Sliding my fingers though your hair, you can’t help but just slowly start to sink into my hands, the only thing echoing in your mind is the soft ticking of the clock
We were just talking earlier. You were discussing all of the things that went on in your life, ranting a bit about the parts that made you tired and made you pissed off. You were obviously stressed, and I just wanted to help
So I started to talk slowly and softly, a soft smile plastered upon my face as I purposefully talked in rhythmic tunes, speaking praises about all the ways you continue to push though, even though you so obviously have such a hard time in your day to day life
And of course, you feel relief over being heard. Feels like people these days either joke about it and play it off or not listen and joke about it too you, like you were somehow weaker than.
And if continued, and why wouldn’t I? You had such a hard day, you really needed some way to relax.
You’ve been so strong all week, I’d coo, and you’ve worked so hard, it must be so stressful.
Don’t worry, it’s fine… I’d say, speaking softly, almost hypnotically
It’s ok to be with me, when I’m here, your brains can just go blank
You don’t need to work, not at all, not while I’m here. Just listen to my voice, and let yourself relax
And of course, you softly nod. It’s ok to relax, isn’t it? It’s ok to let down your guard and let the stress fall to the wayside, even if it’s just for a moment, right?
So, naturally, you’d relax more in my presence, sighing softly in relief
And as you do, I just can only hope but have you listen to my words, my voice, as I continued to speak softly to you
And it’s ok, to have your mind go blank. It’s ok if you’re not in total control
Who wants that? Control over your own mind, when someone else can take the front seat for you and control it for you?
Doesn’t it sound amazing?
And slowly, you nod. It does sound rather nice, even if it’s just for a moment.
Of course it sounds nice.
I can take care of you, me.
I can take your front seat for you, if you’d allow me
And… why not. You’ve been working so hard lately, so stressed lately, maybe this is just what you need
So naturally, your body starts to relax, and your eyes begin to soften up, mind no longer needing to focus on anything.
You just let yourself go blank. As you should.
As it has always meant to be.
And my words, they just coil around you.
They coil around your body, my soft words being like binds against your skin, slowly tightening around you.
Except, that’s not right.
They’re not coiling around you… they’ve been around you this entire time.
This entire time, they’ve always been around you. My words have always been there, coiling around you like a snake.
It’s just now, when you’re in these mindless moments, when you can’t think and only feel do you even notice them.
And slowly, but surly, they’ve been wrapping around you even more, not wanting to let go.
Because I don’t want to let go.
I won’t let go. And you won’t be able to stop me.
In fact, I don’t think you want to stop me. You look so calm in these binds, so mindless and relax
Being mindless makes you relax.
Being relaxed makes you mindless.
No matter how you put it, you’ll always end up like this.
And it’s so beautiful, watching how you fall limp and how your eyes fog up, how your mouth opens slightly and how your eyes droop
Being mindless makes you relax
Relaxing makes you mindless
Mindlessness makes you relax
Relaxing makes you mindless.
You see the pattern here yet?
And maybe there are these stray thoughts in your head, not wanting to leave. Those pesky thoughts of yours that won’t leave you alone.
Don’t worry, I’ll take care of them
I’ll just slowly slide my hand. Though your head, fingers sliding against your scalp
My fingers just begin to brush away the stray thoughts that might have lingers
Slowly sliding down, feeling your hair
It feels nice, doesn’t it? Feels nice to be mindless, feels nice to be relaxed
Can’t have one without the other, huh?
But you don’t mind. In fact, I’d say you look happy about it. I’m so glad
Slowly, I’ll pull my hand out of your hair and go back in, brushing out the stray thoughts
You feel how it fogs up your mind even more, making it feel numb inside.
Your brain just feels so numb and warm, making it so hard for you to even think
Doesn’t it feel good? To be numb, relaxed, and mindless?
Because you’re going to be staying like this for a long time…
Until I feel like letting you go, or until you take a nap
And I won’t be letting you go any time soon….
So, be a good little teddy for me, and just relax
