MON-MON

✿Digital artist✿ ✿Pathetic werehog enjoyer✿ ✿Agender [They/It/Kit]✿ `` Forgive upon the grave''

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Ok I need to fix the sheet but like... if I released stickers would yall be interested

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Hello everynyan I come to you with updates!

I had a horrible panic attack that got 911 called on me and caused a series of events to get me medicated, and I had a hard time adjusting to the medicine

-I'm in therapy now and actively getting help for my OCD

-i seemed to have mentally regressed for a short period of time as a result and is frequently caused by stress I did research and apparently there's a whole community of people like this called age regressors

-im working on a asym game as a developer, the game is called eggstravaganza! It is actively being worked on and I'm a artist for the team!

Now some art I have made,!

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Wip

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WIP!!

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Happy new years! I hope this year brings my audience the hope and joy they deserve

On a serious note //FW VENT w sensitive topics that will be triggering to some!

I'm sorry for the lack of consistent posts as of lately I been working on commissions and dealing with some personal problems regarding my mental and physical health and it's just a lot to take in I ended up relapsing in my extreme self harm methods and it had made me hesitant to work on my 'withdraw' sonic exe au because Mori is an outlit for if I just snapped one day. With how quickly I am right now to just make disturbing content not that has said character recreating my own actions that I dont even want to share I will most likely put a pause to it till I get help

It is required soon that I go to the doctor to discuss my recent behavior and thoughts and I may end up vanishing for awhile I'm not actually sure what will happen to me but it's for the safety of myself even when I do return I don't know how often I will be online especially Tumblr wise

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Did you know I have my own youtube channel? I finally remembered to verify my account, so I decided to work on my thumbnails. If you are interested in raffles and more thought out / finished content, do consider subscribing!

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It's a very old video from when crossworlds beta was still open, so it's anticlimactic. I'm proud of the thumbnail, though!

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CW FLASHING / Og animation meme???

Wanted to test out tweening with mori... I like how this turned out

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Wip oc animation! Did you guys know I have a series I'm working on releasing? It won't be animated but a discord exclusive comic 16+ though lol

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I call this one alien happy birthday lol, made for a friend

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I been dabbling in loopers for fun tell me what you think

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TASK. EXE

Alt- MALU.EXE

My dog don't bite they js want a hug

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HANDS, EYES, MOUTH.

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Tez was found after Xero noticed Mori run off! Xero had to pry her off but not to much blood was lost I think..

My friend jay's vessal sona: Tez [he/him]

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Taking art requests for uhh sonic characters and ocs rn, I may not get back with them at all keep in mind

I'll draw our ocs interacting too if you want js tell me which one

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Consume.

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So why is my boyfriend a sonic vessal... uhh he wanted to be and number 2 this is somewhat a exe au? They are in a place like the upside down from stranger things but it's only what the digital world can keep up with that they saw we found important like in coralline. They are surviving from Task.exe who is based around the task manager their looks aren't for certain they are more like a presence around them bc they don't find vessals important but it does cause problems in the code.

Usually the story goes someone gets a busted laptop for cheap and they really aren't complaining till there's a shit ton of pop ups they can't close up so they open task manager and shut down the programs one by one, before they can close the mask manager they look to the mouse pad of the laptop to see their finger had melded into it thinking it's some glue or gunk they try to pull but like quicksand it just makes it worse before asking for help from someone around they feel everything phase out. As they wake up their ears ring but pure adrenaline is the only thing in their body as they feel it near and they run until they can realize their flesh was replaced and they are home. Some parts are together well but it's like a dream where you can't remember all the details the harder they try to remember the more it disfigured the world around them. Only by finding others can they get the world to get more clear and have more places to travel.

A theory around groups goes that they can only get out if someone gets access to where someone else's computer last was which had been replaced by a flat hologram melded with the floor running code. The key to get into them was placed in their heads...

(Yeah no this theory was started by a cannibal to save face for eating another)

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Bf's : Xero [he/him]

Mine: Mori [self/it/she]

Vessel sonas!

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HELP I FORGOT MY SISTER FOLLOWS ME ON TUMBLR IM REMOVING MY SONADOW POSTS LAMAMAMAOAOAOAO... UHHH ILL PUT THEM ON MY PRIVATE TWITTER FOR THOSE WHO STILL WANNA SEE WEREHOG SONADOW POSTING! JUST REQUEST TO FOLLOW ME THERE

Sonadow account!

ALSO ITS A SFW ACCOUNT I DONT MAKE NSFW