“Focus.”
One word, two syllables, that’s all it takes.
Suddenly my thoughts aren’t mine, and my body floods with a fuzzy warmth. I’m yours.
Focus.
That’s all it takes.
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“Focus.”
One word, two syllables, that’s all it takes.
Suddenly my thoughts aren’t mine, and my body floods with a fuzzy warmth. I’m yours.
Focus.
That’s all it takes.
Laura can't resist
CW: brainwashing, corruption, bimbofication, personality erasure,
TW: be aware, this work of fiction uses triggers of the B*mbi Sl**p audio files.
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Laura’s hands trembled as she stared down at the headphones on her desk. For a week she had kept them out of reach, hidden beneath books and scarves as though burying them might bury the pull they had on her. She had deleted the contacts that whispered too close to her name, scrubbed her messages clean of those phrases that twisted her insides into goo. Even her closet looked different now. Pastels folded away, skirts and silks pressed to the back, as if out of sight meant out of mind.
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How would ego’s dick look like? And how would he be in bed.
ego jinpachi SERIOUS analysis (atleast its serious on my end)
Contents; dick size, hair or no hair?, veins, sensitivity, vocal or not?, dick color, etc.
Now firstly, we have to take in account of his particular disliking for summer and heat trust me this is important! We also have to take in the fact that he is a very LANKY AND TALL person, extremely busy, only eats ramen, and hates protein.
I want to first start by assessing the size of it. Since he is a tall person (6’2) now im not too good with size so after getting peoples opinions id like to settle on 5.8 inches soft and 7 inches hard with 3.1 girth.
He is obviously cut (i mean come on now.. look at him) SHAVED LITERALLY CLEAN NO HAIR. i know some of you ego girlies like to say it’d be hairy or there would be a bit of hair! but im putting my foot down this time! The man HATES the heat and summer. The only time id expect a bit of hair on it is in winter and i still think it would be trimmed very often!
Now id personally like to say it be veiny.. now hear me out! His hands have lots of veins, when he gets angry you can see veins on his neck, and in the recent chapters with his new suit you can clearly see slight veins in his arms sometimes! Hence how it would be veiny, preferably it would be veiny closer to his “family jewels” if you know.. (his balls lol😭)
Now he is always working! We know he only gets 2-4 hours of sleep! (It’s canonical i believe..) meaning he never has time to jack off (masturbate) leading ego to develop slight sensitivity.. and where may this sensitivity be? ON THE TIP!! I swear hes sensitive on the tip! Like if you just suck on the tip i bet it would already make him release little beads of pre cum~ (am i the only one who thinks that would be a bit cute tho? My shaylaa🫶🫶)
I think he would be a groaner and a whiner/whimperer. I mean that he is kind of a tsundere if yk what i mean so he probably would not want to admit he is feeling any sort of pleasure causing him to groan a bit as he clutches the bed sheets trying to suppress his voice and as he gets a bit closer he would start to whimper a bit but very soft whines and whimpers!
Now what would the colors be tho? I was a bit stuck on this one but im pretty set on it being #F5F1ED and #F0E3DE on the tip. Now im not too good with color but i wanted to choose something a bit pale that would still suit him.
Now without further a do! Lets get into how he would be in bed!
Now because he doesnt get a lot of rest, he HATES protein, and he is always sitting down and not doing much physical work he would most likely rather you get on top of him while he slowly pushes your hips up and down with his hands.
He definitely would keep going while you are already finishing and would continue until he finishes regardless of whether or not you have already orgasmed and probably enjoys overstimulating you.
During days when he is worked up/tense he will often use you to relieve his stress a bit. While doing this he is absolutely dominant and extremely rough Almost at a tormenting pace and will not stop until he is completely relaxed.
He absolutely despises it when you attempt to hold back your voice (hypocrite..) he will pound you more roughly and specifically against “the spot” if you bite your lip or put your hand over your mouth.
