im scared they'll devour me // so i devour myself

feral | 25 | black | they/them | luciferian pagan | root worker | necromancer | free readings: CLOSED | rules for readings are tagged "guidelines"

[monsterbychoice]

Sorry, my bad. I didn’t notice that. I hope you have a great night! -AB

no worries! i hope you do too 😊

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Thank you so much! I have a feeling it will come true. And just few days ago i saw a pick a card mentioning that i would meet someone through work haha. Thank you for your time

you're very welcome! and thank you for the feedback 😊

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May I please have a reading about what’s to come in my love life (if anything at all). Thank you so much! -AB 💖

im sorry, but i closed free readings yesterday

[monsterbychoice]

Thank you so much for yo it reading, time an energy. It made a lot of sense 🐼😁 you rock have an amazing weekend

and thank you for the ask!! i hope you have a great weekend too 😊

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Good Evening. Can i ask if why some girls in my year are jealous of me? EM😛😔

lmao, sure. i drew Double Vision and The Last Judgement. i also rolled Fingerprint

it's probably a mixture of how you present yourself to them versus how you act when you're alone. your public person is different from your private one and it's your public persona that draws these feelings. it's also just the environment of school. being around the same people all the time tends to bring out that side of some people.

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Hey, can I have a reading on if any modelling opportunities will arise soon? O🤩🤩

yeah 😊 for you, i drew Bold Beginnings. i rolled Frog and Web as well.

you will have opportunities, but you're going to have to do some networking for it to be fruitful. to me, the frog is more of a Frog Prince in that someone more unlikely will end up being who gets you the best opportunity. be open when considering prospects, but don't drop your guard too much. just refrain from judging a book by its cover

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Hi! Can I have a reading into what'll come into my love life next? Thank you so much for doing these! - A💞♑

absolutely!

i drew Faith And Fire and rolled doubt and work alongside it.

you're going to have to put in some effort in order to get anything worthwhile out of your love life. your biggest obstacle is yourself in this case. you may be a bit too harsh in your criticisms of potential partners. i wouldn't say loosen your standards, especially if you feel they keep you safe. but if you're going to expect others to work on themselves, you also need to be willing to work on yourself. if you expect a lot out of someone in a relationship, you also need to put in some effort. tit for tat sort of thing

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Hi! I wanted to know if I could get a reading using both your dice and deck to find out if my behavior is really the problem at my job or if it's just the environment? Thank you in advance! If this question makes you uncomfortable, pls let me know and I'll swap it out! 🥰💖 ~WV

hey, no worries i don't mind this question. for this i rolled two dice and drew two cards. i drew Contradictions and Devil's Bargain (reversed) and rolled the forest and the cat

your environment is the biggest contributor to the problems you're having at work. your coworkers might be more two faced than you'd think, and there might be a lot of misinformation being conveyed. no one has the full story of whatevers going on, but that sure isn't going to stop them from talking like they're an expert. there is one person in particular you may have put your trust in or made friends with, and it may have started as a "we both hate it here so let's be friends" sort of thing, but they don't have good intentions in mind for you, so id be careful not to share too much with them.

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Oh I would love a reading please! What is BG♏️ thinking about me? Thank you ⭐️ - SG♓️

sure! i drew: The Last Judgement and Disaster And Recovery. i also rolled the spiral

they feel you are very caught up in others perceptions of you. you worry quite a bit about other people judging you, to the point of it being both detrimental and obvious. but they're very understanding. they aren't coming to this from a place of judgement, but they do want you to know they see it and they aren't going to be the same way towards you

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free readings

hey, all. i have a lot of energy today for once and i found my the oracle deck i made as well as my story dice so im going to open readings.

you have your choice of the oracle deck (made by myself using collage art) and the story dice (dice with pictures on them whose original purpose is to make up a story with). you can ask for both if you'd like, as well.

rules:

-no medical or legal questions please

-romance questions are okay but please limit them to one question

-i won't do third party readings

-anon is fine, just give me something to identify you with

-the story dice are very well suited for spirit questions, and the oracle deck is more practical but they both work very well ime.

that's it, i think. i look forward to reading for you

[monsterbychoice]

oh, if you'd like the reading to be private, please say so in your ask

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free readings are now closed.

