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20 DID System Mental Health Matters this is a 18+ only blog ! ⚠️ SX/W🌈 ⭐️artist support! zomblqine on twitch & bluesky ⭐️

[mo555u]

heyy Tumblr ! C:

( ~ Will & friends )

[ghost-jester-sys]

*derealisation + depersonalisation beam*

i now don't understand who or what the reflection is. or who is in those photos of "me"

[flagsandtags]

sysidentity

when someones identity (like gender, sexuality, alter humanity, etc) is fluid because of being a system (this is NOT to be confused with being fluid in plurality, that is not even a thing.) [ENDOS DNI]

flag remade and recoined by saturn !! (og was good faith identities supporter)

ENDOS FUCK OFF

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[amity-creates]

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Chocolate Chip Cookie Stimboard

Requested by transmasc-harvey

[sickdollsys]

no we are not "privilege" for having trauma. It's fucking crippling we can't go anywhere with alcohol without having a ptsd attack. We can't handle being touched, we can't handle being screamed at or left!! It's fucking us over and we also have to deal with being a fuckijg system!!

Which, no, it is not fun to be a system. If you call systems "traumascum" or "syscum" your ableist plain and simple!!

(Btw plural isn't a endo only term dumbasses think of that before you make a "call out" post abt us lmao)

[mo555u]

being a system has been the hardest, most gut wrenching experience of my life.

[mo555u]

it's weird when someone's obviously fronting but we have no idea who the fuck we are when our most frequent fronter isn't present

[sparkling-disaster6-deactivated]

[pngblog]

[amethyst-pendulum]

[commiehilfiger]

save me demon 79 in space save me

[mo555u]

DEMON 79 MENTION

[squidfreak]

DON'T PUT YOUR TRIGGERS AND/OR PHOBIAS IN YOUR WEBSITES/PINNED POSTS/BIOS/ETC. FOR EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET TO SEE. ONLY TRUSTED PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT INFORMATION, NOT THE WHOLE INTERNET. YOU WILL GET HURT!!! MEAN PEOPLE WILL USE IT AGAINST YOU!!!

[neo-pilled]

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

[c4tg1rl333]

I’m so fish

[aurangg]

Something really not talked about with trauma disorders is the paranoia.

Being scared and jumping to conclusions when people stand a little too close to you, not believing people’s compliments and thinking they have hidden motives, not believing when people tell you they like/love you, thinking that strangers you see on the street want to hurt you, etc.

[mo555u]

awful feeling

[littlest-bugz]

When you’re mid sentence and suddenly forget literally everything you were talking about

[weltenwellen]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[mo555u]

"Compliments aren't real" 8_20_24_BLNN.