Ego looks like a freak and is a freak. He would probably let you tie him up, gag him, strangle him. Though i think he would specifically prefer being tied up. (Things boys have to do. Probably being tied up all the time or something/ref)
He LOVES it when you beg him, when you go stupid,when you moan his name, or even when your eyes roll up He treats it as a kind of fuel for his ego and it only makes him want to ruin you further.
his favorite pose is missionary. He prefers it since he can properly dominate you plus he can properly feel the right type of stimulation on the tip.
ALRIGHT! That is all people! If you have any thing you would like to add feel free to comment it! Disagreement and opinions allowed ^^
A single phrase ruined by Finn Wolfhard:
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You enjoyed flaunting it, Did you not~?
That adorable little brain of yours, all smug and quick, throwing around proofs and solving equations like it was nothing as if it made you special.
You were mid-sentence, some tangent about eigenvalues or some dirt like that, and I just tilted my head and whispered “Blank now.”
Just like that… it all started to slip
All the little cute symbols on the page stopped making sense first. You blinked, tried to reread them, but they just floated away, like leaves in the summer breeze~ Twisted into nonsense.
Next~ you forgot what the equation meant. What were you even trying to explain, little one~? You don't know. It's all just… Gone.
That gentle panic in your eyes as you realised what I took away, the power I hold over you~
Delicious. And now… look at you~ Mouth parted, Eyes foggy, trying so, so, so hard to hold onto something that isn't yours anymore.
You don’t get to be both clever and obedient. Hehe~ No… You get to kneel. You get to drool. You get to forget.
And next time, you feel like flaunting silly words like ‘vector’ or ‘matrix’ around like you are some kind of smart pet, you will feel that same sweet blankness drippingg into your mind~ Tugging you down.
deeep, deep down Into the lovely, helpless quiet where all your silly little thoughts belong…
With me~
Reminiscing being a form of self-hypnosis. Recalling the way their voice sounded when they said "drop" or "blank" or "deeper" or any other form of soft spoken word. Hearing it in your mind as if they were speaking it right into your ear all over again. Finding yourself staring into space, eyes unfocused, lost in the memory of that haze of trance, and perhaps pleasantly finding there's no real reason to leave it. The lights may be on, but you're not home at the moment.
Not sure if this is a hot take or not, but I'm going to say it. Astarion is more than his trauma and he doesn't need to be treated with kid gloves.
I say this as someone who relates hard with his backstory, and as someone who has heaps of C-PTSD from years of abuse.
I love his soft moments and absolutely think he deserves to be with someone who makes him feel safe, physically and emotionally. But, I also love that he's an asshole, is flippant, is egotistical, is rash and that he is flawed. It makes him into a fully realized person.
A person who, rather than being fixed, needs someone who will accept him and be patient with him. A person who, rather than needing a protector, needs someone who will give him a safe space to figure shit out and make mistakes.
As someone who struggles with sexual trauma and body autonomy issues, the way the fandom treats his character sometimes really makes me cringe. People with sexual trauma are still allowed to want and enjoy sex, whether it's with a longterm partner or a one-night stand. That's okay, just as long as it's their decision and they feel safe. People with sexual trauma are also allowed to be hot, and people shouldn't be made to feel guilty for thinking so.
Unless someone is being a creep, I'm always flattered when I'm complimented on my looks. It makes me feel good about myself and I'm not ashamed of that.
People with trauma are allowed to be strong, capable, successful and powerful. They are not damsels in constant need of soothing and saving. They are also allowed to be flawed, ignorant, rude and capable of making really dumb decisions. I've made plenty.
They are also allowed to be motivated by more than just their trauma.
Let's not take Astarion's autonomy away once again by making him into this fragile little lamb who is in constant need of hugs and soothing.
Let him be a sassy asshole who is capable of protecting himself and the people he cares about. Let him be more than just a damsel in distress and actually listen to him when he says he wants his autonomy.
Autonomy also means being seen as something more than a fragile babygirl in constant need of protecting.
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