"Falling further, and further still."

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[missingmind-404]

Took Optimus with me to my grad dinner and a fire started so we all had to leave LMFAO anyhow free dinner so it wasn't all bad I suppose.

[missingmind-404]

Grabbing some sushi with the big OP

[snackwizard]

a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.

[wildlyannoyingdoofus]

… 8|

That’s some pretty good advice. I don’t know what’s left of my humor after ‘guess I’ll just die’ jokes but it’s worth a shot.

[snackwizard]

Personally i went from “guess I’ll die” jokes to “IF I HAVE TO BE HERE FOR 5 MORE MINUTES I PROMISE YOU I WILL BUY JUST, AN ARRAY OF CLOTHES.” and other wild hyperbolic stuff. Just replace the death part with something ridiculous and off topic. Its very entertaining

[808lien]

This also works with calling myself things like stupid, worthless, trash, etc. Even if you do this jokingly to yourself, your brain still believes it, and keeps up the cycle. Seriously, I found that when I stopped saying these things about myself, even jokingly, it made a massive difference.

[maramahan]

Here’s a tip I picked up from a friend that’s helped me a lot — replace self deprecating jokes with ironically self aggrandizing jokes

Like every time I trip and fall, instead of saying “l’m just a disaster human” I say “I’m the epitome of grace and beauty”

Or like, when I draw a picture I’m not 100% happy with, instead of saying “my art is trash” I say something like “you know I think it’s time we replaced the Mona Lisa”

When you do that you get to make a joke, but you’re ALSO getting practice building yourself up, y’know?

And eventually it becomes a reflex and you get so used to it that you can say nice stuff about yourself even when you AREN’T joking

[jkl-fff]

[scottjate]

This is so important

[graylinesspam]

That self-aggrandizing technique is no joke.

I replaced “I’m stupid” with “I’m a God damn genius.” “Move over newton” “another masterpiece”

I replaced “gross/ disgusting” with “sexy/attractive” “the hight of elegance”

I replaced “I suck/ that sucked/ this is bad” with “fantastic”, “a lovely time”, “ swell/jolly good”

Replace every negative with a positive. Say it so sarcastically. Make it complicated make it entertaining have fun with it.

It will stop your self deprecating and build confidence. And people are more easygoing around you.

[missingmind-404]

Decided to do the "inside out but it's your kins meme", got haunted by the "incredibly crucial to the plot development but ultimately ignored by their peers and/or the plot itself" gang

[spades-of--ace]

extremely fun when art manages to create gore without shedding a single drop of blood.

like for example, tadc? they fucking tear those guys apart in the later episodes. you got all these cartoon characters who look so silly, like first ragatha gets stabbed but its played comedically and everything. then like, the immediate next episode kinger gets a shotgun and shoots it at a fucked up, unnervingly moist monster. a little while later they all get guns and kinger's the first have his whole head in a pile of splinters on the ground. it technically isnt explicit, there's no innards or organs whatsoever, not even a single drop of blood. but it feels so utterly jarring, and they give you just a little time to process the tonal shift before they all just start actually killing each other.

and then there's pacific rim, which i watched somewhat recently. and by god do they make the ripping and tearing of metal look visceral. in terms of human injuries, yeah we see a little bit of that. a little bit of blood here and there, but it's nothing crazy. the jaegers on the other hand? they do not get that kind of mercy. you see machines and are expecting "Ah! Metal! Strong, hard and rigid, right?" then you get to watch these colossal mechs designed to fistfight hurricanes getting crushed and torn to pieces as if they were but flesh and blood. the very first scene you watch a kaiju slowly ripping off chunks of thing and watch metal crumpling and wires snapping and it feels like gore. it's the same vibes as that one video of a crane(?) scrapping several cars, flipping them over and scraping out the car innards like a vulture plunging its beak into the belly of a carcass. no blood, but somehow it feels way more violent than basically every slasher horror where the Evil Guy cuts someone in half with a chainsaw.

anyways as a gore enthusiast i always find it impressive whenever art makes something feel like gore without actually involving a single human body.

[missingmind-404]

MY SON

I HAVE MY SON NOW YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!

I'm shaking so hard I love his goofy ass so much

[kaisellinne]

I really like the way you draw optimus with a completely blacked out face and just visible optics. It's so cool. Both endearing and unsettling ♡

He could get flashbanged and you would still not see his face

I'm happy everyone likes it, but tbh I thought this was more common until I started doing it.

[jackfrostsdaughter]

Neil Banging Out The Tunes 2: Neil Jams On

(His name is also Neil lol)

[rika-segfault]

Cutest little evil🐱

[drac-holder]

They make me a little maternal. The bestest friends.

[couchnapping]

I get such a kick out of the prefix 'cis'

getting a book cislated: yup, still can't read it

cisition timeline: just a selfie

cisformation: make a bunch of super saiyan sounds and walk away

cisubstantiation: by the power of god this bread has remained bread

idk its just neat

[estrogenesis-evangelion]

cisformers: they're just cars

[duchessvongooseberg]

precisely as much as meets the eye

[spades-of--ace]

@missingmind-404

[missingmind-404]

I've decided to invest in carrying a pocket transformer and ngl my days are made instantly better knowing I've got Optimus Prime in my backpack cheering me on

Look at little man taking in the world. How beautiful.

[chivachill]

01.46pm

[chivachill]

[spades-of--ace]

my brain is being taken over send help

anyways here's post game loop

[dailymothanon]

Poor ol’ Soundwave who has to get his insignia pressed onto his glass 💔💔 just writhing on the ground with the other two staring and being useless 🙄 tho honestly I’m not too sure if glass would be sensitive for a Cybertronian or like. The Cybertronian equivalent of cartilage kinda? Like maybe they don’t actually tend to feel their glass that much yknow… not sure which one I’d prefer to imagine either

[esorea]

skywarp’s prank went too far maybe...