i’d like to make this pinned post to put into words how i see myself both objectively and subjectively, as to give a good point of reference for my own frame of mind, so that when i make points in the future they’re misunderstood as little as possible. as of the publishing of this blog at 7:20pm EST at 8/11/2024, i am a 22 year old (hopefully) pre-transition transgendered woman. i have a full time labor-oriented career with a strong union that offers me wonderful benefits. i live in the United States of America in a rather conservative state in a rather conservative rural area. i am (in my own mind) incredibly progressive in my politics, being as far left as they come. i am an undiagnosed autistic, severely depressed, heavily considering returning to self-harm and have been considering suicide as a way out more and more in recent weeks. i don’t think i’ll ever commit suicide though, because i’m far too afraid of what lies beyond. i am not a religious person by any means and have always relied greatly on facts, logic & reasoning to make my decisions. my choice to remain anonymous in name alone is twofold: i want my points understood on a deeper level than full anonymity allows and i want to be able to fully express my opinions & share my stories & views without ever involving the real people with which they are associated. i have chosen tumblr for this particular blog because the platform allows for meaningful long-form posting of sometimes sensitive topics that is unbroken in a way that a twitter or a facebook doesn’t allow for.










