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If a ship makes you happy then greatÂ
â€ïž keep on shipping â€ïž
Since there seems to be some confusion in the notes about this: If you like a ship, keep on shipping. Even if someone else doesnât like it. Even if someone thinks youâre wrong for liking it.Â
Someone else not liking a ship for whatever reason is not a reason to stop shipping it if you like it.Â
If a ship makes you happy then great.Â
â€ïž keep on shipping  â€ïž
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This is giving me English gothic / Hogwarts / Slytherin origins vibes and I'm here for it
Reblog if you write fan fiction
Doesnât matter if you write in a frequent basis, or once in a blue moon, just how many of us are there?
Iâm
âȘïž living in the moment
âȘïž stuck on the past
âȘïž paranoid about the future
đ longing for a gorgeous immortal being with a horrifying backstory to turn me into his eternal partner so I can abandon all responsibilities and live away from society as we know it
Well, shit
let boys cry.
cuddle boys while they cry.
tell boys theyâre pretty.
Give boys flowers
take boys on cute dates
Let boys wear makeup
compliment boys on their bodies
let boys wear crop tops
call boys beautiful
Let boys wear earrings
let boys pierce their bellies
Let boys paint their nails
let boys be belly dancers
let boys be themselves
this thread is so perfect.
This goes for trans, nonbinary, and cis boys âĄ
good pure post
Some words to use when writing things:
winking
clenching
pulsing
fluttering
contracting
twitching
sucking
quivering
pulsating
throbbing
beating
thumping
thudding
pounding
humming
palpitate
vibrate
grinding
crushing
hammering
lashing
knocking
driving
thrusting
pushing
force
injecting
filling
dilate
stretching
lingering
expanding
bouncing
reaming
elongate
enlarge
unfolding
yielding
sternly
firmly
tightlyÂ
harshly
thoroughly
consistently
precision
accuracy
carefully
demanding
strictly
restriction
meticulously
scrupulously
rigorously
rim
edge
lip
circle
band
encircling
enclosing
surrounding
piercing
curl
lock
twist
coil
spiral
whorl
dip
wet
soak
madly
wildly
noisily
rowdily
rambunctiously
decadent
degenerate
immoral
indulgent
accept
take
invite
nook
indentation
niche
depression
indent
depress
delay
tossing
writhing
flailing
squirming
rolling
wriggling
wiggling
thrashing
struggling
grappling
striving
straining
Appetite -Â craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal
Arouse -Â agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up
Assault - attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound Beautiful - admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting Brutal - atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild Burly â able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed Carnal - animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean Dangerous - alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous Dark - atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched Delicious - enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty Ecstasy - delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled Ecstatic - delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild Erotic - amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing Gasp - catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded Heated - ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous Hunger - appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst Hungry - avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting Intense - forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous Liquid - damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping Lithe - agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry Moan - beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl Moving - (exciting,) affecting, effective arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling Need - compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen Pain - ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart Painful - aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded Perverted - aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile Pleasurable - charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent Pleasure - bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven Rapacious- avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering Rapture - bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy Rigid - adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering Sudden - abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning Thrust - (forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel (push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick Thunder-struck - amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback Torment - agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe Touch - (physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap (mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize Wet - bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water Wicked - abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched Writhe - agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yankÂ
//MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS - HERE IS THE ANSWER TO THE PROBLEM OF FINDING THAT RIGHT WORD!!!!!
Iâve reblogged it before, and Iâll reblog it again
This might be helpful.
I still canât believe that fanfiction is free
I sometimes have to pay for water, but with a phone and some wifi, I get to read whole novels about my favorite characters for exactly zero additional dollars
How goddamn rad is that
all the love to the fanfic authors who make this possible, y'all are the best
If Brand Names Were Anime Characters
Credit: @sillvi_illustrations
This went from normal to oddly dark to normal again, gave me whiplash
Is the artist ok�
i just really like how they made BMW a sneering german-looking guy. perfectly captures the essence of the brand and its customers.
Iâm just a sprite trying really hard to be a coke.
Wow this is incredible!
@luci-on-the-moon
some of yall dont know that the title is actually supposed to be âif brand names were villainsâ
and it REALLY shows
Reblog
Tom Holland is the best spiderman Stan Lee said it
Tom Holland is the best spiderman Stan Lee said it
Tom Holland is the best spiderman Stan Lee said it
Tom Holland is the best spiderman Stan Lee said it
Tom Holland is the best spiderman Stan Lee said it
Reblog for good luck
Bonus:
Me being traumatized and not wanting that to happen to other kids makes me a bad person now :)) Iâm disgusting :)) and horrible :)) and itâs my fault that happened :)) and everybody hates me more now :)) cool. Cool. Cool. Cool. Cool.
