. 

Ponsol was in no real hurry to settle down in that regard, so he was willing to wait. He would feel apologetic towards Mika if he really wanted to start a family right away, but he thought it would be best to wait. That way, Mika would have less to stress about once the puppies were born. If Mika could shift properly, then Ponsol can go to work with a peace of mind. 

Ponsol laughed at Mika surprising him with a sneaky kiss, “I’m sure you’ll do fine as long as you work diligently. Let’s both be good parents to our future puppies.” He didn’t know who they were or what they were like yet, but he was excited to see what his puppies would be like. “So did you learn anything fun today? Aside from embarrassing stories?”

“Ehhh~ but it’s nice seeing how you were before being so cool and sexy all the time” he giggled a half-teasing half-serious response, nodding in tender agreement at Shugarl’s comment “if you want we can see the albums I have here. Though i don’t have any embarrassing pictures of myself~ My mother kept them all.”

“Maybe someday... if you’re willing... we can meet her. It won’t go as smoothly or nicely as this reunion... but...” he sighed, trying to push to worrisome thoughts away and just enjoy the moment and the warmth of Shugarl’s body flushed against his own. Yes, he didn’t wanted to sour the night with that, he just wanted to enjoy Shugarl’s affections and fall asleep like that.

Mika lowered his head apologetically - he had a lot to learn about pacing himself as well. He wished he had learnt everything properly at the right time, when he was still a pup, so ponsol didn’t had to worry this much about him. But then again, if that was the case they might have never met each other... then he preferred this one life so much more.

“Ngah? Embarrassing? All the stories I heard were real fun and cool” he replied simply “But, I I learnt some cookin’ tricks! I took notes down so i can try to use ‘em on my own! And since Jasmine said ’ts ‘kay I think I’ll go learn some more cookin’ from her. I wanna learn to make everythin’ you like! I wonder when can I call her... i dun wanna bother her too much” and since he’d have to go out for that regularly, he’d be forced to practice his shifting more and more. It would probably do him some good to see other werecanines and interacting with them.

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Family gathering

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magicalheirponsol‌:

“My mother is very understanding, so I wasn’t worried about her. She was mated with my father even though his entire family was against it because she’s only part wolf.” Shugarl shook his head at the thought. He could understand why lineage was important, but he thought that love was even more so important. How could you expect to raise a strong family if there was no love involved? Then you wouldn’t care much for what happened to your family. The entire line could die off. 

His eyes softened and he placed a gentle kiss on Izumi’s lips in response. “If you want me to, I can meet your parents as well.” He wasn’t sure if they’d be as open minded as his mother was, but if Izumi wanted to introduce him to his parents,  he would go and meet them. Regardless of what happened, he refused to leave Izumi’s side. “They could look more like you and grow up to be gorgeous.” 

-

“Keep working hard and we can start a family of our own one day. For now, I think we should wait.” It would be best for them to start a family once Mika was used to shifting between his two forms. It would probably be very stressful on the children if Mika couldn’t control his own shifting abilities. Especially since they had such a size difference in their shifted forms, Mika would likely have to stay in his human form to take the puppies to term. 

Otherwise, he’d be way too full of puppies to survive. They’d be too big for his little body to handle, or the body would try to birth the puppies too soon to make up for his smaller frame. That was dangerous for the puppies and he didn’t want to lose a litter that way. “Haha, i’m looking forward to it. Learn a lot and have me rely on you too.” He raised his hand to give the back of Mika’s hand a kiss. 

Izumi hummed. Up until meeting Shugarl he only had incidental knowledge of werewolves, but he could see why a husky in a wolf family would raise some eyebrows. As far as he knew lineage was very important for them, and Shugarl’s words seemed to match that image. Though the experience of his parents seemed to have driven Shugarl away from that mentality... which he was grateful for, as that meant the could stay with him just like this.

“Eh? Did you wanted to see my embarrassing baby pictures so badly?” he teased in a drifting whisper, a smile forming against Shugarl’s warm lips. While he wasn’t specially close to his parents and they seemed on edge about ‘his boyfriend the wolf’-as they called him-, he guessed a proper introduction should happen at some point... he had considered it ever since he decided Shugarl was his forever.

“You’re gonna make me blush” he giggled a bit at the compliment, fingers curling as he clung harder to Shugarl’s shirt, nuzzling his neck and hiding his face there “... love you”

Mika simply nodded at Ponsol’s suggestion. He was certainly anxious himself, despite his cheerful exterior. How could he take care of little puppies if he couldn’t even take care of himself? He’d have to work hard to be a capable full-fledged were-dog!

The sudden movement as his hand was raised up made him turn his head, the sudden kiss making his cheeks flush red so fast he could almost feel his ears popping through his hair. Luckily he was good enough to control himself by now and just giggled with that warm melodious tone he often had when he felt completely happy.

“Mnhm~ just ya wait~ I’ll be the best wife ya could dream of!” he replied proudly, taking his chance when Ponsol let his hand down to steal a small peck from the corner of his lips. He’d start as soon as possible by practicing his cooking - and learning from Jasmine how to shift better. With a clear goal in mind there was nothing he couldn’t do - that’s how Ponsol’s presence made him feel.

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Family gathering

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magicalheirponsol‌:

Now that everyone had left, Shugarl took the time to embrace Izumi and kiss his forehead. He was happy that Izumi was willing to go through with this reunion. He worked hard, and he put up with a lot tonight. “Thank you for meeting with my family, Izumi.” He thanked him quietly, leading Izumi towards the couch in the living room so the two of them could cuddle. 

Izumi could curl up around him and take a kitty nap if he so pleased. Shugarl wouldn’t mind it and he may even take a nap with him. “Hopefully we can have a family of our own one day.” 

-

Ponsol was leading the way back home, holding Mika’s hand in his own. “How was it, Mika? Meeting the family, that is?” He was curious to know what Mika thought about the whole reunion. He doubted it, but maybe he was holding back some of his thoughts during the actual reunion itself? 

He was a bit worried in the beginning, but it seemed like he warmed up to both his mother and Izumi towards the end. “It may be difficult at first, but hopefully you and I will be able to have a family of our own.” 

“Thanks for suggesting it. It seems like my worried were unfounded” he replied, letting himself be lead to the couch and easily cuddling up in Shugarl’s lap. he could turn into his kitten form but he liked this kind of contact too. Wrapping his arms around Shugarl’s neck he gave him a meaningful lick on the cheek “It was actually pretty nice... your mother was very understanding too.”

Just how different it’d be if they were to meet his own parents, he thought, lazily closing his eyes and resting his head against Shugarl’s shoulder, feeling more and more sleepy. “Mnh... i hope so too... your puppies would certainly be... very cute” he whispered, happily thinking of what could be.

Mika loved any and all contact that came from Ponsol, but he had to admit holding hands was one of his favorite. Being lead around like this was great! Ponsol was always so reliable! Still, he was pretty tired too from all the stress, and he’d probably flop into a tired ball of fur once they were back home.

“It was fun! I’m glad we came!” Mika chirped, bouncing again already “It was a tiny bit scary ‘t first ‘cuz i was worried I’d mess up... but they're both super kind and invited me to talk to ‘em again! They said they’d help me learn how to be a good mama like them” he admitted with a smile, squeezing a bit on Ponsol’s hand "Mnh! I hope so too! Imma learn lots so ya can rely on me too!”