somewhat concious??

19 || 悲天便 || digidiary || she/her

[mistakendelinquent]

sooo like haiii <3

just your local floating entity, i think or something close enough-

please call me val 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

✦ she/her

✦ just kinda here and there

welcome to my very less of a blog and more of an emotional archive mostly consisting of:

— sadshit i’d rather turn into poetry than let rot in silence

— little explorations of whatever catches my eye at 2am

— soft chaos, strange thoughts, and the random fun that sneaks in when i forget to be serious

current state:

✧ a little lost

✧ a little too aware

✧ either bored or overwhelmed

interactions are strange things here:

𑣲 speak into the void (asks are open)

𑣲 linger quietly, i won’t notice (or maybe i will)

𑣲 mayhaps become a fren? (or not, no judgement here bae x)

you are welcome either way

very beeeg mention:

i’m a media student who loves movies, shows/anime, videography and photography, (I do have a letterboxd)

also an ambivert,

and a tiny tiny bit into typology, (i’m an infp, 2w3, so/sx, (279), EFVL)

yes i game,

i wanna travel each and every part this earth has to offer,

did i mention i love snow leopards??

and i hate being perceived??

some things are off-limits, like shadows you shouldn’t touch:

minors, please do not interact. strictly 18+ you will get blocked otherwise.

zionists, maga supporters, any ignorants, get tf of my page. (Free Palestine all the way)

do not send any serious hate, drama, or unsolicited advice, keep it respectful or disappear.

some context extras:

The main games i play atm are: honkai star rail, wuthering waves, minecraft, pokémon go, i’m a big final fantasy/kingdom hearts fan also ;3

i'd play a lot more but i'm currently saving up for a pc and camera and all i have is my nintendo switch of 5 years >.>

I'm into many animes, some being Jjk, vinland saga, satsuriki no tenshi, naruto, bleach, madoka magica, tokyo ghoul, violet evergarden, angel beats, etc.

totally adore mlp, atla and sonic <33

coryxkenshin - special mention

totally into any kind of recommendations of music, movies and shows!! please go ahead <3

oh and i'm 19, go by she/her and am bisexual <3

trying to get used to posting more and making more freinds, and becoming less afraid and more confident in myself >.>

ahem, anyways-

if you're looking for something clear, you won't find it here but if you don't mind getting a little lost...

you might belong~

ps. i’d love to be moots (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

mwa x

graphics by @priestboy

[mistakendelinquent]

stepped back in the homeland and suddenly my future feels brighter.

[yawnxswirly]

bruvaaaa

[mistakendelinquent]

you sound so lively when you speak, the silence echoes in your absence

[benzprobablyhasagun-deactivated]

making the great decision to post this song for anyone who wants to read em ✨

title: for a while

...

i miss dreamin' of you, of kissin' your pretty face.. unknowin' that's as close as i'd get to you..

on the other side of the world, i swear i could feel you right here..

caressin' your hair out of your eyes, fallin' in love for the night..

where did it all go wrong, when did your touch go numb..?

'cause i swore we had the time, and now we're graspin' at straws..

when did the pleasantries turn into somethin' more..?

you know, i fuckin' love it, baby.. your heart, i adore..

...

yeah, it might hurt to hear.. holdin' you as you disappear..

i think i'll be sittin' right here for a while..

askin' for what i can't have, i hope you find yourself on this path..

i think i'll be sittin' right here for a while..

...

i thought i found my place in the wounds that you bled from..

mendin' your faith, enough for you to see the stars.. but, i'm afraid you've gone blind..

don't feel guilty, baby, i've never felt this way before..

it's bittersweet, knowin' you'll have to find much better..

where did it all go wrong, when did your love succumb..?

'cause i swore we had the time, and now we're fallin' down..

when did the dreamin' turn into reality..?

you know, i fuckin' hate it, baby.. as you walk out the door..

...

yeah, it might hurt to hear.. holdin' you as you disappear..

i think i'll be sittin' right here for a while..

askin' for what i can't have, i hope you find yourself on this path..

i think i'll be sittin' here for a while..

yeah, it might hurt to hear.. holdin' you as you disappear..

i think i'll be sittin' right here for a while..

askin' for what i can't have, i hope you find yourself on this path..

i think i'll be sittin' right here for a while..

...

[mistakendelinquent]

i think i’ll be sittin’ right here for a while..