You are not horrible. And I do not hate you. It is not your fault that it happened. But things that are marked as adult very clearly are not for kids, and if you read it anyway it is on the people who should have been supervising you and did not intervene, or, assuming that you were old enough to know what âadult contentâ means and chose to engage with stuff produced by adult fans for adult fans, on you for ignoring the warnings.
If a ten year old child goes to a library right now, and walks to the romance section and pulls down a book, that childâs guardians are responsible for saying âHey now that is not for you.â If that same child comes back at thirteen and, knowing there is content in that book that adults do not want them to read, furtively hides away from guardianâs eyes and reads it anyway, that is not the fault of the library for having that book, or the author for writing it.
I am very sorry youâve been hurt. But adults are going to produce content for adults, and if you ignore the guidelines set in place to keep kids out of that content, then thatâs not the fault of the adults who wrote the stuff.
When I was 14 years old, I was in Sailor Moon fandom. Now, that might sound pretty family friendly, but rest assured, there was plenty of smut and plenty of REALLY dark-ass shit.
All this shit was marked, though not NEARLY as thoroughly as is common now-a-days, with a rating. R meant it was probably not for kids, NC-17 meant it was ABSOLUTELY not for kids. It didnât always mean there was sex, just that the author recognized that the topics and themes they were covering were dark and shown/discussed very explicitly, and that it was really not something a kid should be reading.
When, at 14 years old, I went into a clearly-labeled NC-17 Sailor Moon fic, and I was DEEPLY triggered by some of the content in it. It wasnât even the darkest parts, but it was explicit suicidal ideation and planning that dug right in to the low-level desire to die that Iâd been struggling with for 2 years, and I was in a pretty bad place for the rest of the week.
I did not and do not blame the author of that fic. All the really dark/violent fics I read had much more content warning than the sexy fic I ever read, and this one had been not only rated as âadultâ but listed âexplicit violenceâ and âsuicideâ in the authorâs notes at the beginning.
I had chosen to read this fic. After I read this fic, I did not read fics I knew included suicide for a few months (until I started writing my own to deal with my feelings, whole other story), and I stopped reading that particular authorâs fics because most of them were very dark and violent, and I realized I probably shouldnât be reading them.
I was 14 years old and I recognized that a) since I was unsupervised online (by design) I was responsible for staying away from upsetting things, and b) that the person writing the fic wasnât to blame for my reaction when I went in knowing full well it was a fic that was not intended for me. And hell, c) I RECOGNIZED AT 14 THAT R AND NC-17 RATED FICS (what on AO3 would be M or E rated) WERE NOT INTENDED FOR ME. Â
I refuse to hold young people to a lower standard than I was held to - both by fandom culture and myself - when I was a teen. Not because âI had it bad so you have to tooâ, because I didnât have it bad! But if I could do it, SO CAN YOU. If you read a clearly marked fic and youâre triggered because of mental illness stuff, itâs nobodyâs fault. If you read a clearly marked fic and youâre triggered because of trauma stuff, itâs the fault of the person who traumatized you. But if youâre reading a clearly-marked fic and know it could trigger you, or it triggers you because your trigger is odd or rare and no one would think to tag for it, it is not the fault of the author or archive. Just because itâs not your fault doesnât mean itâs the fault of the fanfic author who did their absolute best to warn for the contents of their fic. And if you read a fic intentionally on AO3 that has chosen the âchooses not to use archive warningsâ option, thatâs a risk you have chosen to take. The only time a fanfic author is to blame is if they intentionally misrepresent their fic as not having violence/sex/whatever and it actually does.
Otherwise, itâs not their fault, and it sucks ass that youâre hurt, but you are ultimately in charge of your online experience. And if you find yourself intentionally reading/seeking out things you know may upset you, then you should ask a parent to curate your internet experience for you, because youâre clearly not yet capable of doing it for yourself.
Also, sorry dash for the spam, but one more thing:
IF YOU INTENTIONALLY SEEK OUT CONTENT YOU KNOW MAY UPSET YOU, YOU ARE SELF-HARMING.
Self-harm is intentionally harming or injuring yourself, and intentionally triggering yourself is a form of self-harm.
