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if you ever think about sending me an ask and decide not to cause “oh she doesn’t care” or “oh I don’t want to bother her” literally I’m the loneliest piece of shit you can find and would still love you if you sent me the word nuzzle over and over again

How would Jooheon admit to falling in love?

He would want to be sure that he truly felt that way about said person.

Lot’s of sleepless nights while he thinks about y/n.

I M A G I N E

You watched as Jooheon paced back and forth in front of you. He had asked you to come over to the dorm because there was something urgent he needed to tell you. It was three a.m.... but you came anyways.

“Joo?” You whispered.

”Joo, what is going on?” you spoke a little louder this time. Making sure he could hear you over the pitter patter his feet were creating due to pacing.

“d-did I do something wrong?” at this point you were so unsure of what was going on. Your voice was shaky. Every possible scenario of what you could've done wrong started to flash in your head. You could feel your anxiety closing in on you. Jooheon and you had been a “thing” for the past six months. However, you both had yet to actually ask the other one to be your significant other. You were so lost in your thoughts that you failed to notice he had stopped pacing.

His tall stature was towering over you.

“you could never do anything wrong in my eyes” he said with a very firm yet soothing tone.

He sat down next to you and faced you. Slowly he put his cold hand on your knee and began to draw circles with his thumb.

“hhhhhhh” he let out a small, warm exhale.

“Y/n” his eyes slowly trailed up to your eyes. Your face was covered with a look of concern.

“Jo-” before you could even finish your sentence he crashed his lips into yours. Kissing was something you guys did a lot, but you could tell this kiss was different. There was passion. It was like a fire who craved all the oxygen in your lungs.

He began to smile as his lips rested on yours. “I think you should be mine and only mine” he grinned.

“I completely agree” you whisper

can you ship me with a member? im 5'0 and kinda overweight. short brown hair and brown eyes. im really sweet but also a bit of a bitch when someone I care about is hurt.

SHOWNU

Shownu’s tall and muscular appearance would match you very well. He would find it extremely attractive and let out a cheeky giggle when you let your inner bitch out at one of the members when they took teasing Shownu too far. There would be a lot of lap snuggles and cheek kisses. Did I mention he would carry you on his back like a little monkey

#shownu #shownu ship #shownu imagine #Monsta x #MX #Monsta X ship #k pop

Most likely to date a foreign fan they met on tour

MLT -> LLT

Changkyun- Has said many times he would like a relationship and he is already a huge flirt. If he finds a fan he truly connects with then I have no doubt in my mind that he would pursue it.

Minhyuk- Has actually said he would date a foreigner!! Minhyuk would be shy at first to test the waters and see if you’re interested in him. Would do everything in his power to make the relationship work.

Kihyun- I personally see Kihyun having a summer fling and then it ending when tour ends. He’s a perfectionist and dating someone clear across the world would be frustrating for him.

Jooheon- I think he might crush on a fan but never pursue it. He knows how messy it can get and he would want to protect their heart from that drama.

Shownu- would catch feelings but as the leader, his time and energy has to be spent on the other members

Hyungwon- I personally don’t see him forming feelings for a fan. He has that “aw cute” type of situation.

Wonho- he’s not really looking for a relationship with the average person. He want’s to be with someone who understands how busy he is. Because of this, I believe he wouldn’t even think about dating a fan.

#Monsta X #mx #Monsta X imagine #Shownu #Wonho #Hyungwon #Minhyuk #Jooheon #Kihyun #changkyun #I.M

Can you do a visual imagine where Kihyun and y/n had plans to go out on a date but got rained in?

Sure thing!

It can be found right here

Rained in date- Kihyun

You looked out the window and watched as the rain poured. There was simply no way You and Kihyun would be able to have your date night now. He was only back for two days and all you wanted was to enjoy quality time with him. You were beyond disappointed and he noticed. You went off to take a bath and he went to go prepared a surprise for you.

“I know this isn’t a fancy restaurant but, I prepared your favorite foods and set up the living room for cuddles and a movie” he said

#Kihyun #Kihyun imagine #Kihyun fanfic #Kihyun Monsta x #Monsta x #mx #Monsta X imagine #imagine #fanfic #kpop

Cotton Candy Kisses (part 1) Kihyun Fanfic

You had absolutely no excuse as to why you wanted to end things. You were just simply hurting and with his busy schedule.. there was no time for him to come and fix you.

Nervously, you begin to shake your knee. You wouldn’t see him for three more days but the fact you already made up your mind, it scared you.

Slowly exhaling you began to run your fingers over Kihyun’s bed. So many memories were made in these dorms. You close your eyes and remember the day he admitted he had fallen for you. You also remember how your best friend Jooheon reacted. That was the first time any of the members genuinely got into a fight. The memory of wiping the blood from Kihyun’s lips came forward. “I'll always fight for you. Both physically and mentally” He winced in pain. Everything flashed through your head. You touched Kihyun’s pillow and remembered the night the hate got to you. That was the night he held you for hours. “Don’t pay any attention to them my sweet sunflower. They’re just jealous that you have the thing they crave.” He rubbed your back. “I promise to always defend you.” That was the night he went onto Vlive and told Monbebe that he would always defend you and that he will start to block people who say negative things about you. The memories kept flooding in. You made your way over to the small desk in the corner. This was where your first kiss with Kihyun occurred. He was writing down lyrics when you nudged him hoping to get his attention. ‘You’re so cute when you want attention” Your eyes locked with his and the softest kiss you had ever experienced greeted you. “Your cotton candy kisses will always be my addiction.”

