Local Girlfailure

she/her | 22 | fr/eng | 🔞 (may reblog nsfw) Silly girl. Cringe but free. Autismmaxxing. Things I love: my bf, genshin, vocaloid, touhou, vampires, anime/manga, Tokyo Ghoul and cats.

[sharkozaur]

I miss the goofy murderous grandpa

[largishcat]

you may have noticed that my blog is disorganized and thematically incoherent and my tag game is weaker by the day. this is commentary on the chaos of modern existence

[heat--end]

i haaaate being avoidant. it makes you feel like the world's biggest jackass whenever someone tries to talk to you or whatever and you just Freeze Up

[heat--end]

Oh sorry i took a long ass time to reply and didnt say anything. I got arbitrarily scared and tired myself out so now i cant say much. Oopsie teehee. it makes you feel like a huge dickhead

[dailycatsblog]

[dailycatsblog]

[foxlungz]

I wish there was a way to erase myself from people’s memories to disappear without a trace and become non existent to others

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

small things in life that are actually worth living for

your favorite people

your loved ones

your pets

animals

nature

the smell of rain

your favorite fictional characters

your favorite movies

your favorite tv shows

your favorite games

your favorite food

your favorite books

writing fanfics about your favorite fictional characters

reading fanfics about your favorite fictional characters

gay people

old man yaoi

archive of our own

[autistic-rock]

they should invent a job for autistic people where you get paid for thinking about special interest. At the end of the day your boss comes in hands you a form that asks "did you think about special interest today" & you answer "yeah " & then they give you a million dollar. every day forever.

[socialdumbass]

Maybe that's just cope but I'm starting to think some people can't feel a sense of fulfillment when working and I'm one of them. Any activity that's genuinely fun and helpful becomes a stressful chore for me the moment there are consequences for not doing it properly or giving up. Plus workplace culture makes me want to bash my head against a wall. I'm still going to try to study and find a job because I don't want to financially burden my family, but the future doesn't look bright at all. I don't even have ambitions or a dream. I hate it here.

[socialdumbass]

Hey what is it called when you're feeling nostalgic for your childhood even though it was kinda shit? Like being excluded and bullied at school sucked but life was so much simpler and I had hope for the future. I want to go back, I miss being full of wonder and whimsy.

[gonexinsane]

I’m a burden to everyone in my life

[interestingmistakes]

Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.

[mens-rights-activia]

me: lol what if every onion article came true all in one year

2016: 

[mens-rights-activia]

2020:

[mens-rights-activia]

2026:

[schizo-demon]

[omrice4869]

[sixty-silver-wishes]

happy pride month to the fuck tree I guess

[mbari-blog]

Slow your scroll and spend some quality time with this awesome amphipod. 🤩⁠

With a transparent body, the crystal amphipod, Cystisoma magna, is essentially invisible in the dim waters of the ocean’s twilight zone. Most of their cousins grow no bigger than your fingernail, but the crystal amphipod can fill your entire hand. And unlike many other hyperiids who live life hidden as hitchhikers, crystal amphipods swim freely in the open water. Living out in the open with nowhere to hide requires a different kind of stealth. ⁠ With the help of MBARI’s ships and deep-sea robots, our researchers and their collaborators revealed the secret to the crystal amphipod’s invisibility. Their exoskeleton is covered in microscopic shaggy structures or a fine coating of biofilm. Tiny spherical bacteria, only nanometers in diameter, work like the anti-reflective coating on eyeglasses to help Cystisoma camouflage in an environment that is sorely lacking in places to hide from hungry predators.

The crystal amphipod faces a fragile future. As industries look to the deep seafloor for mining precious metals, even animals living far above the bottom are at risk. Mining these metals will release plumes of dirty wastewater into the ocean’s twilight zone, clouding the crystal amphipod’s vision and interfering with their invisible superpower.

We urgently need to identify the impacts of deep-sea mining to help resource managers and policymakers guide decision-making about the ocean, its inhabitants, and its resources. Share what you have learned about the remarkable animals of the deep—together, we can be a powerful voice for the ocean. Learn more about these amazing amphipods in our Animals of the Deep gallery.

[montereybayaquarium]

Such a beautiful gem. 💎✨