âSelf-harm is intentionally harming or injuring yourself, and intentionally triggering yourself is a form of self-harm.â
Oh. I knew that. I know I knew that. I just never put it together with some of my behavior before. Jinkies.
ANYWAY.
Yes.
A friend whose kinky smut I desired to read sent me the thing they were most proud of, I started reading, and nearly immediately ran across something super, super upsetting to me, and I spent the next two days shaking my hands out and growling because it brought bad thoughts to the surface.
That was not his fault. That was not my fault. Itâs just a thing that happened.
Sometimes, folks, when you get triggered, thereâs nobody who can rightly be blamed.
Blaming people who write content you find disturbing are not obligated to stop writing or sharing it because it upsets you. They arenât actually even obligated to tag it, even though that is A) now commonly accepted fic manners, and B) something that I absolutely 100% would do.
I get that fandom is supposed to feel like a haven away from all the nasty bullshit that the world foists upon us. And it can be. I even think that yes, to an extent it should be.
However.
That does not mean that there arenât adult spaces within fandom. That doesnât mean that fandom itself, all fandom, is a safe space and that everyone in it is obligated to try to take care of you.
You need to do that yourself. You need to be comfortable with the idea that some people will like things you personally find awful or upsetting. And you need to learn how to disengage.
Anon is not a bad person. It was not their fault they were traumatized. Nobody should be. What happened doesnât make anon disgusting, and it doesnât mean that what happened was their fault. Nobody should hate them.
But fandom content has literally nothing to do with what was done to them, except for reminding them of it. Thatâs extremely unpleasant, but itâs not a reason to tell everyone âStop doing this thing!â
Even if somebody is forcing you to look at it (I donât mean you stumble across untagged adult content by accident, I mean someone actually makes you look at it) itâs not the content creatorâs fault (unless they ARE the person making you look at it, in which case it is obviously very wrong).
So please, stop. Itâs not that we donât care.
Itâs that we figure youâre old enough to find your own way around, and come up with your own ways of protecting yourself from content you donât want to see.
Most of yâall grew up in a VASTLY more permissive cultural context than I did. Most of you donât understand how terrible, patronizing, stifling, and stunting it is to have fandom spaces sterilized of all but the most wholesome content. You may think you do. You really probably donât.
Please stop trying to drag us back there. Itâs only going to wear you out. Those of us who lived through it once? Weâre not going to tolerate it happening again, even though, this time, itâs coming from within fandom itself.
Hereâs the issue the though. Fanfiction is beginning to replace published fiction as the main source of entertainment for a lot of people. Fiction may not affect reality in the sense of short term changes, but it does affect reality in terms of long term changes.
Many of the misconceptions and stereotypes exist in society because of the media we consume. People think sharks are these evil creatures that attack humans because of movies like Jaws. People think negatively of hunters regardless of context because of the way hunters are portrayed as greed scumbags that cares more about money or getting a trophy than the animals they are hunting. Our perception of reality is often times colored by the media we consume. Like it or not, you as media creator have a responsibility to your readers in the same way that a teacher has a responsibility to their student.
Authors arenât and donât have to be ~teachers~. I have no responsibility to not write weird porn because someone m i g h t read it and take the wrong âmessageâ. Oneâs perception of reality is not solely or even predominantly colored by mediaâ itâs colored as much by your social and cultural communities. Itâs colored by mass media. Itâs colored by your friends, your parents, the news, the politicians in your area.
Bad art is allowed to exist. Art you donât like is allowed to exist. Art you donât think is moral is allowed to exist. Art you donât understand is allowed to exist. Art can be a teaching tool, but it is not required to be. Artists are not and do not have to be teachers.
Also, a massive [citation needed] on the âfanfiction is replacing mainstream fictionâ because looooool nah. Not to mention most fic authors probably also read published fiction.
âBad art is allowed to exist. Art you donât like is allowed to exist. Art you donât think is moral is allowed to exist. Art you donât understand is allowed to exist.â
(my favorite) ways to say i love you
youâre really something, arenât you
come here
sit next to me?
youâre my favorite
i was just thinking about you
i notice you all the time
here, i made this for you
this song reminds me of you
if you do it, iâll do it
i miss you so much
i wish i had known you sooner
youâre warm
Peter Parker trying to impress his boss who he desperately wants to get fucked over the desk by.
