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[mmheeyeon]

&&. TALK FAST.

[mmheeyeon]

HANBIN ! ‌:

whoa, whoa, whoa, tmi, heeyeon ! c’mon quit it, this is insane ! (  ` he pulls his hand from out of her grasp and moves to grasp her shoulders, forcing her around to face him. he cups her face, holding her gaze as he takes mental notes of what he sees. physically she’s fine as far as he can see ) jesus your eyes are blown, heeyeon. did you… ( ` he leans forward, speaking in a whisper ) are you crossfaded right now ? you’re really flushed too…here let’s sit down and lemme get you a glass of water (  ` he sits his friend down in a chair, leaving her for a moment to grab her a drink. he returns pushing it into her hands ) hopefully water’ll calm you down…jesus you’re fucking wild. how could you get high without me ? ( ` he’s pouting now. a lil buzz woulda helped him stomach this event. heeyeon truly has betrayed him. was it too late to find a new roommate ? )

( ` he’s gonna do it! heeyeon stares into his eyes as he holds her face between his hands. she’d never noticed just how handsome ❤️ hanbin ❤️ had been until this very moment-- her eyes flutter shut as he whirls her into a chair, whatever he’d said going in one ear and out the other. the kiss doesn’t come, and she opens one eye with a pout to find him leaving her with a stern ‘stay here’. he shoves a glass of water into her hands, and she drinks it with no hesitation. aw, he’d wanted her to be hydrated! how sweet. ) huh ? no ! no, god, i’m not high. ( ` high off love, maybe, her brain supplies helpfully. she’s not like that han kid who’d come in a couple days ago, high off his ass-- she was too poor to buy her way out of jail if she was caught with drugs. ) just- look. okay. listen. let’s go make babies, ❤️ hanbin ❤️.

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[mmheeyeon]

CHOA ! ‌:

(...)

“hello heeyeon,” choa smiles, fidgeting with the ends of her shirt, nervous. “long time no see ?”

heeyeon is first and foremost a healer. that knowledge is the only thing keeping her from bolting out of the room and begging someone else to do the diagnostics-- when she’s in her healer’s robes, her responsibility is not to herself but to the patient.

doesn’t make her want to throw herself out of the window any less, though. 

mistake number one: she hesitates, and with it, the weight of years of unspoken words rush to escape. long time no see? try understatement of the century. heeyeon knows she’s emotional-- she probably singlehandedly upholds that gender stereotype, but she’s sure that anyone else in her position would feel this way. what the hell do you say to someone you last saw when they were jilted at the altar?

she settles for a clearing of her throat. “yes, well. what brings you here today, miss hwang?” it’s a herculean task to keep her voice steady, eyes flicking up from the medical chart in a brief show of ‘oh look i’m totally cool with this and not trying to avoid eye contact with you because i’m totally cool and not freaking out.’ 

god, she needs a cigarette. or 4.

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[mmheeyeon]

HANBIN ! ‌:

(  ` he didn’t even want to come in the first place. soirees of this magnitude were always stifling, and were often meant for political power moves; things he had no interest in whatsoever. but the temptation of free food was a siren’s call he couldn’t resist. but before he could even gorge himself, a familiar voice calls out his name. turning around, he sees an equally familiar face: flushed as if she’d had one too many drinks. had she called him oppa? he shakes his head. no fucking way ) heeyeon! look there’s food! we don’t have to go hungry anymo— (  ` he couldn’t even finish his sentence before he was being dragged away, far from the buffet tables, far away from food, his one true love. heeyeon would have thought the same, but she was spouting off about not waiting four years and a baby. wait—) a baby? i thought that was a joke! heeyeon what the fuck? let go of me! 

( ` almost distracted at the prospect of food. ALMOST. but she’s a determined woman, and she wants to be making a baby right now! ) no ! what ? why would i be kidding ? ( ` genuinely perplexed-- they’d made a pact to get married and have kids if she was still single at 30! sure, there were still a couple more years to go, but it seems inconsequential in the grand scheme of things. they’re gonna have kids, get married, and live in a house with a beautiful white picket fence! or whatever seoul’s equivalent of that is. heeyeon’s sure they can figure out their crippling student loans along with the cost of a baby somehow, because true love always comes out on top! ) c’mon, i’m ovulating ! it’s the perfect time ! you’re the perfect guy to start a family with ! everything is... perfect !

