how to stop worrying & love your own apocalypse

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[mojavescr1pt]

so this is it

yeah, i was dogma. the people who outed me were holding it over my head as a way to keep me in their pocket, and honestly? i’m glad i’m out. it’s not a threat anymore. it feels relieving now that i don’t have that sword of damocles over my head. i was moving blogs anyway because the tag is dead, and as i’m entering the industry it just doesn’t make sense for me to hold onto the neotag, and hold onto everything here. 

if refusing to stay quiet when someone admits to me they consumed child porn is the reason this has to come out, then i think this is the right way to sacrifice dogma.

anyway, it was real. to the people still following this blog, i’ll see you later. i don’t think i’ll be giving out my new url anymore since frankly i don’t want any of this following me to a new place, but if we were mutuals you can still hit me up. 

- bean/dogma

[mojavescr1pt]

alright folks, i’ve unfortunately come to a conclusion: 

it’s time for me to bail on this name and this blog. i’m gonna be migrating over to a new one, and continuing to post there, including developing Nowhere and my other projects. i just need somethin’ fresh. 

if you want the url like this post and i’ll shoot you the new url! i’ve got three, a main blog, an art blog, and a neoblog. they’re all linked but if you want just one let me know and i’ll give you the specific url.

with that in mind, i’m suspending the project blogs linked to this blog until further notice. that includes: neo-art, neohelp, and the-neogames

i’ll probably come back to that last one, but not for a good long while.

anyway! thank you so much for following this blog and supporting me over the years, you’re all wonderful, and i’m excited to go forward into the future with you.

[mojavescr1pt]

mornin’ reblog (or afteroon?)

[mojavescr1pt]

alright folks, i’ve unfortunately come to a conclusion: 

it’s time for me to bail on this name and this blog. i’m gonna be migrating over to a new one, and continuing to post there, including developing Nowhere and my other projects. i just need somethin’ fresh. 

if you want the url like this post and i’ll shoot you the new url! i’ve got three, a main blog, an art blog, and a neoblog. they’re all linked but if you want just one let me know and i’ll give you the specific url.

with that in mind, i’m suspending the project blogs linked to this blog until further notice. that includes: neo-art, neohelp, and the-neogames

i’ll probably come back to that last one, but not for a good long while.

anyway! thank you so much for following this blog and supporting me over the years, you’re all wonderful, and i’m excited to go forward into the future with you.

[mojavescr1pt]

mornin’ reblog (or afteroon?)

[mojavescr1pt]

alright folks, i’ve unfortunately come to a conclusion: 

it’s time for me to bail on this name and this blog. i’m gonna be migrating over to a new one, and continuing to post there, including developing Nowhere and my other projects. i just need somethin’ fresh. 

if you want the url like this post and i’ll shoot you the new url! i’ve got three, a main blog, an art blog, and a neoblog. they’re all linked but if you want just one let me know and i’ll give you the specific url.

with that in mind, i’m suspending the project blogs linked to this blog until further notice. that includes: neo-art, neohelp, and the-neogames

i’ll probably come back to that last one, but not for a good long while.

anyway! thank you so much for following this blog and supporting me over the years, you’re all wonderful, and i’m excited to go forward into the future with you.

[mojavescr1pt]

mornin’ reblog (or afteroon?)

[mojavescr1pt]

alright folks, i’ve unfortunately come to a conclusion: 

it’s time for me to bail on this name and this blog. i’m gonna be migrating over to a new one, and continuing to post there, including developing Nowhere and my other projects. i just need somethin’ fresh. 

if you want the url like this post and i’ll shoot you the new url! i’ve got three, a main blog, an art blog, and a neoblog. they’re all linked but if you want just one let me know and i’ll give you the specific url.

with that in mind, i’m suspending the project blogs linked to this blog until further notice. that includes: neo-art, neohelp, and the-neogames

i’ll probably come back to that last one, but not for a good long while.

anyway! thank you so much for following this blog and supporting me over the years, you’re all wonderful, and i’m excited to go forward into the future with you.

[mojavescr1pt]

mornin’ reblog (or afteroon?)

[mojavescr1pt]

alright folks, i’ve unfortunately come to a conclusion: 

it’s time for me to bail on this name and this blog. i’m gonna be migrating over to a new one, and continuing to post there, including developing Nowhere and my other projects. i just need somethin’ fresh. 

if you want the url like this post and i’ll shoot you the new url! i’ve got three, a main blog, an art blog, and a neoblog. they’re all linked but if you want just one let me know and i’ll give you the specific url.

with that in mind, i’m suspending the project blogs linked to this blog until further notice. that includes: neo-art, neohelp, and the-neogames

i’ll probably come back to that last one, but not for a good long while.

anyway! thank you so much for following this blog and supporting me over the years, you’re all wonderful, and i’m excited to go forward into the future with you.

