Mar 6
Damn it’s been a minute. I hoped to never come back here. But aimlessly venting in a space others may or may not see has a sense of relief. There is no attachment, no expectations, no judgement or misunderstandings. It’s not just me and my thoughts. While I feel relieved and silly at this moment, it is refreshing. Like all my worries drifted away and the train of thought I was holding onto is gone. Because a silly post to no one but myself. No care or repercussion. Yet aI find myself here as I have been before, wondering why and what may be next. Trying to save myself without investing it dreaming someone or something will save me. The clock may be ticking, but the timer is always expanding. For now. Good bye again, for a while or more.
