i was never a fat child. i never quite internalized all of the fatphobia baggage they put on fat children. it was still pretty rough and i definitely still internalized a lot of terrible ideas about food and eating and bodies but i wasn't tortured for my body the way fat children are. i'm not sure what to make of this. i've only been fat for a couple years, it's completely different for me.
*bane voice* “you merely adopted the fat, I was born in it, molded by it”











