[mngela]

life lately,

idk if i am already in my midlife crisis phase but i’ve been feeling sort of stuck for quite sometime now. the i-go-to-work-eat-sleep cycle, trying to be productive but won’t last long and the never ending self-criticism and reflection are definitely not helping. i wanted to socialize but everytime i do, i feel so drained afterwards. i’m an introvert but it feels like what i’m feeling right now is way beyond my introversion. i need something to look forward to, to help me keep going but i know it’s only for a brief dopamine boost. i hate that i am so self-aware and sensitive and my habit of just shutting down my thoughts and feelings doesn’t help at all because i’ve been doing it for so long, i don’t know how to communicate my feelings anymore at all. it feels like everything is trapped inside and when the sound echoes, it only bounces back.

[mngela]

Baguio dump / late upload

[mngela]

girl being girly sometimes 🌸

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initial post cards from Thailand 🇹🇭 ~

[daddyfuckedme]

I think a purpose in life is a wrong framing. Like life is so diversy and particular and whole and whatnot, purpose may be too.

And if part of your purpose is being gorgeous on the internet, you got that covered.

Also so proud of you, for being sober, being a conduit for goodness and being yourself in spite and in celebration of it all. None of that is easy, yet you're doing it and looking good while at it.

Thank you friend, this means a lot.

[mngela]

still lowkey hoping to find exo ticket for bangkok. i booked work leave for this few months ago but i was not fortunate enough to secure a ticket. and all i can see are sky high ripped off prices for the tickets, mas malala pa karamihan scam. hayyy

[mngela]

hello,

i just recently pushed myself to take videos and try to capture my mundane life here. and i feel that there’s no better way of starting a vlog by first doing a solo day trip travel. this is actually my first time doing it solo, so i am really half nervous and half excited ㅤ◡̈

anyway, please feel free to share, like and subscribe. Lol 🙈 https://youtube.com/@mngla_x?si=bZu00ddtsG5Y6GZO

and hop on to my series of mis/adventures.

[mngela]

Singing la-di-di-di-da

And slowly dancing 'til the morning comes

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home made dish for today 🍱

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The beautiful coastal town of Hastings, England 🐚

[mngela]

7, 24, 36, 39 😄

It's your turn

Hellooo!

7. Can you swim?

- No, dun lang ako sa shallow waters. Pero I can do floating ng pahiga.

24. What have you learned about yourself?

Hmm..

- I am an empath.

- I love the peace and the quiet.

- I always go with a plan. May plan A, plan B etc. but I ca be flexible too.

- Madaling madrain yung social battery ko. Siguro mga nasa 84% nalang battery life ko lol.

- I’m the type of person na will give you multiple chances pero once you reached my limit, bye bye na.

- Dog person, turned out cat lover pala.

36. how many alarms do you have set?

- I only set one alarm!! Malakas loob ko lol 😂

39. is there wise words you live by?

- wabi sabi

Thank youuu :))

[whimperwarriorjoong]

weird asks because i’m bored

if you have a lighter, what color is it?

pepsi box blue or cheetos bag orange?

do you like pasta?

how often are you on tumblr?

are you only doing this because you’re bored?

what blogs do you mostly interact with?

can you swim?

have you had water today?

which do you prefer, cotton candy or funnel cake?

have you ever [insert question]?

bass or drums?

favorite tv commercial?

can we be friends?

do you admire the clouds and color of the sky?

what’s the weirdest thing that’s happened to you?

a netflix series that’s your favorite?

an earliest obsession you remember?

do you play video games?

zombies or vampires?

have you listened to [insert musician/band]?

your first celebrity crush?

do you have a collection of cool rocks?

five words that describe you?

what have you learned about yourself?

can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?

do you believe in aliens?

books or films?

an unusual song that’s your favorite?

the last thing you ate?

do you have a favorite [insert question]?

have you gotten bit by a dog?

do you write better with a pen or a pencil?

a song that gets stuck in your head?

when you hear “ peace ” what do you think of?

a school subject your good with?

how many alarms do you have set?

do you shop at thrift stores?

what’s the meaning behind your url?

is there wise words you live by?

what’s your favorite [insert question]?

you gotta have a favorite beatles song, what is it?

earphones or a speaker?

what do you remember from your childhood?

do you collect anything?

favorite tea?

a christmas song you secretly like?

book stores or record stores?

how weird were these questions?

what scents do you like?

is there [insert question]?

send me some!

[mngela]

Spring on a gloomy weather 🌸🌺🌷

[mngela]

Try lang. Tinatamad pa ko magedit ㅋㅋㅋ 🫶🏻

[mngela]

Lately, feeling ko lang di ako favorite ng universe. Parang halos lahat ng bagay doesn’t work on my favor kahit anong gawin ko hahaha. Kung merong female version ng hari ng sablay, ako na ang aako 😂 kbye.

[mngela]

Soooo eto na nga.

Umabsent ang lola nyo today sa work. Tapos nagdecide ako mag daytrip para naman masulit ang good sunny weather today. Okay naman. First solo daytrip ko somewhere so medyo 50/50 pero go lang. Kaso huhu.. ang bilis ng karma. Mali pala yung nasakyan kong train. So dagdag nalang daw ako bayad mga £10 🥲. Actually napansin ko na yung ticket ko parang may mali. Nagtanong naman ako sa staff bago sumakay ng train kase apparently meron din isa pang passenger with same situation. Sabi naman nya samin both, sige sakay na daw kami then pakita nalang daw later. Edi sumakay na kami. Umupo ako mga 2 seats behind her.

Okayy naman. Naka 2 stops na kami. Dun ako sa third stop bababa. Nakamonitor ako sa google map, medyo nagkaron ako ng relief nung nakita ko malapit na ko. Mga 3 minutes nalang. Tapos bigla ko nakita yung checker nasa may likod na pala namin huhu. Pinakita ko yung ticket ko, sabi nya okay na daw tapos bigla nya tinignan ulit kase nakita nya di pala valid ng highspeed train yung ticket ko huhu. Sabi nya dagdag nalang ako £10 tapos binigyan nya ako another card. Tapos ayun, nagstop na yung train. Yung kasabay ko kanina, di na nya nakita yung ticket nya.. Kung naupo lang ako ng mga 3 seats pa sa harap siguro, nasalba ko sana yung £10 ko. Ayun lang. Nagastusan na ko, nalate pa ko hahahaha. Mga 13:10 na ETA ko instead na 12:24 kase need ko mag iba ng route 🥲

Ang saya ng isusulat ko sa journal ko for my first trip hahahaha. Lesson learned. Wag sasakay ng highspeed train basta basta. Tapos check lagi ng time sa ticket (first time ko lang di nagdouble check).

Yun langs.. time check 12:24pm na. Otw na yung last train ko. Goodluck ulit sakin 🫶🏻

[mngela]

i’m really trying so hard to be functional these days.