Pairing: Mark Grayson X Reader
Synopsis: Mark helps the reader with...a problem. Based on that one scene in Off Campus. IYKYK.
Warnings: MDNI!! Smut but with lots of plot and some fluff at the end.
An: This took forever, but I had to write this out once the inspiration struck. First smut, so hopefully it's not trash. Enjoy!
"Mark, I'm not so sure this is a good idea."
You sat on the edge of Mark's bed, your legs dangling over the side as you toyed with the hem of his comforter, replaying the events of the previous night.
You and Mark had gone to a frat party during his visit, and the two of you had consumed a little more alcohol than either of you probably should have. Alcohol had always acted as a kind of liquid courage for you, and last night had been no exception.
Unfortunately, that courage had led to a rather embarrassing conversation.
You had admitted two things to Mark.
First, a baseball player had asked you on a date, and you had said yes.
Second, you had confessed that relationships and intimacy made you nervous in ways you didn't fully understand. Aka, you had never finished with another person.
Somewhere between those admissions and your alcohol-induced confidence, you had convinced yourself that Mark should help you "prepare" for the date.
Looking back on it now, you weren't entirely sure what you had been thinking.
Walking beneath the glow of streetlights the night before, you had attempted to justify your request. "I mean, Mark, it makes sense."
You gestured wildly as you spoke. "I trust you. I've known you forever."
Mark had opened his mouth to respond.
You didn't let him. "Mark, please. I'm serious. Do you know how embarrassing it'll be if this guy takes me out and I completely panic and can't ya know, when the time comes?"
This time, Mark had interrupted. "Y/N, I'll help."
You had stopped walking so abruptly he nearly walked into you. "Wait. Really?"
He rubbed the back of his neck nervously. "I mean... yeah. You're one of my best friends."
You responded with a goofy smile. "Yeah. Best friends."
At the time, neither of you seemed to realize how complicated that statement actually was.
Now, the next day, the reality of the situation felt much heavier. Mark sat across from you in his desk chair while you stubbornly avoided eye contact.
You had dressed up that morning despite the fact it was only Mark. Looking nice had somehow felt important. Unfortunately, the dress was uncomfortable. You tugged at the fabric, hoping to stretch it out the slightest bit.
Mark shifted in his chair. "Would you be more comfortable in something else?"
You finally looked up. "What?"
"The dress." He gestured towards your uncomfortable state. "I know dresses arenât exactly your thing, and this is all about you being comfortable.âÂ
A small laugh escaped you. The absurdity of the situation hit all over again. "Yeah," you admitted. "I'd actually appreciate that."
Mark immediately stood and walked to his dresser. After a moment, he returned with one of his T-shirts. "This should help."
You accepted it gratefully. "Thanks." You stood to remove your dress, tugging it over your arms. Mark let out a yelp in surprise, turning around faster than humanly possible.Â
You laughed. âMark, you donât have to turn around if you donât want to. Youâre going to see me naked in a few minutes anyway.âÂ
âItâs okay. I want it to be on your terms, when youâre ready.â
âOkay. Finished.â You had slipped on the new clothing item, feeling significantly more comfortable. The shirt hung loosely around you, falling nearly to your thighs.
Mark looked up. For a moment, he simply stared. "You look nice."
You laughed. "Mark, it's literally your shirt."
"No." His expression softened. "I mean it. You look nice."
The sincerity caught you off guard. You quickly looked away.
You clasped your hands together nervously. "So... what now?"
Mark immediately noticed the tension. He stepped closer, gently lowering your hands. "Y/N." His voice was careful. "We don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with."
"I know." You swallowed. âIâI want to. I just donât know, the whole idea makes me super nervous, and then when the time comes, I just can't.â
For a moment, neither of you spoke. Then Mark asked quietly. "Do you trust me?"
The answer came immediately. "Of course I do."
Something flickered across his expression.
"Then let me help you." He took a brief pause before adding to the statement. "Can you make yourself finish?"
You responded quietly. "Yeah, that's not a problem."
"How about we do that then? Stick with what you're comfortable doing."
âMark, Iâm not just going to⌠ya know, in front of you.â You gestured vaguely.
Your heart skipped. The room suddenly felt much smaller.
Mark took a step back and began slowly removing his shirt. You had no idea he was this jacked. He threw his shirt into a corner of the room before looking back at you. âIs this okay?â He asked.
