A.

Chronic melancholy. Too tired forever. This is where I vent.

[mock-turtle-soup]

I thought moving home would be less lonely. It’s just lonely in a different way.

[redlipstickresurrected]

Outrun Youth aka Victor Sillue (Norwegian, b. Bergen, Norway, based Hamburg, Germany) - Escape, 2023, Digital Art

[mock-turtle-soup]

I’m back from my menty b.

[mock-turtle-soup]

I’m just going to start posting my meme collection here maybe it’ll help clear my phone storage out. I can’t use this space as a place to vent anymore because my phone isn’t private.

[mock-turtle-soup]

What’s going on?

I need to learn boundaries.

[lifeinpoetry]

is mine an evil heart?

— Joey de Jesus, from "Ancha (Redux)," published in Roadmap

[mock-turtle-soup]

Are you ok?

No I’m not

[tolive-forever]

when sylvia plath said “being born a woman is my awful tragedy. from the moment i was conceived i was doomed to sprout breasts and ovaries rather than penis and scrotum; to have my whole circle of action, thought and feeling rigidly circumscribed by my inescapable feminity. yes, my consuming desire to mingle with road crews, sailors and soldiers, bar room regulars - to be a part of scene, anonomous, listening, recording - all is spoiled by the fact that i am a girl, a female always in danger of assault and battery. my consuming interest in men and their lives is often misconstrued as a desire to seduce them, or as an invitation to intimacy. yet, god, i want to talk to everybody i can as deeply as i can. i want to be able to sleep in an open field, to travel west, to walk freely at night“

[mock-turtle-soup]

Sometimes you gotta pray to the stupid fucking god you don’t stupid fucking believe in because why can’t this imaginary friend take my pain away too. I have too much of it I need to lay it down somewhere.

[mock-turtle-soup]

Everything hurts again

[mock-turtle-soup]

It really sucks to suck

[mock-turtle-soup]

Sadness crept in and unpacked its bags like a weary traveler.

[comparativetarot]

The Hanged Man. Art by Nicolas Bruno, from The Somnia Tarot.

[bloedkoraal-deactivated20260204]

google search how to cough up the ball of grief that's been stuck in your stomach since birth

[mock-turtle-soup]

When he tells you a day in advance he didn’t get you anything for your birthday so you won’t be disappointed the day of. lol. Cute.

[cordofcommunion-deactivated2026]

how to meld all ur identities into one n not be afraid to exist as a contradiction

[weltenwellen]

Clarice Lispector, tr. by Ronald W. Sousa, The Passion According to G.H.

[typodescript]

[text: I waited for the strange feeling to pass,]