I’m allowed to grieve a relationship lost.
Im allowed to grieve the future life I’ll miss out on.
I’m allowed to grieve the effort and work that i wasted
I’m allowed to the grieve the loss of feeling your skin against mine
The loss of your heartbeat lulling me to sleep.
The loss of the little things that let me know you were there.
I’m allowed to grieve, even when I’m the one who had to be the bigger person
When I’m the one who had to set boundaries.
When I’m the one who constantly give when all you knew how to do was take.
I’m allowed to grieve, even when I’m the one who had to say good bye.


















