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Five years later, I’m still grieving the loss of my husband. But now added in the mix I’m mourning my therapy dog who passed suddenly on Easter, my father who passed suddenly in July, and my grandmother who passed three weeks later. This is especially difficult because my dad was Captain Christmas. So I’m hurting so much while trying to shake myself into the Christmas spirit, which I know he would have wanted. It’s a pinball of emotion, folks. But I take it one hour at a time.
Why, oh why, did I RSVP to this wedding? Yes the bride is someone I’m trying to build a solid friendship with. Yes it’s an opportunity. But it’s also my personal hell! I’ll be leaving my house to go to a crowded place where the only person I know is likely the only one I’ll have no chance to even talk to!!! Having to alternate Valium and Xanax and still have 4 hours to wait (and meltdown) before I leave for this hot mess.
What does a mentally ill person do when their therapy dog dies? I feel so lost.
Finally a doctor who sees me and hears me. She’s doubling my metformin, doing hormone therapy, treating my thyroid… hopefully my days of being 30 lbs overweight are nearly over.
Trying to get in your workouts when you can’t wear shoes or even socks because of the pain… that’s hardcore
Dietitian is making me COMPLETELY change my workouts and DOUBLE my protein intake! 😩
My 15 year old son has joined me on my weight loss journey which is both gut-wrenchingly sad and heartwarming. Sad because he has to, but happy because he is willing to put in the work before his health suffers like mine.
I meal prepped for about 6 hours yesterday, focusing on super healthy high protein, high fiber meals.
UNFORTUNATELY, my stomach has rebelled against healthy food and I’ve been having stomach pains all morning today. 😂
After a necessary hiatus, I’m trying to get back into working out. But I’m realizing that somewhere along the line I got focused on cardio and forgot about yoga and weights. So yesterday I started the process of trying to configure my daily routine and incorporate those things again, though just small doses right now while I try to get my body back up to par.
When did ghosting become the norm?? I’ve always fessed up to changing my mind about someone or some situation.
No date with “Gym Rat” I suppose.
I left off with “Never Happen First Date’s” best friend, “Gym Rat”, asking me out. After exchanging interesting and sweet texts for a couple of weeks, “Gym Rat” talked to “NHFD” about his feelings for me and they settled things as gentlemen and friends.
Our first date is set for Monday.
“Never Happen First Date” has ghosted me once again. But now his best friend is pursuing me pretty hard. I don’t know the protocol here.
Thinking back, I’ve never ghosted anyone. Ever. If I don’t think things are working out, if I don’t feel it’s in my best interest to talk to someone anymore, I’ll let them know. Because I’m an adult.
The “Never Happen First Date”, attempt #3: Just as he was about to pick up take out for us and head over, he got called to handle an issue at work AND my power went out!!! Does the universe not want this to happen??
So 4 1/2 years after the passing of my husband, I’m reentering the dating world. Sort of. Attempt at first date #1 resulted in cancellation due to his car issues. Attempt #2 he stood me up because of having to help his parents. Like “no call, no show.” Today is attempt #3, take out lunch at my house. It’s 11am and he just woke up, so I’m not confident. Stay tuned.
The bad thing about eating healthy all the time for a while is that when your new friend takes you out for a birthday dinner, your stomach hates you for the next 48 hours.😂
Step 1: Have a panic attack about having to leave home to go to therapy.
Step 2: Have a panic attack because your appointment was canceled.
Step 3: Have a panic attack having to drive home.
Step 4: Have a panic attack and just need your therapist.