false hope

[misterbrownnn]

I’m so tired..

[misterbrownnn]

another one.

[misterbrownnn]

i want to disappear

[misterbrownnn]

late night tears

[misterbrownnn]

I miss having sex with my ex. Shit’s kinda fucked, but I’m being honest with myself.. it was just different.

[misterbrownnn]

to be completely honest, i want and crave you almost every day.. 😪

[misterbrownnn]

I'm tired of wondering what she's up to...

Who she may be talking to..

Who she may be seeing...

Who's making her laugh, smile...

I'm tired of wondering all these things because it's been really unbearable, yet I cannot help it. I miss her more than anything and I've never felt so alone... I hate sleeping alone. I don't want anyone to love her or make love to her.. anything.. I just wish i could hold her tightly. I'm tired of being sad... I try so goddamn hard everyday to keep myself up. It's exhausting.. and I just want all this pain to go away. I wish she would want me.. I wish she just wanted me back....

[misterbrownnn]

idk if i'll ever stop thinking about you

[misterbrownnn]

I miss you.... 😞

[misterbrownnn]

worst new years ever...

[misterbrownnn]

Wish you could come over and spend the night with me..

[misterbrownnn]

I want to message you. I want to tell you how much I love you, and how sorry I am for putting you through shit. I want to tell you that I want you to be happy, and I'll always love you no matter what. I don't want to let go. Not one bit. If there was any bit of hope in you that this could still work, id be at your door at an instant. I don't think you feel that way though, and I understand if that's the case... I hate that is has come to this. I'm missing you every day and wishing I could be holding you and kissing you.. I love you daisy... so damn much.

[major]

[latenights]

Do you ever just want to pack up and leave out of the blue without saying anything to anyone like just leave and start a new life

[misterbrownnn]

I miss you..... 😞

[misterbrownnn]

I'm trying so fucking hard..

[misterbrownnn]

Was trying to watch Cowboy Bebop but I couldn't even get 2 minutes in without getting emotional..