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im sorry folks but the risk of that guy that has those pics of me and has been genuinely creeping on me for years is too big

im most likely deleting this acc sadly ... some moots can ask for the user of the new acc i made but id like to keep it quiet because .... yeah

before i do go ill leave it a couple of days for ppl to reach out

and before before that i wanna say:

i deeply appreciate how over the years some of u have helped me out when i have had emergency donations needed

and i appreciate how yall helped out when the creator of octocon harrassed me and was ableist to me (wow what a throwback)

im also so thankful to the ppl who stood by me when my paedophile apologist ex tried to fucking "expose" how i was lying? about... something he said to me... so itd be his lie if it was...

and thank u all for also helping call out that one super ableist piece of shit claiming narc abuse was real lol

and for ppl who are worried:

he doesnt know where i live. i have a very solid support system.

#-ˏˋ HONK HONK ˊˎ-

nothing like sobbing in a&e for hours just waiting

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN

( i almost passed out multiple times from pain )

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN

( i almost passed out multiple times from pain )

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

hopital again

time to talk about it fr this time cw for medical misogyny and descriptions of pain

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-#paraovarian cyst #endometriosis #medical misogyny #medical gaslighting

BONNIE TYLER IS FUCKING DEAD???????? NOOOOOOOO

#-ˏˋ Jingle Jangle ˊˎ-

ah so

may have to genuinely move accounts and tell as few people as possible

i was kind and extended a hand to the guy i cut off a while ago and had an agreement of setting boundaries because of the ways hed been bad to me before

i set boundaries

and then it turns out he's saved photos and candids of me whilst i was drunk and in various other states because of an obsession

theres a photo of me with clear and open self harm wounds that he has and he sent me

he overshared so i felt safe. he demonised and admonished my partner which i told him to stay out of and to not comment on again unless i asked. he proved himself to be a textbook manipulator and i still fell for it.

he knows about this tumblr and if he's reading this i hope he knows he's a misogynistic creep who preys on the vulnerable. a wolf in sheeps clothing.

#-ˏˋ HONK HONK ˊˎ-#so yeah dont exactly feel safe on tbis account rn but will find out ig

happy disability pride

im not happy or prideful about my disabilities though.

im exhausted and in pain. i want to be myself, not an advocate for myself. i cant speak to a doctor without having to try over and over to have just one sentence actually be heard.

i dont want to have to advocate for myself every day I JUST WANT TO EXIST

but ill keep fighting because other people like me deserve a fucking life

#-ˏˋ Jester Jingles ˊˎ-#disability pride month #physical disability #neurological disability #fnd #functional neurological disorder #cripplepunk #cripple punk

"erm ur ultrasound didnt show it so"

WELL U WANNA KNOW SOMETHING DOC

THE FIRST THING EVERYONE KNOWS

IS THAT YOU USUALLY CANT SEE IT ON A FUCKING ULTRASOUND

"erm heres the same painkiller u said u cant take because of brainfog and weakness"

WOWEE THANKS SO MUCH

"oh and shove these up ur butt"

YES GIVE ME MORE PAINKILLERS INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY TREATING ME U FUCKING IDIOT

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-#im very fucking angry at doctors rn

u guys remember that back in October i started trying to get on PIP?

and how they didnt send letters, mixed up appointments and royally fucked me over?

well today i finally got the notification.

im being awarded PIP!

however i now have to hope i dont need to fight them over my lump sum payment they owe me from when my claim started. if i do ik i have people fighting for me.

finally some good news though :)

#-ˏˋ Jester Jingles ˊˎ-#pip #personal independence payment #pip uk

sometimes i consider posting pictures of myself to show that anyone can look like anything with DID, being intersex, etc

but also i fear yall would somehow recognise me ;0;

#-ˏˋ Jingle Jangle ˊˎ-#endos dni #actually did #did system #did osdd #polyfrag did #did alter #osddid #osdd #cdd system #endos fuck off

THE FUCKING THERAPY REFERRAL USES AI UGH

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

worst thing abt the pain is nobody close to me can even help anymore i just have to sit in pain all day every day and hope doctors will actually help...

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

this heatwave is gonna kill ppl btw

its already caused a storm that burned someones house down

BY THE WAY

this heat has been killing ppl in india too

we need to stop ai, we need to stop global warming and we need to help those most affected

check out ur local community centres and libraries if theyre open and have aircon.

im unlikely to post during this 40 degree heatwave because of disabilities that are heat sensitive but im wishing all over folks in the UK and anyone else affected by this heat strength

#-ˏˋ Jester Jingles ˊˎ-#heatwave #uk heatwave #global warming

gonna start recruiting mutuals to play games w me cus im bored of solo queue comp

#-ˏˋ Jingle Jangle ˊˎ-#half serious half joke

so tired of being told to just put up with pain by doctors

"come back if it gets worse"

ITS WORSE WHOCH IS WHY IM HERE

#-ˏˋ Lost Balloon ˊˎ-

update im all safe and "healthy" now. while i wont share what the diagnosis is it boils down to "OWWWW OW OW OW" and they cant do anything about it so i just have to wait for a referral sadly

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