just a system focused sideblog

disordered plural system, we sometimes put our thoughts here. follows and likes back from @/snuuyfanged (pfp art is the official sprite art for Illugus (Beastieball))

[mixtape-cemetery]

updated as of august 2024

we're the mixtape cemetery, a disordered mixed origins system. this is our plural sideblog bc some of us don't really like putting plural stuff on main very much, or just don't wanna use the main account. we mostly talk about random plural stuff here. collectively we go by moog or scint and use it/its pronouns, and for those who are concerned about it, we're bodily an adult (not stating our age for privacy reasons though). our main is @snuuyfanged (we're more active there but we mostly just reblog random shit unrelated to plurality there)

explicitly noting that we're:

pro endo for further reference. syscourse is stupid and some of y'all need to go find hobbies besides telling random strangers on the internet to die over brain stuff. we complain about syscourse from time to time but we don't like focusing on it; however if anti-endos come bitching on one of our posts we Will bite back if you start shit. something something playing stupid games earns you stupid prizes

generally anti-radqueer (there's. nuance to be held in some parts we feel but yeah). frankly it's the least of our concerns right now but be aware that we probably have you blocked on our main already

anything else we have a stance on that isn't plural related we do Not bring here because discourse is . annoying no matter where you go and we don't feel like listing that off just know that we don't have a dni technically and we'll just block as we see fit

we have a pronouns.cc here :3 not all members are listed out of privacy + we're not listing All Of That it's so many however it should give a basic run-down for pronouns if you need them!

list of system members you might see sign off under the cut:

Callisto/A012 - cal.txt , 🌟 reblog

Roche - roche.txt, ☄️ reblog

Liam - lc.txt, 🏍️ reblog

Nemi - nemi.txt, 🌺 reblog

Ivy/Ashen - ivy.txt, 🍃 reblog

Cy: cy.txt, ❄️ reblog

Tan: taniel.txt, 🌱 reblog

Joker/Raine: joker.txt, 🌙 reblog

Glitch: glitch.txt, 🌑 reblog

Aubrey: aubrey.txt

Marie - marie.txt, 🐚 reblog

Yvonne - yv.txt, 🐺 reblog

Siff/Sift/Yellow - siff.txt, 🧭 reblog

Rowan - rowan.txt

808 - 808.txt, 🐈‍⬛ reblog

Sunny - sunn.txt, 🏵️ reblog

Asphodel/Azzie - azzie.txt, 🐈 reblog

Eugene - eugene.txt, 🏹 reblog

Lune - lune.txt, 🐩 reblog

Maddox/Rat - rat.txt, ⚡ reblog

Bandit - bandit.txt, ♠ reblog

Casey/Eugene - casey.txt, 🐀 reblog

there's much more than this btw it's just really hard to keep track of shit. these are just ones with actual tags lol

[mixtape-cemetery]

playing a game called "trying to get literally anyone else in front but me bc there's someone we gotta talk to but i really don't wanna be the one to do it" to varying degrees of success (it's not working so far

[positivitygenic]

it's okay to become a different person from who you originally were, no matter your origins. you are not failing yourself for becoming different over time. no one exists in a static state, everyone changes regardless. and that's okay.

[mixtape-cemetery]

damn i'm not even that source connected i feel like but wow even lightly talking about my source self with anyone we know more in my source's fandom just makes me feel like i'm bad at being a fictive of that guy. ain't that fun (said through gritted teeth)

made even worse bc it's such a niche source/fandom too

[mixtape-cemetery]

idk i'm not open about being a fictive to anyone but our close friends and this blog but like...it is not fun to feel like i have to avoid talking about my source self because i just feel like someone's going to shut me down? it's partially because i keep getting. dragged into these conversations when we switch bc we don't have control over that. but also i just can't have a casual conversation and i feel like i have to look a specific way if i ever be more open about who i'm a fictive. and i'm only connected to source in the sense of "Yeah, that's who i was based off of when forming and i still go by my source's name and look like him bc that's what i'm most comfortable with". but this shit still gets to me man

bc like....no it doesn't make sense for eugene to be like that...no it doesn't make sense for him to be [x] either...or to be into [x] type of stuff...right guys right (fictive who is or is into those things. god help me)

[mixtape-cemetery]

damn i'm not even that source connected i feel like but wow even lightly talking about my source self with anyone we know more in my source's fandom just makes me feel like i'm bad at being a fictive of that guy. ain't that fun (said through gritted teeth)

made even worse bc it's such a niche source/fandom too

[positivitygenic]

it's okay to want to be plural. and, it's okay to become plural. it's perfectly fine if you become plural just because you want to. you are doing just fine. and it's okay to take this post as motivation for your first venture into plurality.

