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tear-dropp-deactivated20241031

"ur overthinking this"

bro i don't have any other type of thinking available

Twitch is the world's leading video platform and community for gamers.

My fiancé’s streaming COD if anyone’s Interested to watch he’s just started out I’d love to be able to help him get more viewers 💜

#twitch #call of duty #streaming

1hat3u

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

starting-to-feel-just-right

I’ve never seen anything so accurate though

sinistra-orlok

we-all-got-scars-again

IT’S MARCH

Uh… It’s still May…

It’s august

me: compulsively switches between the same 4 apps for 12 hours straight because i’m absolutely incapable of being left alone w my thoughts

I fell so madly in love with you so fast. You were perfect you cared for me and made me feel like I was the only girl you cared about. That lasted a few months until you found someone else. You came back a few weeks later. I forgave you and everything was okay. I was happy again. You loved me again. We went through ups and down but go through them together. We fought, like every couple does. I'd be pissy and snappy and you'd be stubborn. No sense ever came from the arguments but we always made up because we loved each other. Then you did something unimaginable... You proposed. I had to hold back the tears as you asked me I knew from the moment you walked into the room there was something you had to say. I have never felt happiness like that day. We lied in each other's arms telling each other how much we loved them. Things were good, there were still arguments but nothing big. We started to talk about a family. A baby. I wanted a baby girl. I knew he would spoil her and hoped she would have his blue eyes. The second he said the name I loved it. Lynott. After Phil lynott from thin Lizzy an Irish band. Perfect no matter the gender. I was scared about money and a home and a job. But I was never scared you would leave. I knew there would never be a moment of doubt in your mind, you would never walk out on your family. Then things changed. I took it too far and I argued with you. I was sad you were never around and never bothered to say goodbye or I love you when you left. You would just leave and come back in a while. It was too much for you so you broke it off. At first you wernt sure and just wanted a break. You needed to think. I sat up every day and night in tears, shaking asking myself why I was the way I am. Why did I have to pointlessly argue? Why did I drive you away? After a week of he'll. Not sure who you were sleeping with....not sure if you were even still alive. Then you came back. You were sorry you still wanted a family and a life together. I was so happy. I threw my pill aside and haven't found it since. The next morning I argued with you. Why was I so stupid? What is wrong in my brain? Why do I do this? You ended It there and then. Not even 24 hours and I started a fight. How stupid could I be he asked. I just cried and begged him to stay. He couldn't. He said he still loves me he just can't put up with constant arguments. He doesn't want to break up but it's for the best he wants to stay friends. He still wants me to live with him. Then the truth came out. He had slept with someone else before he came back. After almost crying to me about how much it hurts him to imagine me with another man after telling me he wouldn't be moving on any time soon he didn't plan to didn't think he could. I was stupid. I believed him but he had already moved on and slept with someone else. Like I didn't matter. You can't love someone and jump into bed with someone meaningless it doesn't work that way. You were never really in love or maybe you just stopped loving me. I don't know when you did, you say you still do. But how could you, how can I believe you? How I stop getting hurt over and over. I can't be without you. I've become to dependant on you. I imagined a life with you. Children. Something that has always terrified me but with you that didn't matter. As long as it was our. A mini us. But that's gone. Now I sit at home alone. Our home. I don't k ow where you are. You're not sad or you don't show it but I sit here shaking crying struggling for breath. So many questions running through my head. I can't be without you I need you I can't stop loving you. How do I stop loving you? Keep going without You? Forget about you.... I don't think that will ever happen.

archiecomics

Cussy loves the snow

#gif #cos #boxercollie #happypupper #snow #ireland

prideprejudce

alright disney,,,,,,if yall are really going to be going on some ‘live action remake of all our old cartoon movies spree’ then listen up,,,,,atlantis. do you hear me?atlantis the lost empire (2001). diverse cast. strong plot. good moral lessons that kids will understand. everything. no more cinderella no more snow white no more sleeping blondie. a t l a n t i s

nekosol

If I get to see the giant lobster break their submarine in top quality cgi I am literally gonna die

grungegrudge

I vote for Cole Sprouse to play Milo

#atlantis disney milo colesprouse

64bitwar

this is stomp dog it shows up to stomp away sadness

thenatsdorf

via beatrixbeaverhousen

zabchan

this story warmed my heart

pokefan211

That happened to me and my dog also. She just sat there and cried until another dog showed up.

thatadhdfeel

That feel when you can’t understand spoken instructions and you get really lost

meme-theft

65-percent-puns

PLEASE TURN YOUR SOUND ON

kinkshaming-butler

MOTHER LET ME FIGHT

stuck-inasmalltown

i don’t mean to be political, but what if everyone had basic human rights

xchickengirlx

kaible-deactivated20181205

“He’s behind me making that fucking face again. I don’t even have to turn around to know it. God damn it. I hate that goddamned stupid face he makes. God fucking damnit.”