You flash back to reality and touch your lips as you remembered that memory. It was enough to make your heart ache at the thought of letting him go.

Slowly making your way into the hallway, you wince at the memory that follows. Your first argument.. It was the first time he had ever come back from a business trip early. He came back to the dorm expecting you to be there.. but you weren’t. You were at a bar getting piss drunk because you missed him and it was all you could do to make the pain go away. This was the first time he had ever gone on a trip since you two had started dating. When you walked through the door he was standing there holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers. That is until he realized you were heavily intoxicated. “How could you go out to the bar and get this drunk WITHOUT ANYONE TO KEEP AN EYE ON YOU?! YOU COULD’VE GOTTEN HURT.” he said. It was the first time he had ever raised his voice at you. The first time he had ever shown anger towards you. Ignoring him you walked right past him and down the hallway. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you to face him.”Never do that again” he growled.You snapped back into reality when you heard the jingle of keys hitting the door.

The door began to open and your eyes met his.

W-what…

You were in complete shock. He already knew you were about to break his heart. He could see it on your face.

“Hey Ki” you croaked.

All he could do was stare at you. He came home early to surprise you.

You made your way over to the couch and sat down. “Come sit down next to me Ki.. We need to-“ Before you could even finish your sentence he cut you off.

“Please don’t do this. I’ve been so good to you.” His eyes began to weld with tears“I’ve been here as much as I possibly can be. I ignore management when they pressure me to end things.” He got a little closer to you “I leave business trips early and lose the vacation time we are allowed in each location to come and see you.” At this point he was kneeling in front of you. He whispered“I love you endlessly. I put you before everything. Please don’t hurt me like this.”

His voice began to crack as he got choked up. “I love you..”

You looked him in the eyes. His hands were on your knees as he was kneeling in front of you. His cheeks stained with tears. You hated seeing him hurting. It made you second guess your decision. You had so many memories with him. So many endless nights filled with laughter and cotton candy kisses.

“I.. I..” It was like you couldn’t process anything. Words wouldn’t come out no matter how hard you tried. Every single memory was flashing in your mind as you stared into his eyes.

“Please… Please… Just, tell me what is wrong. Tell me what to do, how to fix it. I can not lose you.”

You got up off the couch and walked out the door.

“I can’t do this. I can’t” you mumbled.

Your heart was racing. Tears were stinging your cheeks. The feeling in your chest began to burn. Before you knew it, you were running.. Until someone grabbed your arm..

“Y/n?” A familiar voice said.

You looked up to see your best friend. He came home early to surprise you as well. They had been gone for what felt like forever.

“Honey bee” your voice was faint. “Honey be-“ he cut you off. He could see the pain in your eyes. Little did he know the pain you were feeling was caused by yourself.

“That little shit! What did he do. Did he say something he should not of said?!?” His face was hard with anger and concern. Before you could even voice what was actually happening, Jooheon was running towards the dorm.

#Monsta X #Monsta X fanfic #Jooheon fanfic #kihyun fanfic #jooheon #Kihyun #shownu #minhyuk #hyungwon #wonho #changkyun #fanfic #mx #monbebe #kpop

What type of requests do you take? I know every writer is different!

I honestly will write about anything you guys ask me to

-Shorts: a short is a small fan fiction based on a scenario and member(s) requested.

-Scenarios: a scenario is basically things like “How would ____ react to ____” example: How would each member react to seeing you cry

-Imagines: Imagines are very similar to a fanfic but they are a class of their own. Usually an imagine is paired with pictures and or videos to add to the effect of the text. Imagines tend to be short thoughts or bitter sweet moments. example: Imagine having a bad day and coming home to _______ *insert pictures here*

-MLT (most likely to): MLT’s are so much fun to write and can also be made personal to the person requesting them! I personally will put it in order of MLT to LLT (least likely to) I also usually include a blurb for each member and their reasonings! Examples: MLT date someone who is 5′0 and slightly overweight. (include personality traits or anything really) Example 2; MLT injure themselves while trying to impress their crush

-Fanfics: everyone by now knows what a fanfic is. I am ALWAYS down to take requests on things you would like to see in my fanfics

-Character ideas: want to be in one of my fanfics? simply submit a character idea based upon yourself! I keep a document full of characters so all character ideas will get put into the document and considered anytime I start a new fan fiction!

-Other: honestly I take requests for just about anything! wanna know what their first dates would look like? ask! i’ll make an imagine! curious as to what pet they’d have? ask away! I will answer almost anything!

can you post something like how each member would react to seeing you cry?

Sure thing!

it can be found here

How the members react to seeing you cry

Shownu:

“Is everything alright?”

-rubs your back while you cry on his shoulder

-“I have an idea”

-his idea would include you venting to him while you both chow down on takeout

-“lets watch a movie”

Hyungwon:

-“do you want to talk about it?”