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Hiii... state of my blog-ish post

so some may have noticed I stopped using twitter and deactivated my bsky some time ago... and I haven't been posting here much as before... over time I've noticed how social media has been affecting my relationship with my art negatively for the most part, I'm also a weird squirrel kind of person and get anxious about sharing my art with big groups of people. Probably seeing all the hostility on twitter made this worse, but yes, it's something I get nervous about from time to time... especially when a lot of people will follow and support for one interest of mine or the other, I start feeling like I'm letting people down if I don't draw in one style or for one thing etc. and my art is something really sacred and personal to me even if it doesn't look like it 😭 yes I'm aware I mainly just draw anime girls but... they are special okay!!! Anyway!!!

I really do appreciate all the positivity I receive whether it's on one app or the other, and I have made so many sweet friends and happy moments and do start getting fomo if I don't post 😭😭😭 but on the long term I have been feeling a lot better, with a clearer mind, since using social media less in this way which I can't deny... I don't know if I'll ever change my mind and keep posting here, or make a separate blog quietly, for the most part treating it as a diary style blog, it's just an idea I had so idk, I've also thought about making a website etc. but if I do it won't be announced because I just want things to be lowkey _(:3」z)_ I hope this doesn't sound stuck up, I'm not really big in the slightest, but even hundreds of people looking at my art is enough to make me nervous about it... especially my yume cringe LMFAO...

I hope you guys can understand!!! 😭😭😭 it's not goodbye it's see you later, maybe? I will keep thinking about it!!! thank you for everything so far, and for liking my art!!! I love reading notes on here the most and I'm always appreciative of them T___T🤍

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and... 3 years since my priest obsession, I am FINALLY now watching hilda furacão

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I'm researching quantum physics so I can bring him to our reality

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I'm johning it... are you?

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old art log, 2021-2022

I finally found some of my old stuff!!! for some reason I didn't save a lot of it so it's nice when I find some floating around on tumblr...

...it makes me feel bad for whoever's stuck with me for that long cuz of how much my art has changed ^^"

prototype lisa sona, when she had bangs for some reason. I never liked bangs on me unless they're curtain/side-swept!!! Though wispy bangs are so cute. I'm getting off topic

azuki of nekopara, who I absolutely loved when I read it. I finished the sketch on the left but I don't have that one either </3

I was one of those people obsesseddd with characters like biscuit-tan and mayura and komugi and that whole scene LOL... don't ask me how much I spent on anime figures dude

more of my sona's old design, right before I made the one for 'nyandoseru' with a middle part and oversized zip-up... the one on the very right was my "official" design at first and this was when I was first thinking of vtubing if I remember correctly... I think I started making a model for her, and then I changed my mind to make something more "me"! though I still think these still feel like me <3

now a bunch of things from 2020

most of them not very good LOL but I know I still have people here that really enjoyed this style from me so here you go!!! ily <3

I definitely still have an influence from this era of anime art and what drew me to it was (as it is for everyone else) nostalgia. but now I feel more flexible in my art and less restrained, so I can have different vibes depending on what I want to put out. I always wanted my art to be something easy for me to express myself with, without any restraints or limitations, so I'm happy with where I'm at now, and I'm also happy I had this period of studying different styles that are special to me and were there when I was first learning to draw long before this time. !!! In art I always found it best to study different things at once that you find aesthetically appealing AND invoke pleasant feelings to you, and make something of your own with it.

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ily ily ily

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even if I never hold you again

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U LIKE JOHN/RILEY??/?/?/?/?/? I wasn’t expecting that lol but I love LOVE the pair can I ask what ur thoughts on them are and their dynamic or just anything in general? Huge fan of ur midnight mass arts and yumeship it’s adorable !!

WAAA THANK U...i originally started shipping them as a joke but the mm fan server has a lot of smart ppl in it that have made me see the light. @error4343 's johnriley art is my fave 🤍 I think they portray the dynamic they have in my head perfectly.

I'm not the best with shipping hcs and stuff like that unless I'm crazy obsessed with a ship in particular... which hasnt happened with me many times before unfortunately lolol... so I tend to just go off what others make!

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