Miss Ashlin

Internet slut Non binary, they/she

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Shall I get your dinner started?

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I miss this corset, too bad my chest was too heavy for it

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I miss this

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Heard there was a ban lift 👀

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My fp requested some space. I know she needs it and she's having her own problems right now

I'm driving myself crazy not being able to talk to her

I hope she will want me back soon

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Involuntary age regression sucks

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The symptoms flare up when I was with you was too hard to handle

The symptoms that came when I requested distance may be too hard to survive

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Went ony first date with a woman in a long while

I forgot how it feels to have butterflies and to feel nervous excitement

I hope this doesn't change how I feel about my husband, but idk

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I've been out as a lesbian for about 2 years now

My partner is amab and I'm starting to feel I don't want to be with them anymore

Idk what to do

They are my favorite person so my bpd doesn't even allow me to leave even if I want to

Idk what to do

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My favorite person has been losing interest in spicy time over the past 2 years. They keep saying I'm still attractive to them, but they show no interest in me that way anymore.

I can't stop hating myself and my body

Maybe if I change, they will want me again

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Impulsivity is something I struggle with all the time

I spent a bit over 700kr in one day and I cannot afford to do that

I absolutely hate myself when I can't control my spending

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The only reason I am still alive, is so I won't make you sad

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The way my disorder works, inhearntly means I only matter in times of crisis.

I feel big emotions constantly, so over time, people feel they only need/can be there for me is when it's a dangerous feeling.

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My disorder is making my partner feel like they can't be themselves

I get upset and hurt too easily

They'd be better off without me

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I can tell that my disorder is wearing my partner down

Do I leave to protect them?

Do I leave before they can?

Will they even leave or will we burn this relationship down together....

I can't tell if these thoughts are reality or my illness speaking for me again

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Realizing I am gay 3 years into a heterosexual marriage is not how I wanted things to go

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I've reached out for help my entire life

But seems no one is actually willing