[mixtape-cemetery]

edited our current icon a bit bc we've been needing to update it for a while now. not final since our original flag doesn't really 'fit' us as much anymore but putting one of our fictives' sources on there feels nicer

i'm not really the best at editing compared to some others in-sys but it's good enough for now. we wanna do something for a new icon here that better reflects our current system name

[mixtape-cemetery]

i think? i'm a new member that just formed. probably due to all the stressful things going on in some of the spaces the others hang out in

it's. weird settling in. because i've been in front all day but i hadn't realised it until now? hadn't considered i was just new, even though it's a unique feeling to how everyone else who typically fronts feels. and how everyone and everything going on seems so...foreign, to me. it's familiar but i don't recognise most of it? funny feeling. not entirely positive for us since it's another stress related formation, but. not negative either. it's nice to better recognise it

anyways, um. name's red. or meredith. i guess it doesn't matter much on this blog, it's not like we aren't open about having fictives anyhow. but um. hi to anyone who's reading this

[mixtape-cemetery]

saw trans pride icons of my source self except they were made by an anti-endo exploding everything with my mind (exaggeration but. c'mon)

[mixtape-cemetery]

ok damn lesson learned in "don't share headcanons about your source even if they're remotely connected to you as a fictive" i guess because getting told they don't make sense at all despite giving an explanation that isn't just referring to yourself fucking sucks

[mixtape-cemetery]

sort of a system related vent now that i'm realising it? nothing serious but i gotta get it off our chest since we can't really bring it up to our friends without getting anxious </3

how do we keep thinking our amnesia isn't that bad when we consistently keep forgetting entire dates and bc someone was misremembering a work day for us we've kind of. fucked up scheduling an event with friends and i'm way too anxious to admit that someone else messed up the day we work so i just. have to pretend for the next. two days that we're working instead bc we already fucked up the scheduling enough if no one else is up to saying it

...fun /s

[the-indigo-symphony]

"If you have DID why don't you ever talk about your trauma" because I can't remember it?? Talk about missing the point...

[mixtape-cemetery]

ok i . think we've finally settled on a new system name? currently settling on the mixtape cemetery until further notice (it sounded the best with mixtape as much some of us love calling our system a graveyard simply bc of how many undead guys are in it...). bc currently our main interest is cassette beasts rn but also bc we like music related terms and gestures to the bit about calling our system a graveyard. although we also were really tempted to go with stuff about fossils or flowers bc we really like those too,,

i'm. also new to using this blog (more recent split) so uh. hi 👋

[mixtape-cemetery]

it hasn't even been that long since we last changed our system name but...thinking about changing it again lowkey (partially because i don't really like the one the others chose and they mostly chose it in a hurry while editing our profile because we couldn't find anything else that sounded nice fast enough)

(also ough we keep forgetting to use this blog </3)

[positivitygenic]

you are important too, fragments. i promise.

[mixtape-cemetery]

we need to use this blog more but none of us who currently front a lot never know what to say compared to previous fronting groups </3

(...that or it's me and i'm too full of complaints about things and people don't wanna read that i think /hj)

[mixtape-cemetery]

remembering how plural-coded my source character is and honestly my entire source game is in general. thinking that i might see if the rest of the system is up for making an analysis video on my source in a plural lens even if it might take forever. both bc i want more people to acknowledge plurality and also i think the youtube side of cassette beasts needs more lore focused videos bc most of the bigger ones i see are pvp (which is cool also! we do pvp for the game sometimes as well and those videos were good stepping stones to get into it)

i doubt the video would do well at all bc i...the fandom is very singlet heavy even if we've met a decent amount of systems in the fandom and also we would be too self-conscious to share it in the big fandom servers probably but um. it's a thought maybe?