a vintage lovestory

the diary of a woman who tends to romanticize longing. 🌙 28, bisexual, poetry + neuroscience and a semi-healthy dose of day-dreaming (for more thoughts and photos - onlyfans.com/katriona

[moderndaymuse]

leave your kisses on my skin and your fingerprints on my soul.

welcome to the diary of a woman who constantly falls down rabbit holes and occasionally ends up in wonderland - which probably looks like a dark academia library in scotland with hot steaming tea, black cats and enough time to write poetry.🪐 if my life would be a movie, it would always be october & it would be glowing in all shades of warm nostalgia. when i’m not trying to make life imitate art, i’m studying neuro- and data science, hoping that’ll all make sense someday - until then, I’ll just try to fall in love with life a little more (and not adopt every puppy I see). 

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[flowerytale]

Nikos Kazantzakis, from “Report to Greco”, tr. by P. A. Bien

[moderndaymuse]

“maybe she didn’t quite believe in magic, but it followed her wherever she went.”

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[moderndaymuse]

currently reading “conversations on love” and I love getting lost in those interviews, stories and memories. what’s your favorite book you could recommend for the cold fall days ahead? 🌙

(my uncensored photo-diary  🧚‍♂️)

[moderndaymuse]

november felt like an evermore-kind of fever dream, but today, I was dancing in the first proper snow storm of the year and that might have inspired me to romanticise Christmas even more 🎄💫 (for more)

[yeesiine]

sext: meet me at the second hand bookstore, i’ll bring coffee.

[moderndaymuse]

my way of manifesting a romanticised version of a cottage-core life. 🦋 (for more)

[secretlittlefantasyworld]

I hope every ‘look at the sky’ person finds a ‘let me take this picture of the sky for them’ person

[moderndaymuse]

I think if I had my own bingo card, the one thing I always repeat was that life feels like a rollercoaster these days, and I'd just like to be better at holding onto the little things -- give me homemade jam on toast in the morning and my dog asking for his treat at exactly 4pm and a couple of pages of a good book every night. as someone who always tries to connect the dots, to find any sort of meaning in everything that hurts, being in the middle of something heartbreakingly unpredictable makes me long for those moments even more in a way that makes me wonder if maybe, that's a lesson in giving up the illusion of control over circumstances that are beyond mine, and to just.. do the little things anyway - to stay sane, to be safe.

me and my family usually spend christmas by the coast, and since we won't be able to this year, I fall asleep with my wood sage & sea salt scent on my skin every night - it reminds me of brighter days and easier nights. gilmore girls is playing in the background to forget about the echoes in my apartment. I reread the invisible life of addie larue because I want to be just as hopeful about life, and I turn on all the seven different fairy lights every time I come home before even taking off my coat to make my place feel like a warm hug when I enter the door. maybe, for now, these things need to be enough. maybe they always were.

[moderndaymuse]

on a very successful mission to romanticise the holidays as best as I can. ✨ (for more)

[filesofgayshit]

what if you just call me a good girl while you grab my waist, what if?

[moderndaymuse]

reading practical statistics in bed & an additional lesson in curves 💫 (for more)

[moderndaymuse]

not entirely sure what I think about the occasional video in between the more artsy photo-sets yet, but tonight, I was a little too inspired by my sweater, so cheers to cold november days & zippers. 🧚 (for more)

[moderndaymuse]

a little behind the scenes of a very sleepy woman who would have preferred to spend the whole day right here. 🧚‍♀️ (for more)

[lovesdaya]

@lovesdaya

[joytri]

glazed donuts and coffee

[flowerytale]

Elizabeth Barrett Browning, from Aurora Leigh

[moderndaymuse]

november felt like an evermore-kind of fever dream, but today, I was dancing in the first proper snow storm of the year and that might have inspired me to romanticise Christmas even more 🎄💫 (for more)