By the time I was twenty I had lost all respect for dogs. My mother says that dad didn't beat our dogs because he would take them out for walks afterward. He beat them with wire hangers. By twenty three I had lost all respect for her as well. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say.. I clearly love dogs now. They behave the way dogs do and I respect that. My mother is not a dog. I am not a dog. Why am I behaving like one? Cats. Cats choose you, but that's a different story. #abuse #relationships #ptsd #mymothersdaughter #cantsleep #catperson #abusiverelationship #toxicfriend #orthorexiarecovery #adultswitheds #ednos #edrecovery #recoverforfamily #edfamily #dontworrybefatty











