I want to go back to the day when the rain is my shower and the pond is my pool. I want to live my life all over again. When I don't care about the money and money doesn't care about me. I have a memory of sleeping underneath the stars. I don't know if it is true but take me there too. I want to break free from the world I am living now. I want to go back to sleep and dream about you. At least in my dreams we could be together. I wish to be the damsel in distress this time, for I am tired of saving other people's asses. I gave up everything and now, I have nothing. Not even for myself. My life is a mess. Instead of moving on, I feel like I'm just dragging myself. One step forward, two steps back. I feel helpless. I could not help you. I'm too poor to help you. I feel like I don't deserve you. But I love you.
















