Green Fairy

From London :)

[mitchdgreat]

I just lost my dad on the 6th of July. It was scary and i didnt know what to do with myself and how i would react to something so devastating.

What am i gonna do now? everything that i have learned is from my dad. I always keep saying that i am ok, that i am fine. but i dont think i am. i feel really bad deep down inside because i was far away from him when it happened. i really miss him. and i really want him back. i wanted him to walk me down the isle when i get married. to hold my first born child when i give birth.

i wanted him in my life longer. 

why i wanted to write this? i dont know and i dont really care if people think that im being dramatic or whatever. its my life. i can do what i want and i decide to post this.

because this is my diary. i write what i feel.

[mitchdgreat]

still a bad habit of mine 

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i am back from a very long break but here is a cute gif because i like green..... don't know how that made sense but whatever.

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i love living in the city...

[mitchdgreat]

its a bad habit i have

[imposer]

[lonelycigs]

[chasin-gillyweed]

“He played Seeker,” Said Harry. “What?” Said Hermione vaguely; she was still immersed in Voldemort’s press clippings. “He’s sitting in the middle of the front row, that’s where the Seeker … never mind,” Said Harry, realising no one was listening.

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[mitchdgreat]

a date with ones self

[mitchdgreat]

me right now.....

[mitchdgreat]

lets have coffee together and talk about how we didnt work out 

[mitchdgreat]

memories of the sky that we both see together 

[mitchdgreat]

I'm still rocking your hoodie And chewing on the strings It makes me think about you So I wear it when I sleep I kept the broken zipper And cigarette burns Still rocking your hoodie Baby, even though it hurts

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