Hi,
I don’t really know how to start this, but I just want to be honest.
We’ve been in each other’s lives since 2022. We were “friends,” but for me, it was always more than that. I cared deeply—maybe too much—and I showed it in all the ways I knew how. I gave so much of myself, hoping you’d see how real my feelings were.
But I got hurt too. A lot. Because no matter how much I tried, I never felt like you could fully reciprocate what I felt. And that broke my heart again and again—until I got tired. Tired of hoping, of trying, of holding on to something that seemed one-sided. So in 2024, just before my birthday, I stopped replying. I disappeared. Not because I didn’t care anymore—but because I needed to save what was left of myself.
It’s been 9 months since the last time we saw each other or even talked. And now… life surprised me. I never expected you’d be the one to show up at a time when I had no one else. I didn’t expect you to be the one to rescue me when I needed help most. But you did. And that means so much more than I can express. Thank you for that—truly.
I don’t know what this means moving forward. I’m not writing this to bring back the past or to expect anything. I just wanted to say what I’ve been carrying for a long time. And maybe… to finally let some of it go.
Take care, always.