(Gifs arenât mine)
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It feels like high-school presentation day all over again. His palms are damp, but this time he wipes them on his well-tailored dress slacks instead of jeans. There are no more postcards crammed with his tiny script; instead, he has a three-ring binder carefully filled with documentation of his progress in the lab. Every intern was required to take on a personal project and see it through, and now that the business season was coming to an end, they were meant to give a presentation on their efforts. To Tony himself.Â
âItâs no fair,â one of the other intern gripes just loud enough for him to hear. âParker is dating Stark. Itâs fucking biased.â
Peterâs face gets red, but he clutches the binder tighter. It wonât be biased. Tony probably wonât even be the one who assesses him; surely it will be Pepper. Maybe both of them, together. Ever since he and Tony discovered they had feelings for each other, theyâd gone to great lengths to be scrupulous. Peter had transferred to Dr. Bannerâs lab instead of Tonyâs own; they made sure to disclose their relationship to Pepper and HR. Any decisions on Peterâs salary had to go through Pepper herself. It was by the fucking book. But that didnât stop people from whispering.Â
âHey, Peter,â someone asks. âAre you going to suck Starkâs dick to make sure he gives you an A plus plus?âÂ
Everyone laughs. Peter says nothing. His aunt tried to teach him that if one has nothing nice to say, then one shouldnât say anything at all. He keeps his unseeing eyes on his binder, pretending to scan his notes despite being half-blind with embarrassment. It hurts a little more than heâd like to admit, years of hard work attributed to sex.
âDonât you know? Sucking Starkâs dick is how he got the internship in the first place.â
The door opens on the hallway where the interns are crowding, waiting to present. Tony is there in the doorway, cutting the fucking most intimidating figure Peterâs ever seen in his three piece suit. His glasses are tinted, red today, almost dark enough to obscure his eyes completely. The tie around his neck was around Peterâs wrists the night before. Heâs absolutely done that on purpose, Peter thinks, shifting. He lowers the binder in front of his crotch.Â
âSimmons, youâre up. Step to,â Tony barks. One pale intern steps forward and disappears into the room. After that, there isnât much talking. Without seats, some people sit on the floor, legs crossed, flipping through their notes and making last minute notations in the margins.Â
One by one they are called in. Only one person leaves in tears, a boy younger than Peter who also works in Dr. Bannerâs lab. The mood in the hallways grows even tenser, if such a thing is possible.Â
Then the hallway is empty, only Peter left.Â
Tony appears in the doorway again. His tie has been loosened somewhere between intern 9 and 10, his hair even more of a raucous mess than usual (which Peter figures does not bode well for the projects that came before his). He takes a deep breath, steels himself, and enters the room.Â
Pepper isnât there. Itâs just Tony sitting behind the desk. The walls are glass from floor to ceiling, the sun just beginning to go down on this side of the city, turning the sky into a beautiful orange haze. Peter stops, suddenly awkward around this man heâs been dating for months now. This man heâs slept with, dined with, watched Netlix with.Â
âShouldnât Pepper be here too?â Peter asks.Â
âWhy would she be?â Tony asks, blankly. Peter wishes heâd take off those sunglasses. As sexy as Peter finds them to be (and isnât that mortifying in itself), heâs missing the cues he can read in his older loverâs eyes.Â
âYou know,â Peter says. âBecause weâre--we--â
âWeâre dating, yes. But Iâve assured Pepper that I will be the picture of objectivity for once,â Tony says. But it isnât Tony. This is Mr. Stark. His voice is cool, detached. Heâs already got a fresh piece of paper in front of him, pen sleek and silver and poised to kill. âBegin whenever youâre ready, Mr. Parker.âÂ
Peter swallows. Mr. Parker. God, why is he getting hard right now? Clearing his throat, he opens his binder with shaking fingers. The words swim in front of his eyes, no matter how many times he blinks to clear them. He becomes aware of a noise, rhythmic, impatient: Mr. Stark is tapping his pen on the desk.Â
Taking in a deep breath, Peter tries to disengage from his cock (yeah, heâs hard, no denying it, and if Mr. Stark sits forward enough, heâll be able to see it) and focus on his project. He knows this. Heâs been working on this for four months now, and heâs made some progress that had even Dr. Banner excited.Â
He begins to outline it: the objective first, then the foundation of his personal project. Heâs run the numbers; he knows what heâs talking about. The more he talks, the more comfortable and confident he becomes, even stepping back to the whiteboard to write a few equations and demonstrate his thesis.Â
