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21 | Bipolar 1 , PTSD, BPD, GAD| Sag ♐️| Just a place to share my thoughts and hopefully help others in the end needed a space i could be open in 💗 if you ever need to talk i am here ☀️

[iovekenji-deactivated20220427]

Oh look at all these beautiful friendships on tumblr and then I am here alone

[holdmyaffectation]

someone: you need to make a decision!

me: *starts crying*

[skewhermitian]

being on tumblr is just so cozy... you know what i mean? instagram and twitter are all flashy and loud but tumblr is as cozy as my bedroom with scented candles on a cold November night

[mixedstatesss]

I litteraly lost my shit last night due to psychosis and have the audacity to say I'm faking it when I don't have a hallucination for like 30 mins. I'm over myself at this point cause what??

[mixedstatesss]

I want to physically crawl out of my skin i hate it here

[mixedstatesss]

Its looking like mania is showing up like why now it’s 11 pm on a Thursday

[siickangel]

ah yes here comes the bpd splitting you’ve been trying to keep at bay

[furiousgoldfish]

trauma be like: you will have problems sleeping AND problems staying awake! 

[decayr]

[mstsprincessgiainternationale]

how do i die without telling my mom

[ra1nd0g]

guess what you can have both bipolar and schizophrenia at the same time who would have thought

[sucboy-deactivated20200423]

Yes I have a nightly routine it’s called being Insane in my room till I pass out

[asocialbeauty]

Me: "My memory is so fucked up."

Person: "How bad is it?"

Me: "How bad is what?"

[souledouttarot]

Forgive yourself for what you did in survival mode

[unreasonable-suspicion]

I aspire to have the creativity that my delusions do. seriously how do they even come up with some of this stuff???

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

[mixedstatesss]

It feels as though I just can't get it together. I think psychosis may have won this one. I thought it would have been the mania maybe the ptsd stuff that would truly scare me. Psychosis won it took the cake and idk how to cope with this anymore.