[mutantkacheek]

were in agreement that a unicorn pb would take away the unis horn right

[mutantkacheek]

like just a sparkly magical horse

[mutantkacheek]

two horns is cowardice unless youre weird about it. the unicorn pet and the unicorn pb have to interact in a strange fashion or theres no point to neopets

[wraith-bori]

give it two horns except make the horns replace the eyes

[mutantkacheek]

bean said this too i am so curious about where this came from. i mean im not saying no its definitely good but like. why omg

[mojavescr1pt]

punishment for the hubris of a creature already imbued with magical growths being so selfish as to suggest they need more. classical faustian gambit, when we get down to it

[mojavescr1pt]

im being fuckin proactive babey! time to fuckin grow, emotionally

if you’re reading this and i’ve wronged you, please let me know so i can give you the apology you deserve.

[mojavescr1pt]

@confusedreety replied to your post “Hey please don’t leave. Nowhere is partly responsible for keeping me...”

BIG SAME. your arts a huge inspiration, and one of the reasons i actually, like, made a neoblog and joined the tag was cause i kept seeing your nowhere stuff and my mind imploded in a good way. everytime i see finch and metz a year is added to my life tbh (your art in general actually, the way you draw hands and stuff is so expressive like god damn bean)

I’M EMOTIONALLY COMPROMISED AND I’M BEING DOG PILED...... WITH LOVE??

IT’S A TOTAL KNOCKOUT

i’m so glad i’m able to inspire people. that’s a good feeling. i’m hoping w my time between jobs i’ll be able to, at bare minimum, make more content that will inspire more people and generate more art by others

(also thank you.. so much i’m fucking DEAD, i appreciate this all so much) 

[mojavescr1pt]

@lostmybread said:

“like I'll second that. Honestly the nowhere stuff helped me develop characters that I'd never done stuff with and it's been a huge source of inspiration for me. Also I need to know what happened to Trouble so...migrate away just take me with you lolaction “

maybe its just the fact that its almost 1am but.. im so emotionally moved to hear that ppl actually are into my content?? makes me feel good and like im doing somethin worthwhile, AND IM SO GLAD it helped others and inspired them!!! that’s what art is for babey!!!

trouble is okay, i think! i’ve gotta sit down and dedicate time to writing out exactly where everyone is right now since the current comic takes place like. WELL before the events of what i’d consider the main timeline? like, hypothetically 10 years prior to the events of Go West!

given the current timeline, actually, he was just recently built! so he’s probably still living in the junkyard confused and scared and trying to figure out how to survive

[mojavescr1pt]

Hey please don’t leave. Nowhere is partly responsible for keeping me alive.

oh i don’t really ever plan on leaving. if i did plan on like

migrating blogs i’d offer ppl who wanna keep following me an opportunity to refollow me over on the new blog! 

but that probably never happen bc im too dedicated to my desert brand.

(good news tho! since i’m free from college i’m gonna be working more on Nowhere again while gearing up to start posting the first comic. so in the coming weeks i think i’ll be releasing the like. “survivalist’s guide to nowhere”. or smthn)

[mojavescr1pt]

@shimdta YEAH you’re more than welcome to reblog him!!! i’m glad u like him :3c

[mojavescr1pt]

LMAO REALIZED I MENTIONED BUNKERTOWN IN THAT LAST POST AND HAVE LITERALLY NEVER SPOKEN ABOUT IT HERE BEFORE

[mojavescr1pt]

doots on a trombone

i’ve been busy this past few weeks helping prep my mom for her upcoming surgery, making sure i can run the house while she’s down and out, so between that and absolutely pushing my body too far the other day and ending up getting myself Too Sick, i’ve been trapped in this cycle of “wanna work. got work to do. wanna draw. got shit to draw.” and “if i move too much my kidney might shoot out my esophagus” 

the only fuckin thing i’ve managed to do is work more on my humanizations, and make this dude.

i salvaged his concept from Bunkertown (it’s too spoilery to talk about his original concept unfort) but now he’s a robot who’s working with the Rust for unspecified reasons. his name is Atom (never got a “real” name, so he just calls himself by the brand of robot he is), he’s distant, work minded, and sticks to his assignments. he isolates himself most of the time, only ever really interacting w/ Protts or Arbolic and Skin. 

i love him,

[mojavescr1pt]

🤔 i dont use this blog mostly bc im too afraid to post on most days. highly considering reinventing myself, abandoning this blog, and rebuilding from the ground up

[mojavescr1pt]

hey props to my classmates and irl friends who follow me on this platform. you're all incredibly strong for watching me actively clown and horse post at the same time without flinching

[mojavescr1pt]

im so fucking excited to be done with school so i can draw what i want again