Am I depressed, unmotivated, living with fallout from past mistakes or something else?

if i look back, i am lost

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Am I depressed, unmotivated, living with fallout from past mistakes or something else?
Probably time to start thinking about refreshing a few things
“Sometimes to love someone you’ve gotta be a stranger”
Blade Runner 2049
Those RUOK day social media posting aquaintances you have won’t ask if you’re ok if they think you’re not but don’t like the reason.
For me, it’s showers. That period in your day when you’ve got no distractions, no tasks, no messages to reply to, no banter about that thing. It’s just you, 4 walls and the hot water drowning out your distractions. It’s there where my guilt and anxiety plagues me. Pushing through the barrrier of time passed. Alone with your thoughts. That inescapable reminder of your life failings just before bed. Sweet dreams.
The guilt of my past mistakes hangs over me like a cloud i just can’t escape. Plagues me. Tortures me.
“Just because we don’t say certain things doesn't mean we don’t feel them.”
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“You can’t change what’s done, you can’t go back in time, you can’t try to change the hurt feelings or mend the broken hearts. All you can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now.”
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“The worst distance between two people is misunderstanding.”
— (via dhelperdinake)
Parts of life have felt like this for a while.
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