PSA;; Aka, Why I’ve been Inactive:
Okay so, I know I owe at least ten replies by now, and I wanted to get things straight and explain the hold up real quick. Also, tell you that no, I’m not dead, and yes, I will be replying. Sometime. Soonish. Maybe. Just later okay? I’m in a bit of a tough time right now, recently having been told my dad died and today having had gone through his last things. There.. wasn’t much. I miss him, I didn’t get to spend as much time as I WISHED I could with him. He didn’t raise me, but I still loved him, and his loss hurts. When I’m not feeling nothing or depressed, I’m hiding and playing video games or calling my boyfriend. I’m pretty sure I’m still in denial, as I’ve only cried like three or four times so far, and honestly I’m hiding on skype. I’m good at hiding when I’m upset, but this time I’m not doing too well. When I’m bad at hiding my feelings, I tend to withdraw from people, stop talking to them altogether, or even just go silent for days on end. This isn’t just to explain to you all about what’s been going on, I can admit that much as of now. It’s also a coping thing, just.. writing it all down. Anyway, if you’re wanting to talk or something, you can just IM me, and if we’re mutual’s I can give my skype to you. If I don’t reply, well, it’s because I’m not sure what to say. I WILL get to whatever you say to me eventually though, as I have a habit of never leaving things left alone. I hope you all had nice days, and enjoy your night. Ttyl hopefully.