You responded with action by removing your underwear in a similarly slow fashion. He smiled hesitantly and began to remove his pants, leaving only a pair of tight boxers that painfully revealed the erection that had formed during some point of the interaction.
He moved, only to grab his chair from his desk, placing it in front of the bed where you had previously been sitting.Â
You took that as your cue, turning around to resume your earlier position, only this time you sat further back on the bed, legs propped up, heat still slightly hidden by the large T-shirt you wore. Mark sank into his chair, facing the bed, observing you.Â
You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding, closing your eyes, letting yourself fully relax into the moment. You trailed your hands up your leg in a teasing manner, only now fully revealing yourself to Mark as the shirt drifted up following the curve of your arm. You heard Mark let out a soft whimper as he removed his member from its constraints.Â
The noise sent a shiver down your spine that landed directly where your hands now desperately wanted to feel. Allowing yourself the pleasure, you let your two fingers trail up the sides, meeting at your clit. You began to rub slow, calculated circles. The stimulation made your back arch, an involuntary moan falling from your lips. Peaking through your half-lidded eyes, you saw Mark watching you intently, slowly pleasuring himself, feeling himself at a pace similar to your moments.Â
At the familiar face you'd known for years. The boy who always showed up when you needed him. The boy who listened to your problems. The boy who somehow made every bad day feel a little better. The realization hit you all at once.
A hunger released from within you. You felt a pit emerge from within your stomach. It encompassed a need, a want, a desire for more.
A desire for Mark that would outweigh any common sense or law of friendship.
You began to imagine what he would feel like. He was larger than you expected, much larger. You imagined how he would fill you, how your walls would squeeze around his size.
At the thought, you quickly pressed two fingers in, although it would never fill the desire encasing your entire body and mind. You let out an animalistic moan, quickly bringing a hand up to cover your mouth.Â
Mark leaned forward, admiring. âItâs okay, sweetheart, let everyone hear how well you pleasure yourself.â
You let out a whine in response; it was all you could conjure up. The sound of his voice brought you closer and closer to your high. Eventually, you composed yourself enough to speak out a request. âMark, please talk to me.â
You heard his fist momentarily halt before continuing, quicker this time. The slick noise he made was audible throughout the room.
He let out a deep groan at the request. âYou want me to tell you how great youâre doing, baby?â He pumped harder. Faster. âHow hot you are. HowâHow beautiful you are. How IâIâve always wanted you.â
You moaned out his name, arching your back further into the sheets as you wedged in another finger, just a few moments away from your bliss.
Mark bit down on his bottom lip. âFuckâFuck. I canât believe this is happening right now. Are you going to cum for me, sweet girl?â
You squeezed your eyes closed, nodding out a response.Â
Mark pleaded with you, voice jumping an octave as he approached his release as well. âFuckâCum for me, baby, please, I know you can do it.âÂ
Like your body instinctively listened to his command, you came undone, a whimpering mess of profanities and Markâs name. Less than a minute after, Mark followed suit, releasing all over his chest, leaning back into his chair, head pressing over the edge as his back arched.Â
You slowly sat up, trying to process the weight of everything that had been said and everything that had happened. âMark Iââ
He came to, cutting you off. âNoâIâm Sorry.â He let out a frustrated sigh. âI was just supposed to help you, and I made it weird.âÂ
You pulled your weight off the bed, grabbing a towel he had sat nearby, moving to sit on his lap. His eyes widened. You slowly began to clean him off. âYou know, Mark, Iâve always wanted you too. I just agreed to go on this stupid date, because I didnât think you would ever see me like that.â
The tension that had filled the room finally began to ease. Mark leaned into your touch. âIâve always seen you like that, Y/N. I just didnât want to ruin what we had.â
And suddenly, the date was far from your mind.
You talked about each other.
About the years of missed opportunities.
About feelings neither of you had been brave enough to admit.
Eventually, he brought a hand up to tuck a loose stand of hair behind your ear. âCan I kiss you?â
A smile immediately spread across your face. "Mark."
"You asked permission after all of that? You just watched me finger myself."
His ears turned red. "I was trying to be respectful."
You laughed. âWant to try for real this time?â
âI thought youâd never ask.â
What occurred next was worth every awkward moment that had led to this one.
An: I like how my first smut is my longest work