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A little bit every thing

[misslaii]

Flight of thoughts

I just want to stop and take it all in. I'm not tired at work neither on the people around me. I'm beginning to get tired of myself. Living on this body. Living on my failures. I want to start over again. I don't want to live on my scars And even the fresh wounds It doesn't heal I cut them even deeper Like it is not enough I want somebody to stop me To hold me I don't want everyone's attention I don't need it But sometimes I feel like I have torns You'll hold me for a while And starts bleeding So you let me go I want to be free From the chains that I made on my own I want to stop and take it all in The misery The heartbreaks The failures The pain The tears I want it all to stop I want it all to be done I can't I have to go I have to save people From being hurt By me

[misslaii]

A year too late conversation

B: akala mo ba ikaw lang nasaktan?

L: Oo, totoo naman db?

B: natakot lang ako

L: sino bang hindi? Natakot din naman ako pero iniwan mo ko sa ere

B: hindi kita iniwan

L: hindi ka na nagparamdam

B: natakot lang ako.

[misslaii]

Gusto kong umiyak right now

[misslaii]

T'was your songs Playing through the night That helped me fall asleep T'was your songs That I remember When I stare at you T'was your songs That make me sane When you're gone When I can't see your face T'was your songs That made it difficult to forget What once was a lovely night T'was only in your songs I found comfort After you're gone.

[misslaii]

You're the first and last thought of the day and everything in between.

[misslaii]

Your skin was so soft; softer than mine.

[misslaii]

Whoa. I just felt a wave of affection.

[misslaii]

I asked myself what I keep doing wrong.

[misslaii]

Hi world, bakit ang hirap mabuhay?

[misslaii]

Small minds talk about the least important stuff.

[thelovejournals]

Yes, I want to be your friend. I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend.

Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me (via thelovejournals)

[misslaii]

I miss you, if that even makes sense to you.

[misslaii]

Just one tap then I'm okay. It's like you're reassuring that "hey, it's really you"

[misslaii]

Sana lagi ka na lang nandito. Sana lagi mo tinatanong kung okay lang ako.

[misslaii]

If you surrender 100% of you to Christ, you lost nothing. In fact, you have gained more than what you deserve to have. On the contrary, if you did not surrender 100% of you to Christ, you're losing everything. All your works are in vain for they did not stand its purpose. All the directions you have taken will be endured painfully. All those times you'll be striken down will cause you more of your life than it should be. I'm not saying that being a believer makes you resilient to painful occurences, it's just not as heavy as it used to be. I'm not saying everything you do is worthless but it's going to be shaky because you cannot battle on the enemy alone. You need Jesus in your life. Less of yourself. More of Jesus.

[misslaii]

I made a handful sit on this place with me but none came close to being you.

[misslaii]

I'm not ungrateful of anything. I'm just struggling to keep up.