update after my small leak i managed to get a grip of myself and ran upstairs to keep holding. some combination of no longer being submerged in warm liquid with the sound of constant water running, plus that tiny leak seeming to relax my bladder a bit, made me go from being utterly frantic that i was scared i wouldn't even make it upstairs to... kinda confident.
i did my ten minutes of scar care while watching omo videos without flinching, and even drank another mug of water before i hopped into the shower for the extra challenge. i felt good though! it felt like my bladder and settled and nothing would come out
i would be proven, over the course of 15 minutes, to be very wrong
the first 5-7 minutes started out really strong i was completely cool and calm showering and taking my time. the warm water running down my body didn't bother me, and i was content to wash my hair and run my hands all over with no problem. i'd flinch a little bit rubbing over my bladder, but i was totally fine, right? ... right?
that extra mug of water starting flooding into me and FAST. it felt like my bladder was expanding at 2x speed, one second it was only pretty full and suddenly it was swelling up more and more and fuck there was so much god-
i started shuffling back and forth in the shower, rubbing my thighs together and panting a little under my breath. i was trying to hold without my hands and it was getting more and more difficult by the second.
the first really bad wave hit me soon after, and i found my legs twisted together in a vice as i groaned under my breath, leaning forwards as i felt all my piss rush right up to the tip of my urethra. it was pounding on the door trying to get out, and the only thing keeping it all in was my thighs crushing the exit closed.
somehow, the wave passed, and i could breathe a bit easier... but only for a short while
everything was getting more and more difficult and i was rapidly realising i was royally fucked - this epiphany occurring when i reached above my head to adjust the shower head, only to jerk forwards and press my thighs together as another tiny spurt escaped me.
i just had a couple steps left i could hold it til the end of my shower surely? surely. right? right.
i was dancing and squirming with each step, alternating between frantic shuffling and double twisting my legs together in a vice. my bladder bulge felt obscene with how big it was, big and full and pulsing so fucking hard it all wanted to come out right fucking now fuck-
i was in the middle of the very last step of cleansing my face when the worst wave came. i literally knotted my legs together like a pretzel, balancing on one foot to press my thighs even closer together. both my hands were pressed against the tiled wall as i panted nonononono under my breath, squeezing so tightly against this overwhelming pressure trying to force its way out of me. my pee hole kept fluttering and begging, trying to let a little out but i was clamped so tightly shut it couldn't find a way through. deep breaths, deep breaths, let it all wash over you and just breathe...
the wave passed, barely. it was going to come out in a few seconds and i just needed to finish this last step before i could gogogo
i damn near waterboarded myself washing my face so frantically before stumbling forwards out of the water, whimpering and slamming my thighs together as a small leak escaped between my briefly parted legs.
it was coming it was coming out now oh god it's coming fuck fuck FUCK-
i spread my legs wide and pulled the hood of my cock back and just let it spray all over the bathtub. fuck it felt incredible just flooding out of me. my held fell back and my mouth was open just moaning to myself as it all poured out of me. more and more and more, hours worth of piss just flooding the bathtub floor... needless to say but, well, it felt amazing