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&&. NEVER SIMPLE, NEVER EASY.

female, 26, came in for a routine checkup after abdominal pains. a previous miscarriage. 

it gives heeyeon pause from where she’s perusing the file on her next patient. shit, she’s heeyeon’s age and had already had a miscarriage? she can almost feel her biological clock tick mockingly at her, reminding her she doesn’t even have a decade before she’s 35, and glares at the actual clock hanging on the wall of her break room. her pager beeps insistently again, and with a groan, she peels herself off where she’s lying in bed. her hatred for the flow of time can wait-- she’s got a patient to look over.

“hi, good morning. i’m jung heeyeon, and i’ll be looking after you today.” heeyeon knows it’s rude, but her eyes are on the medical history instead of them,double-checking to make sure she hadn’t missed anything. “miss--” 

yikes.

yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes.

goddamn it, check the name too, heeyeon.

“choa.”

for @mmchoa ♡

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( ` catches a glimpse of herself in the cauldron that’s holding punch. heeyeon looks paler than usual-- was today’s shift that tiring? she knows the answer before the hypothetical question’s even finished. no, because she’d worked it with ❤️ hanbin ❤️. where is he, anyway? merlin’s beard, she misses him. so bad. she pushes through throngs of people, rattling off halfhearted apologies until she catches a glimpse of the familiar shirt. why did he look so good!!! it’s unfair to her and her poor heart. ) ❤️ hanbinie - oppa ! ❤️ ( ` you never call him that, why’s the sudden change? there’s a part of her brain that nags at her, but she can’t find a good reason to why she wouldn’t call her lovely ❤️ hanbin ❤️ with the proper honorifics, as he turns around and all breath is knocked out her lungs. ) i was thinking! why wait 4 whole years? let’s just have a baby now ! let’s go ! ( ` grabs his hand, intent on pulling him to the nearest broom closet. how romantic! they met in yosul, and they’ll even start a family in yosul! )

for @mmhanbin ♡

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yoooo it’s me jia back on my bullshit. this is heeyeon, tired grad student who’s broke as fuck and regrets all of her life decisions. profile at /1 and a tldr underneath. like this if you think she’s cool or wuteva. 

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thank you for all the likes~ getting to the plotting messages now! i updated my ooc post & the ways you can contact me are listed there so feel free to reach out on those platforms if you don’t particularly like tumblr im. also, stream fireflies by nct dream or perish x

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yoooo it’s me jia back on my bullshit. this is heeyeon, tired grad student who’s broke as fuck and regrets all of her life decisions. profile at /1 and a tldr underneath. like this if you think she’s cool or wuteva. 

jung heeyeon, born feb 5th 1994 and dumped onto the doorstep of a muggle orphanage a day later.

was adopted by muggle parents when she was around 4, and kept a good relationship w them. bursts of accidental magic were small enough to be dismissed– she never really had temper tantrums, being a good-natured kid, so there weren’t any accidental fires started. more things like a teddy bear out of her reach ~*magically*~ falling off the shelf.

they’re very religious, so when they found out she was a witch, they couldn’t wrap their heads around the concept. their relationship soured when heeyeon decided to attend yosul, because they wanted her to go to one of the sky universities like Every Other Korean Parents.

they don’t talk much anymore, which heeyeon’s sad about, but c’est la vie.

as a result, she has Abandonment Issues which is why she’s so clingy with her friends. she feels very passionately and there’s nothing in the world she wouldn’t do for her friends.

onto less tragic things lol

when she was in yosul, she was in ju jak! made the varsity team, and played as a seeker until graduation. was kinda a Legend…. everyone expected her to go on to become a professional player, but she decided to enroll in med school. a decision that everyone (including her) was ??? abt

she’s… not the best. she’s far too emotional and too attached, and listens to her heart over her head more than often, which, as you can imagine, doesn’t make her the best healer. she’s working on it tho!!!!!!!!

but!!! even tho she’s super <3-vy w her friends, if they start to distance themselves from her, she’ll ghost them first. still an aqua after all lmfaoooooo

a good kid. i promise. a human doormat, so?? manipulate her?? love her???? i’m down 4 anything <3

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