[ch3rryscentdbby]

@ju1cy4ng3lx @pinkmary123 @gr4ve-angel-th0ughts @marinaandthefuckers @red-rahf-lolita @heartmadebyangels @psychotropico @2005sangel @l0lilie @mvalenkr @1cedlatt3 @voguesessed @thesparklejumpropequinn @thepearlsuicides @sativaasuicide @sugaarinme

[cornishpixiedreamgirl]

ty for the tags @candyflosslipgloss @marinaandthefuckers and @estellebunnyxoxo 💗💗

I've been tagged thrice so I suppose that's a sign I should do thiss lol

my pinterest is so random

okay tag time let's do this

@andromedangel @allieeqie @c1ty-0f-angels @3lyssaaa @honeybutterjellytoast @cinnamonbambi222 @fawnamber @laceandlavendersworld @divinegirlonearth @cutiepijnnkgirl @girlygirlxoxosstuff @felinedelray @lipstickonapiggg @fairyprincessqueen14 @vanillangelatte @angel3v @angelic-ho-777 @strberryshrtcke @cherryontopdotcom @gretels-soul @wilddiamondswan @wrappedinlacee @wumiluw @softspokendoll @melaanchol1c @applepieandcupcakess @brunnetteangell @got-cursed-like-eve-got-bitten @tvcblr @princesita07 @inesthefrenchgirl @ange1princess @angelaniii @decayedthoughts @deadgirl-mp3 @viremontangel @princesscupcakeunicorn @cheriique @natalieinterrupted @rosemary-dove @fruitbowldump @lisaabunny @yvanilleez @poetrymist @bellewintersx @motherethelxx @lipstickonapiggg

[applepieandcupcakess]

thank you tagging me!! it’s my first time being tagged in one of these things

tags: @b0nesandmuffinz @dreamgirl-spilled @emotionalesbian @fuckitilcveyou @got-cursed-like-eve-got-bitten @honeybutterjellytoast @honeydewdrops333 @kayisanangel @mariasprayerdragonslayer @nonethatlinger @psychotropico @rapidminecrafter @silly-bookworm @utterlywhimsy @unicorntapestry1 @vanilliac @xoxo-angel-girl ⋆˚꩜｡⋆₊⊹

[mariasprayerdragonslayer]

I suppose I don't have many people to tag...

@deadgirl-mp3 @unstablensexy @frozenangelsblog @clleanlliness @theedaughterofvenus @sh1fr4

[frozenangelsblog]

Omgg this is cool ty for the tagg

@epicladyonthisapp @epiclittlel6dy @honneysuffer @shannonstarsforever @glamngloss @totallyfutaba @mollangelk @tortilaaaa @xxlx4lyf3xx @kitschykittie @whimsyunicorn444 @benzprobablyhasagun @angelprincess1111 @mae33angelica

[benzprobablyhasagun-deactivated]

i appreciate the tag, i guess these are my vibe

@apollosicarus @moonkissed-angel @princesses-read-smut anyone else who wants to do it im too lazy to be taggin 💔🙏😔

[mistakendelinquent]

felt like doin it >:p

@andaaz-e-aafat @avoidantanxious @the-boook-thief @nutellainajar @potterwitch4 @collecting-qualia @urfavvampbitxh @acrilykk @columb67 @xxsoftiesoulxx @scorpiontied @maisiesthoughts @lastsoulonearth @littlediaryofchaos

[mistakendelinquent]

i feel selfish, i feel at a loss, i feel undeserving of love ever again and yet i hope that perhaps this sacrifice will be worth it someday, and if it isn’t and happiness isn’t written for me, i hope that God allows the earth to take over my impure body.

in this wretched world all you can do is hope for some mercy.

it’s hard to let go, but it’s harder to let you love such a curse.

[mistakendelinquent]

and i’ll write a final page in this chapter of us, dipping my pen, in ink that spills, like blood as it bleeds

[jellyshinchan]

it will return again and again, not in the same form, not in the same place, but it will find its way back to me.

[midnightglances]

no it’s fine, it’s just that being vulnerable is scary and disgusting and makes me want to die haha lol so funny am I right?

[mistakendelinquent]

why the fuck did i have an entire dream that just consisted of me smoking a whole pack 😭

[sayakube]

PUELLA MAGI MADOKA MAGICA: WALPURGIS NO KAITEN (WALPURGISNACHT RISING) TRAILER 3

THE MOVIE RELEASES AUGUST 28TH!!!

[mistakendelinquent]

I can’t wait to see my fav girls on screen again >.>

[gh0st-app3ars]

At this point I'm just a shell of a human.

[cunticuntasblog]

[urmumsfan]

i am dumber & smarter than u think. do not estimate me

[girltalk]

[mistakendelinquent]

i want to descend into the void and be cradled by it, all covered by the dark