I think my life is flat. Every my friends ask me to tell something about my life i always say, āThereās no something interesting about me, my life is flat.ā Itās going better even after i say that, one of my friend say like this too, but actually i konow her life isnāt flat, because she often tell something to me. Alhamdulillah, she trust me to get her story J
But now, i realize that my life isnāt really flat. Thereās little story who make it more interesting. I think itās about a love story (but i swear this posting isnāt about love story at all). This story begin when came someone who iāve liked before. I succeed to forget him before. But he came to me with more affection. Heāll succeed to made me smile. And finally i realize that i know i love him again. May be iām who really consider that his behavior means affection to me. Because someday i realize maybe he just want to make me his runaway, or something like that. In this case i forget about the people say that ādonāt believe a strangerā altough this boy isnāt really-really a stranger to me :D
This boy succeed to make me crying him, but i know i never crying for Allah, i feel really fault but i donāt know how to do. I feel itās not me, but i canāt make me back to really iām. I known as a girl who really care to much about her study, a girl who donāt want thinking about her love story, but i break it today. I know iām torn, nothing fine iām torn.
But now i know, itās make me know what the function of bestfriends. Iām calling them, and let them going to the mall, i want to forget my pain. And i tell my story to one of them (why i just tell my story to one of them? Because i still feel that my life is flat, altough isnāt really-really flat too :D and because i just believe one of them to get my story, finally i know why my friend trust me to get her story too before J ) But itās not meant i never believe my another friends, no. I just feel better when i tell my story to one of them J And itās true, after i tell my story my pain is little lost.Ā When we tell our story itās same like we give someone our memory who we donāt want to forget this memory, therefore why we tell it, and itās the reason too why after we tell our story our pain is lost J
My friends is always make me smile in every ways. When weāre on the school, weāre on the foodcourt, weāre on the shoe store, weāre on the department store, and weāre on my friends house, we canāt stop laughing about something. They are is really succeed to make me feel better, altough i not tell my story to another my friends, but they still make me feel better.
Now iām going better. Now iām going to search university, i canāt focus to search an university when i fallin love with someone before (someone who i tell on above) i want to go to the same university with him before, but now iām feeling better when i little succed to forget him. Now i can more focus to understand my life J So from this story, we can learn that its better to go back to the who we are. Keep calm, because thereās someone who comfortable with who we are.Ā
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