ill probably open them again soon, but there's a good few in my inbox rn and i wanna get to them all before bed lol

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Hope all is well, May I have a general reading of how December will go? AA🥰

it is, thank you 😁 i hope you're well, too.

i drew "Aggressive, Capable Adversary" and Contradictions. i also rolled safe-cracker

you've got quite a month ahead of you. someone does not like you and they are going to make that a problem. but not in a way that is easy for you to make amends over. they might not even really know why they're upset with you themself. you'll probably get a lot of contradicting or conflicting info from this person, and that might be the biggest indicator of who it is that's pissed at you. it seems your task this month is to just figure out what went wrong with who and go from there

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Hey, can I ask how E♑️ thinks of me and will he ever ask me out? M✨

hi, M. im sorry, but ill only do one romance question. so i drew a card and rolled a die for your first one of how E thinks of you. i drew Burning and rolled the granny

he finds you a little intense, but in the sort of way that grandmas are about their grandkids not eating enough food. you come on a little strong in how you care for others. that's not a bad thing, and i don't think he finds it off putting, but maybe talk to him about your feelings because he may be thinking it's platonic

[monsterbychoice]

i'll have a reading! the oracle deck is fine. :) maybe on my future with my SO?

sure! 😊 i drew: "When disaster strikes, stay informed", Devil's Bargain (reversed), and Faith And Fire (reversed). i drew them with the intention of them representing the immediate future, somewhat distant future, and then the distant future

the first one to me is most likely representing the current pandemic. the two of you are weathering this for the foreseeable future and are doing so in an informed fashion. both about the virus as well as each other and yourselves. basically affirming that you're adults capable of handling things like such.

Devil's Bargain indicates some sort of compromise will be needed in the future, though it might be skewed more in your SO's favor. you'll have to decide whether that's worth conceding or if you'll have to stand your ground on the matter. either way, you likely won't be thrilled with the outcome.

the final Faith and Fire might be a culmination of the first two cards. tensions will ultimately come to a head which will be a test of the relationship. the card is reversed which to me lessens the intensity of the meaning. i don't imagine this will be something like a betrayal. regardless, you'll need to take a step back and reassess your feelings.

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Hey! I'd like to ask what can i expect in my love life for 2021? Big thanks! 💘- kamile ♓️

hey! for you i got: Mixing Business With Pleasure, Bigger Is Better, and Bold Beginnings

seems like you're going to meet someone next year, though not through the usual romantic channels. this could mean at work or it could just mean in a setting where you would usually focus on mundane things, so not at a bar or something similar. it'll definitely start off with a bang and you may be meeting someone who you wouldn't normally go for, either out of shyness or because it never occurred to you to pursue someone like them. overall, id say you're in for an interesting time

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Hello Feral , have have a reading please ? I’m 🐼I want to know how A feel about me. Thank you

hi 🐼 for you i did a combo of the dice and the deck. i drew the cards: "When disaster strikes, stay informed" and Out With The Old (reversed). for the dice i rolled the rat

A doesn't trust you, right off the bat. this isn't necessarily anything to do with you. they may have had a rough experience in the past and now they're more vigilant in who they place their faith in. they are on the brink of some sort of change, and they can feel it. but they are resisting it, they don't like or want change. and they feel you may be a sort of catalyst for that change. id have an honest convo with them and hash this out

[monsterbychoice]

im actively making new cards while doing readings and this one isn't dry so it won't be included yet but just know this is in store for the future

[monsterbychoice]

free readings

hey, all. i have a lot of energy today for once and i found my the oracle deck i made as well as my story dice so im going to open readings.

you have your choice of the oracle deck (made by myself using collage art) and the story dice (dice with pictures on them whose original purpose is to make up a story with). you can ask for both if you'd like, as well.

rules:

-no medical or legal questions please

-romance questions are okay but please limit them to one question

-i won't do third party readings

-anon is fine, just give me something to identify you with

-the story dice are very well suited for spirit questions, and the oracle deck is more practical but they both work very well ime.

that's it, i think. i look forward to reading for you

[monsterbychoice]

oh, if you'd like the reading to be private, please say so in your ask