But then he looks up and sees Mr. Stark, pen still tapping, looking bored.Â
Bored.Â
And his erection, wilted by science, returns all at once.Â
âAm I making sense, Mr. Stark?â Peter asks, voice low and hoarse.Â
He sees Tonyâs eyebrows lift beyond the dark frames of his glasses. âI can follow along, if thatâs what youâre asking.âÂ
âI--yes, of course.â Peter presses forward, detailing the progress that had already been made by previous scientists in this area in particular, the biases in their work that he was hoping to avoid. The more he talks, the more Mr. Starkâs stoicism cuts him. Makes him ache in his dress pants. Heâs never wanted to impress a man more, never wanted a manâs approval so badly.Â
âMr. Parker,â Mr. Stark interrupts--only Peter had stopped talking mid-sentence. He reaches up and lowers his glasses, looking at Peter with cool, amused eyes. They flicker down to his obvious erection. âDo you need a moment?âÂ
Peter licks his dry lips. âFor what, sir?â he asks. Mr. Starkâs eyes goes heavy lidded at the moniker, until he gently nudges his glasses back in place to obscure the sight of them. His lips twitch, but then he lifts a hand, motioning for Peter to proceed.Â
Peter does, feeling full of energy, full of static ready to burst at any moment. Heâs attuned to Mr. Starkâs every move, the impatient glance at his watch, when he stops listening to text on his cellphone. It all makes Peter harder, humiliated, more desperate, boxers soaked where the head of his cock leaks. But he channels his desperation into determination.Â
He starts to discuss the breakthrough he made. He hasnât even mentioned this to his boyfriend, not even during their pillow talks and dinner dates. Itâs been hard keeping his progress a secret, but itâs all worth it now for the deliberate, slow motion as Mr. Stark sits down his phone, steeples his hands in front of him on the desk. Peter has his attention now, and itâs a heady thing. It makes him all the harder.Â
âGo on,â Mr. Stark says, voice firm. He doesnât look affected the way Peter is, but heâs obviously interested in what Peter is saying, so the intern presses forward, detailing the implications of what this successful project means.Â
At last, heâs finished. Heâs out of breath. He feels like he was fucked, though he is still aching. For several long second, Mr. Stark continues to sit at his desk, hands clasped, staring at Peter (through Peter? At the board behind Peter? Itâs so hard to tell). Abruptly, he stands, and--
Heâs hard, cock obscene in the dark pinstripes of his suit. When he speaks, his voice is low and hard, âYouâre fucking brilliant, Mr. Parker, do you know that?â
In one motion, Mr. Stark clears the desk. Peter nearly sprints across the office, a little needy sound escaping his throat. Going around the desk will take a half second longer, and itâs a half second too much, so Peter lifts a leg to kneel on the glossy wood and crawls over it to Mr. Starkâs open, waiting mouth. They share the filthiest kiss, all tongues and groans and teeth scraping raw lips.Â
Mr. Stark grabs him by the hair, wrenches his head back until his cries out, then mouths hotly at his jaw, sucking a bruise beneath his chin. His stubble scratches, just the right side of painful, and when he speaks, his teeth scrape Peterâs skin. âWhat would those pedestrian interns think if they saw you now? I heard the way they spoke about you out there, saying you sucked the bossâs cock to get where you are. Combine all their brains, and they couldnât have made half the discovery you did. Smart little shit, arenât you? Did it make you anxious, baby, not knowing if you were impressing your boss?âÂ
âYes, sir,â Peter whines.
âYou always impress me,â Mr. Stark says. How he can be so tender and filthy, Peter will never know. He drags the younger man to the edge of the glossy desk and then sits back in his chair, scooting closer, pressing himself between Peterâs thighs. Peter reaches out and nudges at the glasses. Words are beyond him, not enough blood in his brain to think with, but Mr. Stark understands what he wants. He always does.Â
Reaching up, Mr. Stark takes the glasses off, showing warm, aroused eyes. Then, with painful gentleness, he reaches out and puts the glasses on Peter, making sure the arms are tucked properly over his ears.Â
Mr. Stark reaches for Peterâs belt, undoing it with practiced fingers. âYou just sit back, Mr. Parker,â he says slyly. âIâll do the work.âÂ
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My little art tribute to Bucky Barnes <3
I talked about this a lot before, but I started to really appreciate him as my disability representation. It gets me so emotional, especially the Wakanda scenes, when heâs at peace & without prosthetic arm. I truly hope heâll get some happy story-lines in the future.
THEY WENT HIKING
THE BEST PART IS THAT THEYRE HOLDING THE PHONE UP WITH A SHOE
MY HEART
WHO WAS THE FIRST TO PICK UP THE TOY- IM-
WHOSE HOUSE IS THIS
WHOSE SHOE IS THAT
MY CROPS
ARE THRIVING
