collector of trash movies

Mason, he/xe/they, white, adult

[moderatefallrisk]

Hey, check out my redbubble!

I’ve added some new art and kinds of art onto my redbubble, consider giving it a look and supporting me! I just finished my old job today and start my new job on Wednesday, I have an appointment Friday to hopefully get medically approved for a wheelchair or walker.

https://www.redbubble.com/people/albeecreates/explore?asc=u&page=1&sortOrder=recent

[moderatefallrisk]

Anyways you can find me on @jigsawsaphasia doing horror posts and ranting

[moderatefallrisk]

GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT INTO HIS OLD ACCOUNT

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Y'all are so ableist I stg

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@federfleisch fr I am not battling to stay out of the hospital and fighting tooth and nail with clinical lycanthropy for them to go "haha weirdo psycho crazy schizo"

[moderatefallrisk]

Y'all are so ableist I stg

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Even if you get in a minor accident and hit a guy if you honestly tell him you're having surgery next week and start crying, even if it was your fault, they stop yelling at you

[moronic-validity]

Tagged by @mrsinistertype for 6 photos from my camera roll that describe me...

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Okay

I'm gonna tag @federfleisch @feelin-woozy @backyardbats @flowerports @tassiekitty @hongzhizhu @bastard-mice @kringe @igocrazywithoutyooou @moderatefallrisk

[moderatefallrisk]

Thanks Theo! I don't really feel like tagging anyone rn, but if you wanna do it please feel free and say I tagged you!

[weirdwerewolf-deactivated-deact]

ATTENTION EVERYONE, IT IS NOW

[moderatefallrisk]

Selfcare is making a slasher character and naming him your abusers name so that now you have something awesome with that name

[shock]

accepting that you’re objectively weird & owning it is infinitely better than being constantly desperate to appear normal to people who don’t even matter to you

[heroofthreefaces]

@t4tbillykaplan #i mean you’re right but this mindset fails to account for trauma#if you’ve been traumatized due to ‘being weird’ you kind of can’t feel safe being yourself and have to mask

[shock]

sorry to be mean but shut the fuck up. I’m the OP, and you have no idea what it took to get to the point that I’m at today, TRAUMA AND ALL. it took YEARS of work to be able to say this. my mindset is BECAUSE OF MY TRAUMA. my trauma is interwoven into everything I do. I don’t need to blast online about all the horrific things people have done to me and what I’ve seen for it to be a message about trauma.

I have worked hard, blood sweat and tears to get to the point where I can own my shit. I don’t need people online telling me on my own posts that trauma is the end-all be-all of their entire lives. It’s not. You can one day feel safe. You can one day feel loved. You can one day be able to walk down the street, WEIRD AND ALL, without worrying about what others around you are thinking.

But you have to put in the work. If you resign yourself to be a victim for the rest of your life instead of taking charge of the small things you CAN control and build up from there, you won’t grow. You won’t find the people who will love you for who YOU are. You won’t love yourself for who YOU are. I am fucking TIRED of people online who haven’t found their growth mindset yet taking it out on me & acting like I don’t know anything.

When you see a positive post, if you can’t interact with it without bringing up some awful catastrophic truism about how anyone with trauma will never feel safe, you’re harming yourself and you’re harming others. THE WHOLE POST WAS ME PUTTING MY TRAUMA AWAY AND FINALLY SAYING YOU KNOW WHAT, I CAN DO THIS. make your own post if you want to wallow, don’t drag me back down with you. Don’t do this to people. It’s so disrespectful to everything I’ve been through and it’s unhealthy. Go away.

[mamiyamiyami]

🎶 We livin’ lavish, lavish 🎶

Twitter   -   Re-draw of this old picture of Doug 

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has anyone ever been really nice to you recently and you get overwhelmed with the urge to get them a shiny rock. like find them the shiniest, nicest pebble. but this wont work because they live several states away from you

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@federfleisch my partner and I joked if you say candyman six times in the mirror he invites you into his polycule

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has a favorite slasher :/

That's fair 😔✊

[batsandboba]

new ask game mutuals what’s my red flag

[enbyzombies]

anyways SHOUTS OUT to my fellow mentally ill people with homicidal thoughts/urges, aggressiveness, bursts of anger, low empathy that results in rudeness, violent thoughts and fantasies and other """evil""" symptoms that everyone thinks we should hide or be condemned for. we are SO sexy <3

[enbyzombies]

inb4 someone tells me im encouraging being harmful towards others: did you know talking about symptoms doesnt equal anti-recovery rhetoric. im just talking about shit i/we experience.

[captainizzyhands-deactivated202]

just because your area of study isn’t chemistry or anatomy doesn’t mean you’re any less of a mad scientist! mad astronomers are evil! mad botanists are fucked up! mad psychologists are twisted! all fields of mad science are valid!!

[helloitsbees]

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@federfleisch @bastard-mice